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My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all |
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the morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all |
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And even if I could it'd all be grey, but your picture on my wall |
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it reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad |
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My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all |
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the morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all |
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And even if I could it'd all be grey, but your picture on my wall |
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it reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad |
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Dear Slim, I wrote you but you still ain't callin' |
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I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom |
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I sent two letters back in autumn You must not have got 'em |
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There probably was a problem at the post office or somethin' |
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Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em |
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But anyways, **** it, what's been up man, how's your daughter? |
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My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm out to be a father |
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If I have a daughter, guess what I'm-a call her? I'm-a |
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name her Bonnie. |
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I read about your uncle Ronnie too, I'm sorry |
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I had a friend kill himself over some b***h who didn't want him. |
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I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your biggestfan. |
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I even got the underground shit that you did with Scam. |
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I got a room full of your posters and your pictures, man. |
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I like the shit you did with Ruckus too, that shit was fat. |
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Anyways, I hope you get this man, hit me back, just to chat |
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Truly yours, your biggest fan, this is Stan. |
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My tears gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all |
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the morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all |
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And even if I could it'd all be great, to put your picture on my wall |
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it reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad |
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Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, |
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I hope you have the chance. |
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I ain't mad, I just think it's ****ed up you don't answer fans. |
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If you didn't want to talk to me outside your concert |
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You didn't have to but you could have signed an autograph for Matthew. |
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That's my little brother, man. He's only 6 years old. |
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We waited in the blistering cold for you for 4 hours and ya just said no. |
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That's pretty shitty man, you're like his ****ing idol |
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He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more |
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than I do. |
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Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds. |
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It's like adrenaline. The Pain is such a sudden rush for me. |
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See, everything you say is real, and I respect you |
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'cause you tell it. |
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My girlfriend's jealous 'cause I talk about you 24/7. |
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But she don't know you like I know you, Slim, no one does. |
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She don't know what it was like for people like us growing up. |
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You've gotta call me man. I'll be the biggest fan |
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you'll ever lose. |
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Sincerely yours, Stan. PS: We should be together too. |
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My tears gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all |
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the morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all |
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And even if I could it'd all be great, to put your picture on my wall |
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it reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad |
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Dear Mr. "I'm too good to call or write my fans" |
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Niggas gone have to be mad at me |
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It's been six months and still no word. I don't deserve it? |
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I know you got my last two letters, I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect. |
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So this is my cassette I'm sending you. I hope you hear it. |
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I'm in the car right now. I'm doing 90 on the freeway. |
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I love you Slim, we could have been together. Think about it. |
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You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it. |
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And when you dream, I hope you can't sleep and you scream about it. |
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I hope your conscious eats at you and you can't breathe without me. |
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See Slim, screaming "shut up b***h, I'm trying to talk" |
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Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screaming in the trunk. |
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But I didn't slit her throat, |
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I just tied her up, see I ain't like you. |
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'Cause if she suffocates, she'll suffer more, |
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and then she'll die too. |
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Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the bridge now. |
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Oh shit, I forgot, how am I supposed to send this shit out? |
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Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner, but I've just been busy. |
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You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she? |
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Look, I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that. |
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And here's an autograph for your brother: |
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I wrote it on your Starter cap. |
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I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I must have missed you. |
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Don't think I did that shit intentionally, just to diss you. |
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And what's this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too? |
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I say that shit just clownin' dawg, |
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c'mon, how ****ed up is you? |
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You got some issues, Stan, I think you need some counselin' |
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To help your *** from bouncin' off the walls when you get down some. |
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And what's this shit about us meant to be together? |
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That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other. |
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I really think you and your girlfriend need each other. |
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Or maybe you just need to treat her better. |
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I hope you get to read this letter. |
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I just hope it reaches you in time. |
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Before you hurt yourself, I think that you'd be doin' just fine |
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If you'd relax a little. I'm glad that I inspire you, but Stan |
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Why are you so mad? Try to understand that I do want you as a fan. |
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I just don't want you to do some crazy shit. |
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I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick. |
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Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge |
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And had his girlfriend in the trunk and she was |
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pregnant with his kid |
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And in the car they found a tape but it didn't say who it was to |
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Come to think about it...his name was...it was you. |
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Damn. |
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