[00:18.81]I'm not one of them
[00:21.28]I've never been
[00:23.27]But I'm so
[00:24.26]Happy on the outside
[00:26.65]Oh, I've been waiting
[00:29.02]Contemplating to change
[00:31.82]Everything about me
[00:33.98]But wait I can't be late
[00:36.35]Always been second place
[00:38.17]It's how I cope with what's killing me inside
[00:42.24]Am I enough?
[00:44.92]That question's tough
[00:45.86]When the voice in my head
[00:47.43]Screams enough is enough
[00:50.97]I'm not one of them
[00:53.16]I've never been
[00:55.81]But I'm always
[00:56.72]Happy on the outside
[00:58.80]Oh, it's so much fun
[01:01.15]Suckin' on my thumb
[01:03.61]'Cause I'm just so ****in'
[01:04.21]Happy on the outside
[01:15.52]I'm broken and bent
[01:17.91]I've always been
[01:19.74]But I'm just so ****ing
[01:21.17]Happy on the outside
[01:23.17]Feelings are overrated
[01:25.54]Keep me sedated
[01:27.51]To take what's left of my sight away
[01:30.56]But wait I can't replace this stupid look on my face
[01:34.64]I need to tear out this hole in my head
[01:39.09]Out on the edge, I feel the dread
[01:42.58]And my voice screams get out of my head
[01:47.75]I'm not one of them
[01:50.00]I've never been
[01:51.73]But I'm always
[01:52.98]Happy on the outside
[01:55.05]Oh, it's so much fun
[01:57.75]Suckin' on my thumb
[02:00.08]'Cause I'm just so ****in'
[02:00.88]Happy on the outside
[02:02.95]I don't wanna be so
[02:04.38]Don't care if you say so
[02:06.18]I don't wanna be like one of you
[02:09.99]I don't wanna be so
[02:11.80]Don't care if you say so
[02:13.85]I don't wanna be like one of you
[02:17.48]I don't wanna be so
[02:19.26]Don't care if you say so
[02:21.38]I never wanna be anything even close to you
[02:25.38]I'm not one of them
[02:27.80]I've never been
[02:29.67]But I'm always
[02:31.23]Happy on the outside
[02:32.94]Oh, it's so much fun
[02:35.47]Suckin' on my thumb
[02:37.22]'Cause I'm just so ****in'
[02:38.69]Happy on the outside
[02:40.54]I don't wanna be so
[02:42.20]Don't care if you say so
[02:43.85]I don't wanna be like one of you
[02:47.66]I don't wanna be so
[02:49.62]Don't care if you say so
[02:51.50]I don't wanna be like one of you
[02:55.67]I don't wanna be so
[02:57.77]Don't care if you say so
[02:59.58]I don't wanna be like one of you