| [00:02.300] | My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I.. |
| [00:05.830] | Got out of bed at all |
| [00:08.100] | The morning rain clouds up my window.. |
| [00:11.600] | And I can't see at all |
| [00:14.010] | And even if I could it'd all be gray, |
| [00:17.740] | But your picture on my wall |
| [00:20.190] | It reminds me, that it's not so bad, |
| [00:23.760] | It's not so bad.. |
| [00:25.670] | My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I.. |
| [00:29.720] | Got out of bed at all |
| [00:32.090] | The morning rain clouds up my window.. |
| [00:35.490] | And I can't see at all |
| [00:38.020] | And even if I could it'd all be gray, |
| [00:41.700] | But your picture on my wall |
| [00:44.070] | It reminds me, that it's not so bad, |
| [00:47.630] | It's not so bad.. |
| [00:50.090] | Dear Slim, I wrote but you still ain't callin |
| [00:52.530] | I left my cell, my pager, |
| [00:53.900] | and my home phone at the bottom |
| [00:55.660] | I sent two letters back in autumn, |
| [00:57.280] | you must not-a got 'em |
| [00:58.730] | There probably was a problem at the post office |
| [01:00.780] | or something |
| [01:01.600] | Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy |
| [01:03.540] | when I jot 'em |
| [01:04.720] | But anyways; f*** it, what's been up? |
| [01:06.520] | Man how's your daughter? |
| [01:07.650] | My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm bout to be a father |
| [01:10.020] | If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma call her? |
| [01:12.290] | I'ma name her Bonnie |
| [01:14.160] | I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry |
| [01:16.590]I had a friend [killed] | himself over some b**** |
| [01:18.450] | who didn't want him |
| [01:19.520] | I know you probably hear this everyday, |
| [01:21.390] | but I'm your biggest fan |
| [01:22.910] | I even got the underground s*** that you did with Skam |
| [01:26.020] | I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man |
| [01:29.030] | I like the s*** you did with Ruckus too, |
| [01:31.140] | that s*** was phat |
| [01:32.220] | Anyways, I hope you get this man, hit me back, |
| [01:34.700] | Just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan |
| [01:37.090] | This is Stan |
| [01:38.280] | My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I.. |
| [01:41.520] | Got out of bed at all |
| [01:43.910] | The morning rain clouds up my window.. |
| [01:47.440] | And I can't see at all |
| [01:50.100] | And even if I could it'd all be gray, |
| [01:53.620] | But your picture on my wall |
| [01:55.930] | It reminds me, that it's not so bad, |
| [01:59.930] | It's not so bad.. |
| [02:01.340] | Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, |
| [02:03.600] | I hope you have a chance |
| [02:04.700] | I ain't mad - |
| [02:05.630] | I just think it's f***ed up you don't answer fans |
| [02:07.750] | If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your concert |
| [02:10.480] | You didn't have to, |
| [02:11.470] | but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew |
| [02:13.440] | That's my little brother man, he's only six years old |
| [02:16.060] | We waited in the blistering cold for you, |
| [02:18.010] | Four hours and you just said, "No." |
| [02:19.640] | That's pretty sh**ty man - |
| [02:21.210] | you're like his f**kin' idol |
| [02:22.460] | He wants to be just like you man, |
| [02:24.130] | he likes you more than I do |
| [02:25.560]Sometimes I even [cut] | myself to see how much it bleeds |
| [02:28.500] | It's like adrenaline, |
| [02:29.350] | the pain is such a sudden rush for me |
| [02:31.240] | See everything you say is real, |
| [02:32.810] | and I respect you 'cuz you tell it |
| [02:34.370] | My girlfriend's jealous cause I talk about you 24/7 |
| [02:37.340] | But she don't know you like I know you Slim, |
| [02:39.590] | no one does |
| [02:40.470] | She don't know |
| [02:41.140] | what it was like for people like us growin up |
| [02:43.200] | You gotta call me man, |
| [02:44.330] | I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose |
| [02:46.290] | Sincerely yours, Stan -- P.S. |
| [02:47.910] | We should be together too |
| [02:49.750] | My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I.. |
| [02:53.590] | Got out of bed at all |
| [02:55.940] | The morning rain clouds up my window.. |
| [02:59.550] | And I can't see at all |
| [03:01.870] | And even if I could it'd all be gray, |
| [03:05.620] | But your picture on my wall |
| [03:08.000] | It reminds me, that it's not so bad, |
| [03:11.600] | It's not so bad.. |
| [03:13.630] | Dear Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, |
| [03:16.860] | This'll be the last package I ever send your ass |
| [03:19.690] | It's been six months and still no word - |
| [03:20.860] | I don't deserve it? |
| [03:22.060] | I know you got my last two letters; |
| [03:23.610] | I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect |
| [03:25.670] | So this is my cassette I'm sending you, |
| [03:27.490] | I hope you hear it |
| [03:28.490] | I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway |
| [03:31.790] | I love you Slim, we coulda been together, |
| [03:34.090] | think about it |
| [03:35.030] | You ruined it now, |
| [03:35.940] | I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it |
| [03:38.030] | And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and |
| [03:39.940] | you scream about it |
| [03:40.970] | I hope your conscience eats at you and |
| [03:42.660] | you can't breathe without me |
| [03:44.120] | See Slim; shut up b****! I'm trying to talk! |
| [03:46.440]Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend [screamin in the trunk] | |
| [03:49.390]But I didn't [slit her throat] | , |
| [03:50.620] I just [tied her up] | , see I ain't like you |
| [03:52.460]Cause if she [suffocates] | she'll suffer more, |
| [03:54.450] and then she'll [die] | , too |
| [03:55.790] | Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the bridge now |
| [03:58.570] | Oh s**t, I forgot, |
| [04:00.100] | how am I supposed to send this s**t out? |
| [04:13.350] | Dear Stan, |
| [04:14.160] | I meant to write you sooner but I just been busy |
| [04:16.420] | You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, |
| [04:18.100] | how far along is she? |
| [04:19.470] | Look, |
| [04:20.180] | I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that |
| [04:21.960] | And here's an autograph for your brother, |
| [04:23.920] | I wrote it on the Starter cap |
| [04:25.720] | I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, |
| [04:28.000] | I musta missed you |
| [04:28.960] | Don't think I did that s**t intentionally |
| [04:30.990] | just to diss you |
| [04:31.980] | And what's this s**t you said about you |
| [04:33.650]like to [cut] | your wrists too? |
| [04:34.800]I say that [shit] | just clowning dog, |
| [04:36.470] | C'mon - how f**ked up is you? |
| [04:38.010] | You got some issues Stan, |
| [04:39.170] | I think you need some counselling |
| [04:40.520] | To help your ass from bouncing off the walls |
| [04:42.460] | when you get down some |
| [04:43.700] | And what's this s**t about us meant to be together? |
| [04:46.310] | That type of s**t'll make me not want us to |
| [04:48.440] | meet each other |
| [04:49.440] | I really think you and your girlfriend need each other |
| [04:52.410] | Or maybe you just need to treat her better |
| [04:55.010] | I hope you get to read this letter, |
| [04:56.560] | I just hope it reaches you in time |
| [04:58.270] | Before you hurt yourself, |
| [04:59.290] | I think that you'll be doin just fine |
| [05:01.260] | If you relax a little, |
| [05:02.320] | I'm glad I inspire you but Stan |
| [05:04.370] | Why are you so mad? Try to understand, |
| [05:06.600] | that I do want you as a fan |
| [05:08.090]I just don't want you to do some crazy [shit] | |
| [05:10.410] | I seen this one s**t on the news a couple weeks ago |
| [05:12.750] | that made me sick |
| [05:13.720] | Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge |
| [05:16.410]And had his [girlfriend in the trunk] | , |
| [05:17.880] | and she was pregnant with his kid |
| [05:19.470] | And in the car they found a tape, |
| [05:20.780] | but they didn't say who it was to |
| [05:22.180] | Come to think about, his name was.. it was you |
| [05:26.030] | Damn! |