[00:00.00] [00:01.712 ] My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why  I got out of bed at all
[00:07.80][00:07.627] the morning rain clouds up my window  and I can't see at all
[00:13.86][00:13.582] And even if I could it'd all be grey, but your picture on my wall
[00:20.55][00:19.810] it reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad
[00:24.99][ 00:25.393] My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all
[00:34.62][00:31.809] the morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all
[00:37.89][ 00:37.839] And even if I could it'd all be grey, but your picture on my wall
[00:44.55][00:43.813] it reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad
[00:48.30][00:49.021]
[00:48.75][00:49.408]  Dear Slim, I wrote you but you still ain't callin'
[00:52.44][00:52.303] I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom
[00:55.44][00:55.288] I sent two letters back in autumn You must not have got 'em
[00:58.35][ 00:58.243] There probably was a problem at the post office or somethin'
[01:01.23][01:01.234]
[01:01.41][01:01.536] Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em
[01:04.38]But anyways, **** it, what's been up man, how's your daughter?
[01:07.38][01:07.131] My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm out to be a father
[01:09.78][01:09.833]  If I have a daughter, guess what I'm-a call her? I'm-a
[01:12.42][01:12.544] name her Bonnie.
[01:13.20][01:12.979]
[01:13.83][01:13.127] I read about your uncle Ronnie too, I'm sorry
[01:16.20][01:16.188]I had a friend kill himself over some b***h who didn't want him.
[01:19.23][01:19.263] I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your biggestfan.
[01:22.44][01:22.562]I even got the underground shit that you did with Scam.
[01:25.59][01:25.498]
[01:25.86][01:25.758] I got a room full of your posters and your pictures, man.
[01:28.65][01:28.678]I like the shit you did with Ruckus too, that shit was fat.
[01:31.80][01:31.701]  Anyways, I hope you get this man, hit me back, just to chat
[01:35.28][01:35.191] Truly yours, your biggest fan, this is Stan.
[01:37.50][01:37.559]
[01:37.86][01:37.866] My tears  gone cold, I'm wondering why  I got out of bed at all
[01:43.59][01:43.887] the morning rain clouds up my window and  I can't see at all
[01:49.74][01:49.909] And even if I could it'd all be great, to put your picture on my wall
[01:55.80][01:55.813] it reminds me that  it's not so bad, it's not so bad
[02:00.69][02:01.423]
[02:01.08][02:01.371] Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote,
[02:03.33][02:01.667] I hope you have the chance.
[02:04.53][02:04.473]I ain't mad, I just think it's ****ed up you don't answer fans.
[02:07.56][02:07.535]  If you didn't want to talk to me outside your concert
[02:10.08][02:10.395] You didn't have to  but you could have signed an autograph for Matthew.
[02:13.17][02:13.269] That's my little brother, man. He's only 6 years old.
[02:15.75][02:15.745] We waited in the blistering cold for you for 4  hours and ya  just said no.
[02:19.59][02:19.568]That's pretty shitty man, you're like his ****ing idol
[02:22.44][02:22.161] He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more
[02:24.72][02:24.854] than I do.
[02:25.08][02:25.033]
[02:25.38][02:25.210] Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds.
[02:28.05][02:28.038] It's like adrenaline. The Pain is such a sudden rush for me.
[02:31.11][02:31.050] See, everything you say is real, and I respect you
[02:33.51][02:33.577] 'cause you tell it.
[02:34.38][02:34.142] My girlfriend's jealous  'cause I talk about you 24/7.
[02:36.51][02:37.421]  But she don't know you like I know you, Slim, no one does.
[02:40.17][02:40.015] She don't know what it was like for people like us growing up.
[02:43.08][02:43.073] You've gotta call me man. I'll be the biggest fan
[02:45.24][02:45.281] you'll ever lose.
[02:46.08][02:45.995] Sincerely yours, Stan. PS: We should be together too.
[02:48.87][02:49.133]
[02:49.44][02:50.013] My tears gone  cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed  at all
[02:54.72][02:55.743 ] the morning rain clouds up my window  and I can't see at all
[03:01.86][03:01.784] And even if I could it'd all be great, to put your picture on my wall
[03:07.86][03:07.806] it reminds me that  it's not so bad, it's not so bad
[03:12.69][03:13.150]
[03:13.41][03:13.342] Dear Mr. "I'm too good to call or write my fans"
[03:16.23][03:16.096]Niggas gone have to be mad at me
[03:18.84][03:18.857]  It's been six months and still no word. I don't deserve it?
[03:21.72][03:21.618] I know you got my last two letters, I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect.
[03:25.26][03:25.304]
[03:25.47][03:25.601] So this is my cassette I'm sending you. I hope you hear it.
[03:28.38][03:28.202] I'm in the car right now. I'm doing 90 on the freeway.
[03:31.47][03:31.199] I love you Slim, we could have been together. Think about it.
[03:34.71][03:34.649] You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it.
[03:37.77][03:37.781] And when you dream, I hope you can't sleep and you scream about it.
[03:40.68][ 03:40.597] I hope your conscious  eats at you and you can't breathe  without me.
[03:43.71][03:43.699]See Slim, screaming "shut up b***h, I'm trying to talk"
[03:46.50][03:46.414] Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screaming in the trunk.
[03:49.11][03:49.169] But I didn't slit her throat,
[03:50.28][03:50.453] I just tied her up, see I ain't like you.
[03:52.32][03:52.317] 'Cause if she suffocates, she'll suffer more,
[03:54.33][03:54.311] and then she'll die too.
[03:55.53][03:55.633]  Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the bridge now.
[03:58.47][03:58.445]Oh shit, I forgot, how am I supposed to send this shit out?
[04:13.20]Dear Stan, I meant to write you  sooner, but I've just been busy.
[04:16.26][04:16.221] You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she?
[04:19.29][04:19.223]  Look, I'm really flattered you  would call your daughter that.
[04:22.08][04:22.043]  And here's an autograph for your brother:
[04:23.88][04:23.872]  I wrote it on your Starter cap.
[04:25.56][04:25.430 ]
[04:25.83][04:25.590] I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I must have missed you.
[04:28.80][04:28.604]Don't think I did that shit intentionally, just to diss you.
[04:31.53][04:31.546]And what's this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too?
[04:34.74][04:34.628]I say that shit just clownin' dawg,
[04:36.36][04:36.335]c'mon, how ****ed up is you?
[04:37.74][04:37.674] You got some issues, Stan, I think you need some counselin'
[04:40.44][04:40.389] To help your *** from bouncin' off the walls  when you get down some.
[04:43.44][04:43.295]
[04:43.65][04:43.582]And what's this shit about us meant to be together?
[04:46.11][04:46.009]That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other.
[04:49.14][04:49.233] I really think you and your girlfriend need each other.
[04:52.14][04:52.135] Or maybe  you just need to treat her better.
[04:54.36][04:54.311] I hope you get to read this letter.
[04:56.22][04:56.201] I just hope it reaches you in time.
[04:58.11][04:58.035] Before you hurt yourself, I think that you'd be doin' just fine
[05:01.02][05:01.046] If you'd relax a little. I'm glad that I inspire you, but Stan
[05:04.11][05:04.091] Why are you so mad? Try to understand that I do want you as a fan.
[05:07.74][05:07.822]I just don't want you to do some crazy shit.
[05:09.72][05:10.102]I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick.
[05:13.62][05:13.437] Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge
[05:16.05][05:16.297] And had his girlfriend in the trunk  and she was
[05:18.03][05:18.168] pregnant with his kid
[05:19.02][05:19.125]  And in the car they found a tape  but it didn't say who it was to
[05:21.81][05:22.125] Come to think about it...his name was...it was you.
[05:24.84][05:25.192]  Damn.
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