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For you,hey,alright, look |
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I story to tell her ,pennies into a wishing well |
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See it's hard to cope with a kiss |
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That you can't tell in a word |
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That you can't spell in a victim, who can't yell |
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And they under your fucking nose |
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With a sickness you can't smell |
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And the problem is that you really crying for help |
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Nobody out there can hear you |
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It's like they silent shit yell |
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It started when he was 7 |
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Continued to when he was 12 |
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And in the middle of the night |
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Found another man than himself |
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But this man was confused, this man was abused |
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See this man was a tool |
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To the sickness that he let loose |
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In fact didn't he abuse , molested and he abused |
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To the person that he affected was lesser than finna shoes |
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Damn,he affected the chance to choose |
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He never gave him an option |
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He told him what to believe |
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But never gave him a doctrine |
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Now little boy bloom, he's just like you |
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Sick in the head can't die but he'd like too |
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Damn,same dreams every night too |
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Screams every night too |
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Thinks that he's like you |
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Says every single day there's new demons inside you |
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They scream and they fight you |
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They scream to remind you |
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Of all the fucking pains still breathing inside you |
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And they give a million reason to die too |
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But nobody ever sees what's inside you |
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I know it 'cause they ignore my screams and my cries too |
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I met a girl once ,went through the same thing |
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She told me shit happens, but things change |
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Things change, she told me all this pain |
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Don't mean change, you gotta take it and remake it ' |
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Til it means strenght, |
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But I ain't strong enough, |
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I don't think |
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I'm strong enough |
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Why me man |
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I wasn't even old enough |
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I wasn't strong enough, wasn't even bold enough |
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Would've told my mom but that shit would've torn her up |
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And she was torn enough, and he was mister perfect |
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And now it's trivial |
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I guess I was just fucking worthless |
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I just want you to know how much it hurt me |
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Because of you |
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I feel like |
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I'm not a person |
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So I sit here with this blade in my hand |
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I got the pain of a child and a brain of a man |
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And it's so loud, |
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I wanna fucking scream but |
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I don't know how |
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I wanna let it go, but |
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I don't how |
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Yes, it's so loud, |
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I wanna let it go but |
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I don't know how |
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It's so loud, |
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I wanna let it go but |
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I don't know how |
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I wanna fucking scream but it won't come out |
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Tried to escape but there ain't no out |
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Now I'm stuck here in this castle on a cloud |
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Castle on a cloud, |
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Never going up , never getting out,never coming down |
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Castle on a cloud, |
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Never going up , never getting out,never coming down |
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For you |
