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I'm staring out into the vacuum again |
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From the back porch of my mind |
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The only thing that's alive |
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I'm all there is |
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And I start attacking my vodka, stab the ice with my straw |
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My eyes have turned red as stop-lights |
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You seem ready to walk |
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You know I'll call you eventually |
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When I want to talk |
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Until then you're invisible |
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Cause there's this switch that gets hit |
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And it all stops making sense |
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And in the middle of drinks maybe the fifth or the sixth |
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I'm completely alone at a table of friends |
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I feel nothing for them |
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I feel nothing |
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Nothing |
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Well, I need a break from the city again |
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I think I'll ship myself back west |
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I got a friend there she says, "hey anytime." |
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Unless the offer's expired |
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I have been less than frequent |
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She's under no obligation to indulge every whim |
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And I'm so ungrateful, I take, she gives and forgives |
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And I keep forgetting it. |
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And each morning she wakes with a dream to describe |
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Something lovely that bloomed in her beautiful mind |
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I said "I'll trade you one for two nightmares of mine |
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I have somewhere I die. |
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I have somewhere we all die." |
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I'm thinking of quitting drinking again |
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I know I said that a couple of times |
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And I'm always changing my mind |
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Well, I guess I am |
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But there's this burn in my stomach and there's this pain in my side |
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And when I kneel at the toilet |
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And the morning's clean light pours in through the window |
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Sometimes I pray I don't die |
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I'm a goddamn hypocrite |
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But the night rolls around and it all starts making sense |
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There is no right way or wrong way |
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You just have to live |
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And so I do what I do and at least I exist |
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What would mean more than this? |
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What would mean more? |
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Mean more? |
