| [00:-4.52] | Eminem - Going Through Changes |
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| [00:05.84] | I'm going through changes |
| [00:14.20] | I'm going through changes |
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| [00:20.93] | Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for ___ like Philly, |
| [00:24.86] | I feel like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely, |
| [00:27.56] | I apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm complaining, |
| [00:30.96] | But life keeps on complicating, an' I'm debating, |
| [00:32.96] | On leaving this world, this evening, even my girls, |
| [00:36.22] | Can see I'm grievin', I try and hide it, |
| [00:38.08] | But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and mighty, |
| [00:40.68] | When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need help. |
| [00:44.12] | I can't do it by myself, too weak, 2 weeks I've been having ups and downs, |
| [00:48.15] | Going through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying, |
| [00:50.35] | Around with the idea, of ending the shit right here. |
| [00:53.77] | I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to fight mirrors, |
| [00:57.60] | I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care? |
| [01:01.59] | I give a fuck, only thing I fear, is Hailie, |
| [01:04.38] | I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her, |
| [01:07.25] | Shit.. |
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| [01:07.82] | I'm going through changes |
| [01:15.60] | I'm going through changes |
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| [01:22.36] | I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon, |
| [01:25.28] | Yeah dad's in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you. |
| [01:27.98] | Marshall what happened at you, you can't stop with these pills, |
| [01:31.03] | And you've fallen off with your skills, and your own fans are laughin' at you. |
| [01:33.57] | It become a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up, |
| [01:36.50] | Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit handled. |
| [01:39.63] | Know you just had your heart ripped out and crushed, |
| [01:42.03] | They say Proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust, |
| [01:44.67] | Nah, it ain't like Doody to do that, |
| [01:46.99] | He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, no-body, he fights first, |
| [01:49.93] | But dwellin' on it only makes the night worse, |
| [01:51.68] | Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and Methadone pills. |
| [01:54.75] | Yeah Em, tight verse, you killed it, |
| [01:56.76] | Fuckin' drug dealers hang around me like "yes man", |
| [01:59.46] | And they gon' do whatever I says when, I says it, |
| [02:03.04] | It's in their best interest to protect their investment. |
| [02:05.85] | And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then... |
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| [02:09.46] | I'm going through changes |
| [02:16.95] | Don't know what I'm going through, but I just keep on going through changes... |
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| [02:24.49] | My friends just can't understand this new me, |
| [02:26.45] | That's understandable man, but just think how bananas you'd be, |
| [02:29.14] | You'd be an animal too, if you were trapped in this fame and caged in it like a zoo. |
| [02:33.53] | And everybody's lookin' at you, what you want me to do, |
| [02:36.52] | I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the truth is, |
| [02:39.26] | Fame startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low. |
| [02:42.65] | I sit alone in my home theatre, watchin' the same damn DVD, |
| [02:46.58] | Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still alive. |
| [02:49.35] | And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright. |
| [02:52.79] | And if I'm still awake in the middle of the night, |
| [02:55.23] | I just take a couple more, yeah you're motherfuckin' right, |
| [02:57.98] | I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound. |
| [03:00.78] | Almost in a coma, yeah homie come on, don't look now, |
| [03:03.50] | Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground. |
| [03:06.66] | Fuck, don't I know the sound of that voice, |
| [03:08.70] | Yeah baby hold me down. |
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| [03:10.69] | I'm going through changes |
| [03:18.14] | Don't know what I'm going through, but I just keep on going through changes... |
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| [03:26.28] | Wake up in the hospital, full of tubes, plus somehow I'm pullin' through. |
| [03:29.77] | Swear when I come back I'ma be bulletproof. |
| [03:31.84] | I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few, |
| [03:34.60] | Facts, cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth. |
| [03:37.39] | shit it just hit me that what if I would notta made it through? |
| [03:40.16] | I think about the things I would never got to say to you, |
| [03:42.87] | I'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do. |
| [03:45.76] | Hailie this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too, |
| [03:48.52] | I still love your mother, that'll never change, |
| [03:50.74] | Think about her every day, we just could never get it together. |
| [03:53.91] | Hey, wish there was a better way, for me to say it, |
| [03:56.39] | But I swear on everything, I'd do anything for her on anyday. |
| [03:59.72] | There are just too many things, to explain, when it rains, |
| [04:02.53] | Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any pain. |
| [04:05.30] | But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame, |
| [04:08.13] | I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never been a saint. |
| [04:10.95] | I know it just feels like we just pissed away our history, |
| [04:13.64] | But just today, I looked at your picture, almost hate to say, |
| [04:16.47] | I miss you self consciously, wish it didn't end this way. |
| [04:19.28] | But I just had to get away, don't know why, |
| [04:20.35] | I don't know what else to say, I guess I'm.. |
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| [04:23.94] | I'm going through changes |
| [04:30.19] | Don't know what I'm going through, but I just keep on going through changes... |
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| [04:47.48] | Eminem - Going Through Changes |
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| [04:55.89] | END... ... |