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Last thing I'm tryna be is the good guy now |
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I ain't never gave a fuck, why should I now |
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Like the World's interrupting my song, with an interlude |
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can't you'll see I'm busy trying to balance out my chemical |
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finishing up, what you ain't even begin to do |
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when your backs against the ropes it's either him or you |
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ya'll ain't so important that my words are meant for you |
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when did everybody become so sensual |
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caught up in the he say, she say |
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blog sites, him and her, broke up |
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World star, Nah right |
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dumb fans, they believe, everything that y'all write |
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found out, friends fake, couldn't even facade right |
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pressures on, wont fail |
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nigga got too much to prove |
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would have been, lost it, but I got too much to lose |
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say what you want about Joe but I stood my ground |
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bitch, I get it up myself you just put it down |
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they say I put my whole on display, to my dismay |
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stop it, you carry-in on without logic |
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let me tell you this about Joe |
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I only say you what I want you to hear |
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you only see what I want to show |
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crushing up the percepts |
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chasing the high, sadly |
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I couldn't make this shit up if I tried |
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the forecast shows a downpour |
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y'all just made God cry, praying for my downfall |
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This the shit I'm talking bout right here, let me tell you niggas something |
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You can be anything in this World that you want, except for my downfall. |
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Check this |
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I'm a victim of society |
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circumstance or just feelings |
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was a nigga victimized or just willing |
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no blinds, no bags, just dealing |
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no foundation or floor plan, just building |
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check it, nights bright but the day's dark |
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covered in tattoo's, but hate art |
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these egg shell's I walk on are razor sharp |
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staring at the finish line, looking for a way to start |
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I've been called everything, an extremist |
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is that a bad thing or what they really mean is |
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anything a nigga do, a nigga mean it |
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and I won't let a person place a thing come between it |
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an opportunist is how they paint me |
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but if the nigga only knock once can you blame me |
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still I feel like my problems are great |
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shit if I don't ever solve em I'm straight |
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on the bright side, God chose me to put a lot on my plate |
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so I figured I wouldn't be bothered by the weight |
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I'm trying to change the pattern but it's on loop |
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even an outcast in my own group |
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what's it mean when everybody standing next to you |
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expects of you everything that comes with a spectacle |
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if everywhere I go I just leave behind residue |
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tell me, trust me, I won't think nothing less of you |
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I'm sorry I ain't around more |
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come up with me or stay on the ground floor |
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I don't need shelter from the downpour |
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Y'all could be whatever you want, just not my downfall |
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they tryna make me slow, tryna take me, NO! |
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can't be my downfall |
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they tryna knock my grind |
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I won't stop, I'm fine |
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Can't be my downfall |
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No moment of clarity |
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the next fight showing is a rarity |
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severity of me against my growing popularity |
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rappers won't rap, I'm forced to believe they scared of me |
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but can no longer use the escape goat they not aware of me |
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so y'all can go and throw your little pot shots |
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some dudes dissed me and temporarily got hot |
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I'm getting my head right recollected |
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Y'all looking for some website resurrection |
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being that I got too much to lose |
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or maybe a slight chance that a nigga guilty |
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of all that I'm accused |
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no longer amused |
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affected my loved ones, now |
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they starting to bruise |
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and I don't want no parts of that abuse |
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wouldn't wish it upon my worst foe a day in my shoes |
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that'll just eliminate any excuse |
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and why entertain em |
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old me would' a lost my sense's |
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y'all just helping the new me regain em |
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been punched in the face, |
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it was either feed my family |
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or hunt with a .38 |
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and I ain't want brunch to wait |
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I've outgrown hip hop |
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turned into a day care |
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so next time so shit is on my mind, it'll stay there |
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I'm staring at the man in the mirror |
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but it ain't helping see the man any clearer |
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so I get MIA from around y'all |
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till God stops answering these prayers for my downfall |
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I'm sorry I ain't around more |
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come up with me or stay on the ground floor |
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I don't need shelter from the downpour |
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Y'all could be whatever you want, just not my downfall |
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they tryna make me slow, tryna take me, NO! |
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can't be my downfall |
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they tryna knock my grind |
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I won't stop, I'm fine |
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Can't be my downfall |
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Tell me what am I to do |
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if I ain't have a soul a nigga always had you |
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pardon Dude, but I gotta speak candidly |
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How the FUCK!!! could you abandon me |
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with 5 years of blood sweat and tears |
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but there was obviously a disconnect |
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we turned that into a disrespect |
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said she been holding it inside for years, she's unhappy |
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so the girl I wanna marry was afraid to come and tap me |
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so I went away on tour |
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and you went on one of your own |
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and while you was on the horn all day, with old boy |
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did you ever think about what it would do to your home |
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what's his name, where's he live |
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what is it he offers? what's he got to give? |
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and I love you so much that when I caught onto your fibs |
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I hit you like a man, you wore it in your ribs |
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I was heated, but had to be strong enough to remove the infidelity |
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and see what's underneath it |
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come to find out you felt lied to and cheated |
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mistreated and kept it a big secret |
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or are you just loose |
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and I'm so naive I'm tryna give you an excuse |
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now that I refuse to believe |
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we life partners, holy water on whatever devil comes and try to part us |
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can't use anything I ever gave you to bury me |
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you supposed to be the one that bury me |
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you want to leave than goodbye |
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think the grass look greener on the other side |
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but it's dye |
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I'm sorry I ain't around more |
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come up with me or stay on the ground floor |
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I don't need shelter from the downpour |
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Y'all could be whatever you want, just not my downfall |
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they tryna make me slow, tryna take me, NO! |
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can't be my downfall |
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they tryna knock my grind |
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I won't stop, I'm fine |
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Can't be my downfall |