| At night in my window | |
| I see a silhouette | |
| Crying heavy tears look how wet my pillow gets | |
| Throughout my days | |
| I don't smile | |
| I just get upset | |
| And since you left look at all the shit that it affects | |
| I take a picture of your face and | |
| I just hold it up | |
| Kiss it, then reminisce on when it was both of us | |
| It's hard for me to open up, | |
| I'm always talking to myself | |
| But to nobody else | |
| Some say that church or maybe counseling could probably help | |
| But they don't know about all of my idiotic lies | |
| All the fucking times | |
| I left you traumatized | |
| Swore up and down to you saying | |
| I'm a try | |
| And never did, | |
| I try not to cry but | |
| I feel bad | |
| I didn't apologize | |
| It's time | |
| I cough it up and tell more, my soul is taken never sell yours | |
| I did some shit | |
| I probably coulda been in jail for | |
| Bury me deep inside hells core | |
| And don't let me out until you hear bells roar | |
| She said, you never loved me | |
| You just controlled me | |
| If you fuck around | |
| I'm calling the police | |
| But all I wanted to say was | |
| I'm sorry | |
| Oh how I wish that could tell you | |
| You're gone, you're dead, you'll never know that | |
| I was sorry | |
| Just leave me alone, stay out my head, | |
| I wish that | |
| I could tell you | |
| You're gone, you're dead, you'll never know that | |
| I was sorry | |
| Just leave me alone, stay out my head, | |
| I wish that | |
| I could tell you | |
| It's hard to forget, my heart is a brick | |
| I tell myself | |
| Marcus, I thought that you were smarter than this | |
| The mess I put you through was worse than pearl harbor and shit | |
| I'd always harm you and flip, mentally scar you and trip | |
| Sometimes | |
| I'd argue and get, the nerve to call you a bitch | |
| Then bruise your back against the dresser that | |
| I tossed you against | |
| My Juliet at the time | |
| I never thought you was it | |
| I do now but shit your gone, so | |
| I just offer you this | |
| A song to you, through it | |
| I open the crack in my chest | |
| And show the whole world | |
| I've always had a lack of respect | |
| For women who went to my life, | |
| I look to vengeance as knife | |
| Intentions to fight, if you thinking | |
| I was senseless you right | |
| Now every sentence | |
| I write, I think twice on it so | |
| I don't regret | |
| Cause only stress lies in a simple mind of loneliness | |
| I'm an unholy mess, put me in a hole to rest | |
| Welcome to my life this is how painful my stories get | |
| She said, you never loved me | |
| You just controlled me | |
| If you fuck around | |
| I'm calling the police | |
| But all I wanted to say was | |
| I'm sorry | |
| Oh how I wish that could tell you | |
| You're gone, you're dead, you'll never know that | |
| I was sorry | |
| Just leave me alone, stay out my head, | |
| I wish that | |
| I could tell you | |
| You're gone, you're dead, you'll never know that | |
| I was sorry | |
| Just leave me alone, stay out my head, | |
| I wish that | |
| I could tell you | |
| Now use this track as a lesson | |
| All you guys out there who have some aggression | |
| Towards your woman it don't have to get hectic | |
| That crap is pathetic, now look at me | |
| I have to regret it | |
| I can't go near her or nothing, she'll probably have me arrested | |
| The only thing | |
| I could do is just make a track with a message | |
| And hope she hears it so she could know | |
| I was badly infected | |
| I never meant to be that type of guy | |
| But I realized that | |
| I was, and because of it | |
| I'm throwing my sinister life aside | |
| I can cry at any moment just thinking about it | |
| Sometimes | |
| I hide it from the folks that | |
| I'm hanging around with | |
| I should apply for a new soul cause | |
| I think it's invalid | |
| Somebody told me when | |
| I die I'll be safe but | |
| I doubt it | |
| The grudge she holds against me, it hurts me so severely | |
| She won't come near me, | |
| I thought that time was supposed to cure me | |
| I'm so alone and weary, writing songs to heal me | |
| I swear that | |
| I'm sorry | |
| Heather, I mean it so sincerely | |
| She said, you never loved me | |
| You just controlled me | |
| If you fuck around | |
| I'm calling the police | |
| But all I wanted to say was | |
| I'm sorry | |
| Oh how I wish that could tell you | |
| You're gone, you're dead, you'll never know that | |
| I was sorry | |
| Just leave me alone, stay out my head, | |
| I wish that | |
| I could tell you | |
| You're gone, you're dead, you'll never know that | |
| I was sorry | |
| Just leave me alone, stay out my head, | |
| I wish that | |
| I could tell you |
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