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Truman (Explicit) - Lil *************y |
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Hey man man |
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Hey hey |
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I guess y'all on board |
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Young man couldn't leave that shore |
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Had the life they made for him |
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'til he seeked out more |
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Boat rock couldn't see that storm |
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Held it up dawg |
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He know he close |
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It's too late to jump *************p hey |
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Aw damn aw damn |
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You that mother******** *************t |
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I know |
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This here became a trip cabo |
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Up in the womb but you can feel it |
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when I kick it I know |
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And you too u2 must be rockin' |
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with lil *************y bono |
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It's like I hit the lotto |
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I had to hit the wall though |
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I couldn't see it for a minute |
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*************t was hidden waldo |
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They treat it like I'm goin' crazy |
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I'm just prayin' I don't |
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It's just I know |
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It's just I know |
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I saw the world like hold up |
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Damn near fakin' on the side |
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Let me take you on a ride |
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Let me tell you bout the one |
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who couldn't take the 9 to 5 |
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Use to take the 95 down to richmond |
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Bumpin' jigga up in the ride |
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Use to think along and drive |
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'Bout my drive |
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Used to wonder why |
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Used to wonder when the world'l see |
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like I'm seein' mine |
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Use to whine |
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Use to wanna *************ne |
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Used to wanna dine |
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Used to talk to ******* in my mind |
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when they were walking' by |
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Girl what's happenin' girl what's happenin' |
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I ain't really 'bout to get involved that's |
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what's happenin' |
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Errything I knew was unevolved like a baptist |
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Layin' on my matress |
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Prayin' I could have this and |
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Now when I get tinder matches |
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They think they've been catfished |
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Now I been controlling how we living like a facist |
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Now I got this weight up off |
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my shoulders like a strapless |
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Remember this *************t was hapless |
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Remember the day it happened |
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Aw you the *************t dave you be killin' |
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everything you did |
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Got the whole world talking all about what you did |
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Got your old girl talking all about what you is |
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Got your old world looking like it's his you ain't here |
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I been ******' for the ************* of it |
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And one of the ******* I been ******' with |
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Been wondering how |
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I can work this much and stomach it |
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She wonders what I want from it |
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I said we don't gotta get into it |
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She like nah just do it |
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She a psychology student |
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She always followin' up |
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Find the guy to be amusing as ************* |
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Usually I'll answer her truthfully |
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But truthfully I'm unusually |
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used to being unusually good |
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At internalizing when music is not provided |
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But I humor hoe |
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Ask her if she ever saw the truman show |
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She like yeah |
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I like well when I saw that *************t |
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I was convinced I was living like jim |
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A similar situation where |
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I was the basis of everyone's entertainment |
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Like really up in the ba******t talking to y'all |
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In the mirror because I thought lil david was some american hero |
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I know it's selfish and all |
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But I just felt it's my call |
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I was a ten year old then |
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By 2010 I was wrong |
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I'm like |
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Aw damn aw damn |
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You the mother******** though |
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I know |
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That *************t became a trip cabo |
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Up in the womb but you can feel it |
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when I kick it I know |
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And you too u2 must be rockin' with lil *************y bono |
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It's like I hit the lotto |
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I had to hit the wall though |
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I couldn't see it for a minute |
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*************t was hidden waldo |
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They treat it like I'm goin' crazy |
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I'm just playing I don't |
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It's just I know |
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It's just I know |
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Twenty three bars up in my apartment |
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I am debarred |
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Gotta do this *************t |
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I gotta recharge |
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But I gotta be smart |
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Movin' up that ladder company |
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Star ************* it that ain't nothing |
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I am the star |
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Spittin' like a retard |
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Work was like a prison |
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I'm just seein' bars |
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My boss was all up in my camp |
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And I'm just seein' lars |
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I been a heavyweight muhammad ali |
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And if he can mold that out of clay |
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Then I can turn the lil d |
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So now I'm snappin' like I'm truman |
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But off and on |
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There's always something in the way |
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I should be often gone |
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Girl I'm sorry if this draggin' |
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I just need you to imagine |
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Being stuck up on the land without a captain |
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When everyday is average |
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And everyday you feelin' like a captive |
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And feel like something seriously lackin' |
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And then you fear what could happen |
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if you just leave it |
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On the table like napkins |
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But yo you really fearin' hitting |
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them rappin's and leaving everything behind |
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Cause you don't know what that horizon brings |
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But girl you gotta know what kind of fish you is |
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Survival instinct kicked in |
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Sink or swim |
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I flipped a playlist |
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Quit my day gig |
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Now I'm on a boat lonely island |
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Irony and you still been tryin' to |
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figure how I work this tirelessly |
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But girl |
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This is everything I've thought |
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This for everything I've fought |
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This for who I am to me becomes to y'all |
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They telling me nah |
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But I just be telling them yeah go |
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I just be telling them yeah go |
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I just be telling them yeah |
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Tell 'em I'm gone yeah |
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I just pretend I ain't scared go |
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Don't even know I was there go |
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Don't even know if I care |
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Cause girl this is truman approachin' the wall |
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Until I'm me I am nothing at all |
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Until I'm free I will not see beyone |
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I had to be who I was all along |
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Ay crash |
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I think I mighta broke it down |
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Hoppin' on the ******' steps like ain't no around |
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Open up that door you bet *************p ain't goin' down |
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Guess the only thing left is to take a bow |
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Aw damn aw damn |
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You that mother******** *************t |
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I know |
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This *************p became a trip cabo |
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Up in the womb but you can feel it |
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when I kick it I know |
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And you too u2 must be rockin' with lil *************y bono |
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It's like I hit the lotto |
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I had to hit the wall though |
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I couldn't see it for a minute |
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*************t was hidden waldo |
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They treat it like I'm goin' crazy |
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I'm just prayin' I don't |
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It's just I know |
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It's just I know |
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Just I know ************* just I know echo |
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That felt good |
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Well that's all I got |
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The show is over as they say |
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Honestly I just think that part in the truman show |
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Where his boat hits the wall is really the exact |
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Moment that I'm at in my own life right now |
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Uh metaphorically of course |
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And I'm ready for - I think I'm read for it |
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Like I've been thinkin' about it I think I'm ready |
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I mean if I'm being completely transparent with y'all |
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Uh like my lifestyle hasn't really changed that much |
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Uh you know considering uh where I think I'm at musically |
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Like I'm still at the point right |
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now where pretty much any ************* |
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That tweets at me anything remotely flirtatious |
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I have seen not just one of your pictures |
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I have seen the entire catalog |
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That's the type of *************t |
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that's goin' down over here right now so |
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I am definitely ready for that uh next |
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step y'know what I'm sayin' |
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I think it's close too |
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I think it's close |
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Like uh diddy tweeted about me |
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Uh y'know that I don't know |
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if he handles his own twitter |
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I would assume he probably doesn't actually |
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But like I'm so confident that I feel as though |
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Like me and diddy will have a moment just about this outro |
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Like when we're both sittin' |
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next to each other smokin' cigars |
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And being like ay remember when you said that *************t on that outro |
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Like and I'm like yeah that's this is the exact moment I |
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I did that for y'know what I'm sayin' |
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Bring the - bring the beat back up I don't know why |
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Like keep loop everything |
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I wanna be talking for minutes |
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Yeah uh y'know what I'm sayin' |
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Like uh shout out my macbook pro |
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Had that *************t since '09 |
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I made my first song ever on it |
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Like when I called myself lil *************y |
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I made my like ******' album song on that *************t |
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And we survived baby |
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Uh shoutout allen iverson larry david |
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will smith and kobe bryant |
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For makin' me the man that I am today |
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Both on and off the court |
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Shout out my mother |
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What a great woman |
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She's so mad I recorded these conversations |
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She - she honestly went crazy |
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It took so much convincing to allow this |
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But she's awesome |
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She's adapting to the rap game as we all are |
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Look I just want to |
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get this to a place where I can sell |
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Tmz pictures of my actual asshole |
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Heh y'know |
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Cause well I I think that'd be such a feat |
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If I could actually create like an alt alias |
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And sell tmz pictures of my own asshole |
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Like profit off of that |
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That I would totally do it |
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I don't know why seth rogen's not already doing it |
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I don't I'm seein' the signs that it's not I'm |
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I think I'm seein' the signs |
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I hope I am |
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If I'm really just misreading all these signs |
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Then I am 100% gonna have |
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like a legitimate nervous breakdown |
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Uh at some point very soon |
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So we'll find out about that |
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But I see some signs |
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Like like I really am not ******' that much |
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But like the other day I did ************* a ************* to music |
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Like I ****** a ************* to some miguel |
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And that's kind of new for me if I'm being real |
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Like I had never actually done it before |
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But I was feelin' like I was some king *************t |
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Y'know what I'm sayin' |
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So I was like man imma ************* |
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this ************* to some miguel right now |
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Uh actually to be completely real to you |
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I I will never ************* a girl to music again |
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I found the whole thing to feel like completely cliche |
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Like I don't need my emotions dictated to me by like music |
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It makes me feel like I'm in a tv scene |
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Takes all the like realness out of |
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the moment for me |
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Like actually was actually super weirded out by it |
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So but still like I am about to let my hair down |
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And I don't know I just feel like it's all coming |
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I feel like like I'm literally |
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like about to find out about everything |
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And it's exciting |
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And I y'know I I had pinkeye last week |
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And I remember thinkin' that as |
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I like was like real down |
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Cause I was like trying to keep recording and *************t |
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But I was thinking what would michael jordan do |
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And he would play through the pinkeye |
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So that's why I'm in here |
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I'm still not fully recovered y'know |
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what I'm sayin' |
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I I'm definitely clearin' up |
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Like it's totally on the upswing |
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But I just want you know I did record |
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this *************t through pinkeye |
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Alright I could talk for ******' years |
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Legitimate years |
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This is an outro to an out |
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You see how long I talk with outros to songs |
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But goddamn |
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Look I need to get out of here |
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I'm 'bout to go take a khalifa |
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Rest up |
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That's right I did invent that phrase just there |
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Take a khalifa |
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Y'know what I'm sayin' |
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I also invented that's what she said |
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But I get no credit for it |
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Uh oh shoutout to ********s obviously |
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Fundin' this whole operation |
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Whatchu know about a kickstarter man |
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Whatchu know about the best fans in the world |
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Seriously |
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Thank you guys I appreciate it |
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Honestly you made my dreams come true and that's fact |
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Couldn't have done this without y'all |
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Uh I'd like to shoutout my ************* |
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I know y'know we haven't had the smoothest relation*************p |
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But I feel as though by kind of |
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putting our issues out there |
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Like we have become something bigger |
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than we could have become otherwise |
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And hopefully soon you will be rewarded for |
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your patience |
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And I will be rewarded for my patience |
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I and I respect you |
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I'd like to shoutout my brain |
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My brain got the hardest verse on the whole goddamn album |
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I hope my brain starts getting some feature looks |
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But he don't just hop on *************t |
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************* I I got nothing left |
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I'm out |
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I'm a professional rapper |
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Long live ld |
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And in case I don't see ya |
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Good afternoon good evening and goodnight |
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