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Mackey's Lament (Explicit) - Hassaan Mackey/Apollo Brown |
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Been at this for a whole damn hour |
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Trying to find a way to get the money and the power |
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Everybody I knows got w**d or got powder |
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But I ain't got either got a lot of demons |
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The room down the hallway where every single dream lived |
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Turned into a wall where I couldn't reach at all |
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Boxes of alcohol leaned up against the wall |
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Like statues she praised daily like gods |
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Her head would nod as she walked out the room |
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Where the blood left a stain on the pillow since June |
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Shaking in the middle of the night trying to stay asleep |
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But every time she takes a drink her eyelids start to blink |
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She starts to think |
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About the pain that's life causes |
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The gains stress strain from life's fortunes |
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Drowning in a pool of regret |
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While losing life's light from her glimpse with each sip |
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Used to have a grip on vices but ran into a crisis |
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And now she pays the price for that sh*t |
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Guilt's eating her guts and she can't get a grip |
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All she could do is tap a brew and take a sip |
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She used to able to make sense of sh*t that ain't make sense |
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But now all she do is take sips |
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Up to the point she sips what you can't sip |
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The pain be to much to bare she can't drink sh*t |
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Damn |
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It's our fault |
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Heard the shot fired |
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Sounded like it was next to him when it sounded off |
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She skipped school to hang out with her boyfriend |
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Had some news for him that she knew would destroy him |
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Had a new boyfriend around the same age |
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Now the old man's removed out the new man's space |
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Old man's face turned cold gun raised |
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Bullet transmitted to the front of her brain |
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Bang |
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He said it was an accident |
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Probated five years her whole family cried tears |
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Most came to divide shares |
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Buy my sister's sh*t up and decide theirs |
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Felt like a bull runners nightmare |
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Just trying to hide fear behind all of his ideas |
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From seeing Vita right there |
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Yeah |
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But all things happen in a flash |
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Cause happiness in this life is never meant to last |