| [00:18.81] | I'm not one of them |
| [00:21.28] | I've never been |
| [00:23.27] | But I'm so |
| [00:24.26] | Happy on the outside |
| [00:26.65] | Oh, I've been waiting |
| [00:29.02] | Contemplating to change |
| [00:31.82] | Everything about me |
| [00:33.98] | But wait I can't be late |
| [00:36.35] | Always been second place |
| [00:38.17] | It's how I cope with what's killing me inside |
| [00:42.24] | Am I enough? |
| [00:44.92] | That question's tough |
| [00:45.86] | When the voice in my head |
| [00:47.43] | Screams enough is enough |
| [00:50.97] | I'm not one of them |
| [00:53.16] | I've never been |
| [00:55.81] | But I'm always |
| [00:56.72] | Happy on the outside |
| [00:58.80] | Oh, it's so much fun |
| [01:01.15] | Suckin' on my thumb |
| [01:03.61] | 'Cause I'm just so ****in' |
| [01:04.21] | Happy on the outside |
| [01:15.52] | I'm broken and bent |
| [01:17.91] | I've always been |
| [01:19.74] | But I'm just so ****ing |
| [01:21.17] | Happy on the outside |
| [01:23.17] | Feelings are overrated |
| [01:25.54] | Keep me sedated |
| [01:27.51] | To take what's left of my sight away |
| [01:30.56] | But wait I can't replace this stupid look on my face |
| [01:34.64] | I need to tear out this hole in my head |
| [01:39.09] | Out on the edge, I feel the dread |
| [01:42.58] | And my voice screams get out of my head |
| [01:47.75] | I'm not one of them |
| [01:50.00] | I've never been |
| [01:51.73] | But I'm always |
| [01:52.98] | Happy on the outside |
| [01:55.05] | Oh, it's so much fun |
| [01:57.75] | Suckin' on my thumb |
| [02:00.08] | 'Cause I'm just so ****in' |
| [02:00.88] | Happy on the outside |
| [02:02.95] | I don't wanna be so |
| [02:04.38] | Don't care if you say so |
| [02:06.18] | I don't wanna be like one of you |
| [02:09.99] | I don't wanna be so |
| [02:11.80] | Don't care if you say so |
| [02:13.85] | I don't wanna be like one of you |
| [02:17.48] | I don't wanna be so |
| [02:19.26] | Don't care if you say so |
| [02:21.38] | I never wanna be anything even close to you |
| [02:25.38] | I'm not one of them |
| [02:27.80] | I've never been |
| [02:29.67] | But I'm always |
| [02:31.23] | Happy on the outside |
| [02:32.94] | Oh, it's so much fun |
| [02:35.47] | Suckin' on my thumb |
| [02:37.22] | 'Cause I'm just so ****in' |
| [02:38.69] | Happy on the outside |
| [02:40.54] | I don't wanna be so |
| [02:42.20] | Don't care if you say so |
| [02:43.85] | I don't wanna be like one of you |
| [02:47.66] | I don't wanna be so |
| [02:49.62] | Don't care if you say so |
| [02:51.50] | I don't wanna be like one of you |
| [02:55.67] | I don't wanna be so |
| [02:57.77] | Don't care if you say so |
| [02:59.58] | I don't wanna be like one of you |