[00:05.454] For you,hey,alright, look
[00:13.673] I story to tell her ,pennies into a wishing well
[00:16.767] See it's hard to cope with a kiss
[00:18.951] That you can't tell in a word
[00:20.334] That you can't spell in a victim, who can't yell
[00:22.983] And they under your fucking nose
[00:24.539] With a sickness you can't smell
[00:25.957] And the problem is that you really crying for help
[00:29.290] Nobody out there can hear you
[00:30.780] It's like they silent shit yell
[00:32.367] It started when he was 7
[00:34.011] Continued to when he was 12
[00:35.519] And in the middle of the night
[00:36.984] Found another man than himself
[00:38.665] But this man was confused, this man was abused
[00:41.931] See this man was a tool
[00:43.421] To the sickness that he let loose
[00:44.859] In fact didn't he abuse , molested and he abused
[00:47.946] To the person that he affected was lesser than finna shoes
[00:51.336] Damn,he affected the chance to choose
[00:54.502] He never gave him an option
[00:55.959] He told him what to believe
[00:57.520] But never gave him a doctrine
[00:59.609] Now little boy bloom, he's just like you
[01:02.627] Sick in the head can't die but he'd like too
[01:05.962] Damn,same dreams every night too
[01:08.985] Screams every night too
[01:10.420] Thinks that he's like you
[01:11.923] Says every single day there's new demons inside you
[01:15.059] They scream and they fight you
[01:16.632] They scream to remind you
[01:18.148] Of all the fucking pains still breathing inside you
[01:21.798] And they give a million reason to die too
[01:24.893] But nobody ever sees what's inside you
[01:27.666] I know it 'cause they ignore my screams and my cries too
[01:31.176] I met a girl once ,went through the same thing
[01:34.154] She told me shit happens, but things change
[01:37.573] Things change, she told me all this pain
[01:40.565] Don't mean change, you gotta take it and remake it '
[01:43.814] Til it means strenght,
[01:45.271] But I ain't strong enough,
[01:46.532] I don't think
[01:47.268] I'm strong enough
[01:48.218] Why me man
[01:49.430] I wasn't even old enough
[01:51.121] I wasn't strong enough, wasn't even bold enough
[01:54.419] Would've told my mom but that shit would've torn her up
[01:57.668] And she was torn enough, and he was mister perfect
[02:00.710] And now it's trivial
[02:02.205] I guess I was just fucking worthless
[02:04.819] I just want you to know how much it hurt me
[02:08.080] Because of you
[02:08.781] I feel like
[02:09.599] I'm not a person
[02:10.336] So I sit here with this blade in my hand
[02:12.932] I got the pain of a child and a brain of a man
[02:15.902] And it's so loud,
[02:18.628] I wanna fucking scream but
[02:20.394] I don't know how
[02:21.772] I wanna let it go, but
[02:23.553] I don't how
[02:30.326] Yes, it's so loud,
[02:33.047] I wanna let it go but
[02:34.635] I don't know how
[02:37.243] It's so loud,
[02:38.850] I wanna let it go but
[02:40.708] I don't know how
[02:42.159] I wanna fucking scream but it won't come out
[02:45.151] Tried to escape but there ain't no out
[02:48.417] Now I'm stuck here in this castle on a cloud
[02:51.601] Castle on a cloud,
[02:52.983] Never going up , never getting out,never coming down
[02:57.734] Castle on a cloud,
[02:59.369] Never going up , never getting out,never coming down
[03:06.130] For you