| I've spent about ten years tryna work on my craft | |
| Tryna save this hip-hop *******t and disperse of the trash | |
| But all my nerves have just crashed, cuz all the verses | |
| I've trashed | |
| Were meant to benefit my future, | |
| I'm uncertain it has | |
| I rarely ever put something out to insert in your dash | |
| Cuz as soon as | |
| I became a brand my own purpose was smashed | |
| I'm feelin' nervous in fact, | |
| I got no urges to rap | |
| I don't think my ******g life can get more worthless than that | |
| I see these *******s blowing up, who never do got the proper game | |
| *******s who ******g suck, | |
| Gucci and | |
| Wacka Flocka | |
| Flame *******s who makin' bucks, someone tell me | |
| I'm not insane | |
| Cuz I feel the urge to run up on a ******* ass ******* and rob his chain | |
| Dang! I thought | |
| I had it figured out | |
| See I panic and | |
| I pout, yo | |
| I've had it man, | |
| I'm out God damn it, this *******t's a clout | |
| I'm the baddest thing no doubt | |
| But my madness is about to turn me manic 'til | |
| I shout [Hook] | |
| How come the world is always quit to turn a back on me | |
| Won't somebody tell me, you can go ahead, and fall asleep | |
| I'll be in your dream | |
| Maybe I'm the | |
| Pillow Man, maybe | |
| I'm the Pillow | |
| Man I'll be in your dream | |
| Maybe I'm the | |
| Pillow Man, maybe | |
| I'm the Pillow | |
| Man I'll be in your dream [Verse 2] | |
| You all assume | |
| I'm evil, but actually | |
| I'm so nice | |
| I've always been the lover boy like practically my whole life | |
| Unhappy here with no wife, don't ask me | |
| I don't know why | |
| I'm livin' life without no type of strategy to go by | |
| I knew a ******* who | |
| I would go pick up when the day starts | |
| A ******* who'd even like to watch me skate at the skate park | |
| A ******* who | |
| I was making out with up in the graveyard | |
| The same ******* who went and left my ass with a slayed heart | |
| She cut it like an avocado, secretly hittin' clubs and poppin' bottles | |
| Hanging with thugs and sucking a lots of ******* yo | |
| The biggest slut from | |
| Loveland Colorado | |
| ******* a ho that's | |
| Hopsin's motto my heart is vacant, you knock it's hollow | |
| She met another guy who left a baby stuck inside | |
| Her ******* then he just split and messed up her ******' life | |
| Now she hits me up and | |
| I say, "Go suck a nut, goodbye" | |
| All you sluts can die for wasting all my sacred love supply [Hook] [Verse 3] | |
| To live a decent life what all is it take | |
| I tried and try to be the best but nothing falls in the place | |
| And I'm a man but my struggle is gonna cause me to break | |
| And just involve me to hate | |
| I'm in a nauseous state | |
| And *******t it probably is fake but who's in control of it me or god | |
| Is he the cause of why am | |
| I here the reason's odd | |
| I'm broke and need a job, for spending cheese on broads | |
| But y'all don't see the flaws | |
| I code it up to keep it raw | |
| And mc's who's got the most talent in this whole planet | |
| Don't ever get recognized when they **** at it | |
| So they go back to the block hustlin' and **** addicts | |
| Some *******s got the effect and some *******s don't have it | |
| Yo I'm at my last tears cuz everytime | |
| I think I'm not the matrix | |
| I get sucked right back in | |
| But man I'm hopin' things will change and the soul in me remains | |
| Cuz the talent that | |
| I've got is way too cold to be contained [Bridge] | |
| No, no What did | |
| I do to deserve this? | |
| No, no I don't even have a purpose | |
| No, no What did | |
| I do to deserve this? | |
| No, no I don't even have a purpose [Hook] |