| [00:24.12] | Clock is ticking, I just want it stop |
| [00:27.80] | Time is flowing like a river, water all on my watch |
| [00:30.68] | Nah I'm kidding, I'm a broke kid, never was a **** kid |
| [00:34.48] | Eating lunch, fourth grade, had to go and choke kid |
| [00:37.86] | Thought it was over, body numb, no sensations |
| [00:40.62] | Thinking to myself like "Oh boy", the ends waiting |
| [00:44.06] | I gotta go, I'm sorry mama I didn't make it |
| [00:47.00] | You wanna see me now, but someone told me to keep you waiting |
| [00:50.46] | Life is cruel in a beautiful way |
| [00:53.16] | Wish I had some more friends, that would want me to stay |
| [00:56.33] | Never thought that even heaven's skies could get so grey |
| [00:59.73] | And could you tell me when perfection never got so vague |
| [01:02.94] | Feel like it's not real, feel like I'm waking up |
| [01:05.57] | 19 years, when I go like did I take enough |
| [01:08.99] | Girl and I are breaking up, was really shaken up |
| [01:12.21] | Told me that she cheated 3 times, I can't make this up |
| [01:15.48] | Life is crazy and it's unexpected |
| [01:19.79] | And I'm just sick of learning every lesson |
| [01:23.16] | I'm scared of love that's only one confession |
| [01:27.00] | I miss the world before I lost my presence |
| [01:29.71] | I really question almost everything |
| [01:32.72] | Cause I just wanna know what's going on |
| [01:36.06] | Like is there something out there waiting for me |
| [01:39.08] | Whatever, I'll just put myself inside a countless song |
| [01:41.95] | Can you relate to this? Am I insane to you? |
| [01:45.09] | Did I just help you with a problem? Did I save you too? |
| [01:48.62] | Okay probably not, I shouldn't just assume |
| [01:51.65] | But I been looking for support, so what am I to do |
| [01:54.95] | I'm having flashbacks, of old-school hatchbacks |
| [01:57.77] | Whipping on the backroads, the matchbox had no gas |
| [02:01.01] | These random memories, invading me |
| [02:04.12] | They leave my mind empty, I been suffering from vacancy |
| [02:07.31] | In a house, but it's never been home |
| [02:10.09] | Like you alone cause you chose, and I'm alone like a ghost |
| [02:12.96] | These people see me and avoid me, I'm a joke I suppose |
| [02:16.00] | Maybe it's the way I talk, or how I'm wearing my clothes |
| [02:19.67] | I think I'm different, never listen if they calling me out |
| [02:22.75] | My mama told me not to worry, try reducing my doubts |
| [02:25.99] | It didn't work, I'm a mess, I see the tears in my eyes |
| [02:29.20] | It's time to go, always knew my biggest fear was goodbyes |
| [00:24.12] | Clock is ticking, I just want it stop |
| [00:27.80] | Time is flowing like a river, water all on my watch |
| [00:30.68] | Nah I' m kidding, I' m a broke kid, never was a kid |
| [00:34.48] | Eating lunch, fourth grade, had to go and choke kid |
| [00:37.86] | Thought it was over, body numb, no sensations |
| [00:40.62] | Thinking to myself like " Oh boy", the ends waiting |
| [00:44.06] | I gotta go, I' m sorry mama I didn' t make it |
| [00:47.00] | You wanna see me now, but someone told me to keep you waiting |
| [00:50.46] | Life is cruel in a beautiful way |
| [00:53.16] | Wish I had some more friends, that would want me to stay |
| [00:56.33] | Never thought that even heaven' s skies could get so grey |
| [00:59.73] | And could you tell me when perfection never got so vague |
| [01:02.94] | Feel like it' s not real, feel like I' m waking up |
| [01:05.57] | 19 years, when I go like did I take enough |
| [01:08.99] | Girl and I are breaking up, was really shaken up |
| [01:12.21] | Told me that she cheated 3 times, I can' t make this up |
| [01:15.48] | Life is crazy and it' s unexpected |
| [01:19.79] | And I' m just sick of learning every lesson |
| [01:23.16] | I' m scared of love that' s only one confession |
| [01:27.00] | I miss the world before I lost my presence |
| [01:29.71] | I really question almost everything |
| [01:32.72] | Cause I just wanna know what' s going on |
| [01:36.06] | Like is there something out there waiting for me |
| [01:39.08] | Whatever, I' ll just put myself inside a countless song |
| [01:41.95] | Can you relate to this? Am I insane to you? |
| [01:45.09] | Did I just help you with a problem? Did I save you too? |
| [01:48.62] | Okay probably not, I shouldn' t just assume |
| [01:51.65] | But I been looking for support, so what am I to do |
| [01:54.95] | I' m having flashbacks, of oldschool hatchbacks |
| [01:57.77] | Whipping on the backroads, the matchbox had no gas |
| [02:01.01] | These random memories, invading me |
| [02:04.12] | They leave my mind empty, I been suffering from vacancy |
| [02:07.31] | In a house, but it' s never been home |
| [02:10.09] | Like you alone cause you chose, and I' m alone like a ghost |
| [02:12.96] | These people see me and avoid me, I' m a joke I suppose |
| [02:16.00] | Maybe it' s the way I talk, or how I' m wearing my clothes |
| [02:19.67] | I think I' m different, never listen if they calling me out |
| [02:22.75] | My mama told me not to worry, try reducing my doubts |
| [02:25.99] | It didn' t work, I' m a mess, I see the tears in my eyes |
| [02:29.20] | It' s time to go, always knew my biggest fear was goodbyes |
| [00:24.12] | Clock is ticking, I just want it stop |
| [00:27.80] | Time is flowing like a river, water all on my watch |
| [00:30.68] | Nah I' m kidding, I' m a broke kid, never was a kid |
| [00:34.48] | Eating lunch, fourth grade, had to go and choke kid |
| [00:37.86] | Thought it was over, body numb, no sensations |
| [00:40.62] | Thinking to myself like " Oh boy", the ends waiting |
| [00:44.06] | I gotta go, I' m sorry mama I didn' t make it |
| [00:47.00] | You wanna see me now, but someone told me to keep you waiting |
| [00:50.46] | Life is cruel in a beautiful way |
| [00:53.16] | Wish I had some more friends, that would want me to stay |
| [00:56.33] | Never thought that even heaven' s skies could get so grey |
| [00:59.73] | And could you tell me when perfection never got so vague |
| [01:02.94] | Feel like it' s not real, feel like I' m waking up |
| [01:05.57] | 19 years, when I go like did I take enough |
| [01:08.99] | Girl and I are breaking up, was really shaken up |
| [01:12.21] | Told me that she cheated 3 times, I can' t make this up |
| [01:15.48] | Life is crazy and it' s unexpected |
| [01:19.79] | And I' m just sick of learning every lesson |
| [01:23.16] | I' m scared of love that' s only one confession |
| [01:27.00] | I miss the world before I lost my presence |
| [01:29.71] | I really question almost everything |
| [01:32.72] | Cause I just wanna know what' s going on |
| [01:36.06] | Like is there something out there waiting for me |
| [01:39.08] | Whatever, I' ll just put myself inside a countless song |
| [01:41.95] | Can you relate to this? Am I insane to you? |
| [01:45.09] | Did I just help you with a problem? Did I save you too? |
| [01:48.62] | Okay probably not, I shouldn' t just assume |
| [01:51.65] | But I been looking for support, so what am I to do |
| [01:54.95] | I' m having flashbacks, of oldschool hatchbacks |
| [01:57.77] | Whipping on the backroads, the matchbox had no gas |
| [02:01.01] | These random memories, invading me |
| [02:04.12] | They leave my mind empty, I been suffering from vacancy |
| [02:07.31] | In a house, but it' s never been home |
| [02:10.09] | Like you alone cause you chose, and I' m alone like a ghost |
| [02:12.96] | These people see me and avoid me, I' m a joke I suppose |
| [02:16.00] | Maybe it' s the way I talk, or how I' m wearing my clothes |
| [02:19.67] | I think I' m different, never listen if they calling me out |
| [02:22.75] | My mama told me not to worry, try reducing my doubts |
| [02:25.99] | It didn' t work, I' m a mess, I see the tears in my eyes |
| [02:29.20] | It' s time to go, always knew my biggest fear was goodbyes |