[00:24.12]Clock is ticking, I just want it stop
[00:27.80]Time is flowing like a river, water all on my watch
[00:30.68]Nah I'm kidding, I'm a broke kid, never was a **** kid
[00:34.48]Eating lunch, fourth grade, had to go and choke kid
[00:37.86]Thought it was over, body numb, no sensations
[00:40.62]Thinking to myself like "Oh boy", the ends waiting
[00:44.06]I gotta go, I'm sorry mama I didn't make it
[00:47.00]You wanna see me now, but someone told me to keep you waiting
[00:50.46]Life is cruel in a beautiful way
[00:53.16]Wish I had some more friends, that would want me to stay
[00:56.33]Never thought that even heaven's skies could get so grey
[00:59.73]And could you tell me when perfection never got so vague
[01:02.94]Feel like it's not real, feel like I'm waking up
[01:05.57]19 years, when I go like did I take enough
[01:08.99]Girl and I are breaking up, was really shaken up
[01:12.21]Told me that she cheated 3 times, I can't make this up
[01:15.48]Life is crazy and it's unexpected
[01:19.79]And I'm just sick of learning every lesson
[01:23.16]I'm scared of love that's only one confession
[01:27.00]I miss the world before I lost my presence
[01:29.71]I really question almost everything
[01:32.72]Cause I just wanna know what's going on
[01:36.06]Like is there something out there waiting for me
[01:39.08]Whatever, I'll just put myself inside a countless song
[01:41.95]Can you relate to this? Am I insane to you?
[01:45.09]Did I just help you with a problem? Did I save you too?
[01:48.62]Okay probably not, I shouldn't just assume
[01:51.65]But I been looking for support, so what am I to do
[01:54.95]I'm having flashbacks, of old-school hatchbacks
[01:57.77]Whipping on the backroads, the matchbox had no gas
[02:01.01]These random memories, invading me
[02:04.12]They leave my mind empty, I been suffering from vacancy
[02:07.31]In a house, but it's never been home
[02:10.09]Like you alone cause you chose, and I'm alone like a ghost
[02:12.96]These people see me and avoid me, I'm a joke I suppose
[02:16.00]Maybe it's the way I talk, or how I'm wearing my clothes
[02:19.67]I think I'm different, never listen if they calling me out
[02:22.75]My mama told me not to worry, try reducing my doubts
[02:25.99]It didn't work, I'm a mess, I see the tears in my eyes
[02:29.20]It's time to go, always knew my biggest fear was goodbyes