[00:00.00]Mackey's Lament (Explicit) - Hassaan Mackey/Apollo Brown
[00:13.21]Been at this for a whole damn hour
[00:15.40]Trying to find a way to get the money and the power
[00:18.29]Everybody I knows got w**d or got powder
[00:20.94]But I ain't got either got a lot of demons
[00:23.88]The room down the hallway where every single dream lived
[00:26.78]Turned into a wall where I couldn't reach at all
[00:29.66]Boxes of alcohol leaned up against the wall
[00:32.47]Like statues she praised daily like gods
[00:35.37]Her head would nod as she walked out the room
[00:37.94]Where the blood left a stain on the pillow since June
[00:40.68]Shaking in the middle of the night trying to stay asleep
[00:43.70]But every time she takes a drink her eyelids start to blink
[00:46.76]She starts to think
[00:47.96]About the pain that's life causes
[00:49.58]The gains stress strain from life's fortunes
[00:52.56]Drowning in a pool of regret
[00:54.68]While losing life's light from her glimpse with each sip
[00:57.26]Used to have a grip on vices but ran into a crisis
[01:00.83]And now she pays the price for that sh*t
[01:02.90]Guilt's eating her guts and she can't get a grip
[01:05.87]All she could do is tap a brew and take a sip
[01:08.61]She used to able to make sense of sh*t that ain't make sense
[01:12.08]But now all she do is take sips
[01:14.18]Up to the point she sips what you can't sip
[01:17.07]The pain be to much to bare she can't drink sh*t
[01:19.99]Damn
[01:31.65]It's our fault
[01:32.61]Heard the shot fired
[01:33.89]Sounded like it was next to him when it sounded off
[01:37.07]She skipped school to hang out with her boyfriend
[01:39.51]Had some news for him that she knew would destroy him
[01:42.42]Had a new boyfriend around the same age
[01:44.42]Now the old man's removed out the new man's space
[01:47.69]Old man's face turned cold gun raised
[01:50.56]Bullet transmitted to the front of her brain
[01:53.65]Bang
[01:54.65]He said it was an accident
[01:56.20]Probated five years her whole family cried tears
[01:58.93]Most came to divide shares
[02:00.43]Buy my sister's sh*t up and decide theirs
[02:02.60]Felt like a bull runners nightmare
[02:04.52]Just trying to hide fear behind all of his ideas
[02:07.82]From seeing Vita right there
[02:09.94]Yeah
[02:11.03]But all things happen in a flash
[02:13.01]Cause happiness in this life is never meant to last