| The pain creeps in every day, | |
| And you're trying your best not to feel this way, | |
| Some days up and some days down, | |
| Swimming in misery, you're starting to drown | |
| Looking for answers to impossible questions, | |
| Searching in your mind in new dimensions, | |
| Feeling so alone and you've been thinking, | |
| "i'm better off dead than alone here, sinking!" | |
| Searching for the light and looking inside, | |
| To find out where your true strengths hide. | |
| Going on and on this pain has got to cease, | |
| Living like an animal full of disease, | |
| Further inspection now you're looking inside, | |
| To find out where your true strengths hide, | |
| You're looking around for some higher power, | |
| To get you through this darkest hour, | |
| All those years of pain are now coming through, | |
| Those cracks in your mind are nothing new to you. | |
| You're starting to slip to a whole new level, | |
| The metal of a gun pressed against your temple, | |
| One in the chamber, maybe one in your head, | |
| You can pull the trigger, and your mind'll turn red, | |
| What about the things that you never did? | |
| Getting straight, get a life, maybe having kids? | |
| Is a moment's pleasure really worth the cost, | |
| Of looking back on your life and all the things you lost? | |
| Don't know my future, with my past behind, | |
| I'm now reborn new hopes to find, | |
| Free from restraints that held me down, | |
| The cycle of hate that comes around. |