| [00:36.100] | The first time I saw her |
| [00:39.400] | Everything in my head went quiet. |
| [00:42.260] | All the tics, all the constantly refreshing images |
| [00:45.480] | just disappeared |
| [00:46.730] | |
| [00:48.280] | When you have Obsessive Compulsive Disorder |
| [00:49.950] | You don’t really get quiet moments. |
| [00:52.160] | Even in bed, I’m thinking: |
| [00:53.670] | Did I lock the doors? Yes.Did I wash my hands? Yes. |
| [00:55.030] | Did I lock the doors? Yes.Did I wash my hands? Yes. |
| [00:55.870] | But when I saw her, |
| [00:57.100] | the only thing I could think about was the hairpin curve of her lips |
| [00:59.830] | Or the eyelash on her cheek |
| [01:01.710] | The eyelash on her cheek |
| [01:02.520] | The eyelash on her cheek. |
| [01:03.990] | |
| [01:05.270] | I knew I had to talk to her. |
| [01:08.030] | I asked her out six times in thirty seconds. |
| [01:11.420] | She said yes after the 3rd one, |
| [01:12.980] | But none of them felt right, |
| [01:14.000] | So I had to keep going. |
| [01:15.370] | |
| [01:15.580] | On our first date |
| [01:16.540] | I spent more time organizing my meal by color than I did eating it |
| [01:20.500] | or talking to her |
| [01:21.530] | |
| [01:22.060] | But she loved it |
| [01:24.070] | |
| [01:24.320] | She loved that I had to kiss her goodbye sixteen times or |
| [01:26.360] | twenty-four times if it was Wednesday |
| [01:28.080] | She loved that it took me forever to walk home |
| [01:30.200] | Because there are lots of cracks on our sidewalk |
| [01:33.020] | |
| [01:33.540] | When we moved in together, she said she felt safe |
| [01:35.600] | like no one would ever rob us because |
| [01:37.320] | I definitely locked the door eighteen times |
| [01:40.170] | |
| [01:41.300] | She close her eyes |
| [01:42.260] | And imagine days and nights what passing infact. |
| [01:45.080] | |
| [02:55.610] | When she said she loved me |
| [02:56.760] | Her mouth was a straight line. |
| [02:58.250] | |
| [02:58.550] | She told me that I was taking up too much of her time. |
| [03:01.190] | |
| [03:01.650] | Last week she started sleeping at her mother’s place. |
| [03:04.180] | She told me that she shouldn’t have let me get so attached to her |
| [03:07.010] | that this whole thing was a mistake |
| [03:09.000] | |
| [03:09.370] | But how can it be a mistake that I don’t have to wash my hands |
| [03:11.390] | after I touched her? |
| [03:12.900] | |
| [03:13.200] | Love is not a mistake |
| [03:15.190] | |
| [03:15.450] | It’s killing me |
| [03:16.500] | that she can run away from this and I just can’t. |
| [03:19.430] | |
| [03:19.580] | I can’tgo out and find someone new because I always think of her. |
| [03:23.140] | Usually, when I obsess over things |
| [03:25.340] | I see germs sneaking into my skin. |
| [03:27.770] | |
| [03:28.050] | I see myself crushed by an endless succession of cars. |
| [03:31.050] | And she was the first beautiful thing I ever got stuck on |
| [03:34.990] | |
| [03:35.170] | I want to wake up every morning |
| [03:37.010] | Thinking about the way she holds her steering wheel |
| [03:38.980] | How she turns shower knobs like she's opening a safe |
| [03:41.900] | How she blows out candles |
| [03:42.920] | Blows out candles |
| [03:43.760] | Blows out candles |
| [03:44.390] | Blows out candles |
| [03:45.170] | Blows out candles |
| [03:45.990] | Blows out the candles.blows out… |
| [03:48.180] | |
| [03:49.390] | Now, I just think about who else is kissing her. |
| [03:52.420] | I can’t breathe because he only kisses her once |
| [03:54.730] | He doesn’t care if it’s perfect! |
| [03:56.370] | |
| [03:56.600] | I want her back, So Bad! |
| [03:59.500] | |
| [04:00.490] | I leave the door unlocked. |
| [04:01.640] | |
| [04:03.510] | I leave the lights on. |
| [04:04.250] | |
| [04:50.560] | Change,right |
| [04:51.400] | |
| [04:51.960] | When I be imagined to change two things |
| [04:54.420] | Listen and speak up |
| [00:36.100] | The first time I saw her |
| [00:39.400] | Everything in my head went quiet. |
| [00:42.260] | All the tics, all the constantly refreshing images |
| [00:45.480] | just disappeared |
| [00:46.730] | |
| [00:48.280] | When you have Obsessive Compulsive Disorder |
| [00:49.950] | You don' t really get quiet moments. |
| [00:52.160] | Even in bed, I' m thinking: |
| [00:53.670] | Did I lock the doors? Yes. Did I wash my hands? Yes. |
| [00:55.030] | Did I lock the doors? Yes. Did I wash my hands? Yes. |
| [00:55.870] | But when I saw her, |
| [00:57.100] | the only thing I could think about was the hairpin curve of her lips |
| [00:59.830] | Or the eyelash on her cheek |
| [01:01.710] | The eyelash on her cheek |
| [01:02.520] | The eyelash on her cheek. |
| [01:03.990] | |
| [01:05.270] | I knew I had to talk to her. |
| [01:08.030] | I asked her out six times in thirty seconds. |
| [01:11.420] | She said yes after the 3rd one, |
| [01:12.980] | But none of them felt right, |
| [01:14.000] | So I had to keep going. |
| [01:15.370] | |
| [01:15.580] | On our first date |
| [01:16.540] | I spent more time organizing my meal by color than I did eating it |
| [01:20.500] | or talking to her |
| [01:21.530] | |
| [01:22.060] | But she loved it |
| [01:24.070] | |
| [01:24.320] | She loved that I had to kiss her goodbye sixteen times or |
| [01:26.360] | twentyfour times if it was Wednesday |
| [01:28.080] | She loved that it took me forever to walk home |
| [01:30.200] | Because there are lots of cracks on our sidewalk |
| [01:33.020] | |
| [01:33.540] | When we moved in together, she said she felt safe |
| [01:35.600] | like no one would ever rob us because |
| [01:37.320] | I definitely locked the door eighteen times |
| [01:40.170] | |
| [01:41.300] | She close her eyes |
| [01:42.260] | And imagine days and nights what passing infact. |
| [01:45.080] | |
| [02:55.610] | When she said she loved me |
| [02:56.760] | Her mouth was a straight line. |
| [02:58.250] | |
| [02:58.550] | She told me that I was taking up too much of her time. |
| [03:01.190] | |
| [03:01.650] | Last week she started sleeping at her mother' s place. |
| [03:04.180] | She told me that she shouldn' t have let me get so attached to her |
| [03:07.010] | that this whole thing was a mistake |
| [03:09.000] | |
| [03:09.370] | But how can it be a mistake that I don' t have to wash my hands |
| [03:11.390] | after I touched her? |
| [03:12.900] | |
| [03:13.200] | Love is not a mistake |
| [03:15.190] | |
| [03:15.450] | It' s killing me |
| [03:16.500] | that she can run away from this and I just can' t. |
| [03:19.430] | |
| [03:19.580] | I can' tgo out and find someone new because I always think of her. |
| [03:23.140] | Usually, when I obsess over things |
| [03:25.340] | I see germs sneaking into my skin. |
| [03:27.770] | |
| [03:28.050] | I see myself crushed by an endless succession of cars. |
| [03:31.050] | And she was the first beautiful thing I ever got stuck on |
| [03:34.990] | |
| [03:35.170] | I want to wake up every morning |
| [03:37.010] | Thinking about the way she holds her steering wheel |
| [03:38.980] | How she turns shower knobs like she' s opening a safe |
| [03:41.900] | How she blows out candles |
| [03:42.920] | Blows out candles |
| [03:43.760] | Blows out candles |
| [03:44.390] | Blows out candles |
| [03:45.170] | Blows out candles |
| [03:45.990] | Blows out the candles. blows out |
| [03:48.180] | |
| [03:49.390] | Now, I just think about who else is kissing her. |
| [03:52.420] | I can' t breathe because he only kisses her once |
| [03:54.730] | He doesn' t care if it' s perfect! |
| [03:56.370] | |
| [03:56.600] | I want her back, So Bad! |
| [03:59.500] | |
| [04:00.490] | I leave the door unlocked. |
| [04:01.640] | |
| [04:03.510] | I leave the lights on. |
| [04:04.250] | |
| [04:50.560] | Change, right |
| [04:51.400] | |
| [04:51.960] | When I be imagined to change two things |
| [04:54.420] | Listen and speak up |
| [00:36.100] | The first time I saw her |
| [00:39.400] | Everything in my head went quiet. |
| [00:42.260] | All the tics, all the constantly refreshing images |
| [00:45.480] | just disappeared |
| [00:46.730] | |
| [00:48.280] | When you have Obsessive Compulsive Disorder |
| [00:49.950] | You don' t really get quiet moments. |
| [00:52.160] | Even in bed, I' m thinking: |
| [00:53.670] | Did I lock the doors? Yes. Did I wash my hands? Yes. |
| [00:55.030] | Did I lock the doors? Yes. Did I wash my hands? Yes. |
| [00:55.870] | But when I saw her, |
| [00:57.100] | the only thing I could think about was the hairpin curve of her lips |
| [00:59.830] | Or the eyelash on her cheek |
| [01:01.710] | The eyelash on her cheek |
| [01:02.520] | The eyelash on her cheek. |
| [01:03.990] | |
| [01:05.270] | I knew I had to talk to her. |
| [01:08.030] | I asked her out six times in thirty seconds. |
| [01:11.420] | She said yes after the 3rd one, |
| [01:12.980] | But none of them felt right, |
| [01:14.000] | So I had to keep going. |
| [01:15.370] | |
| [01:15.580] | On our first date |
| [01:16.540] | I spent more time organizing my meal by color than I did eating it |
| [01:20.500] | or talking to her |
| [01:21.530] | |
| [01:22.060] | But she loved it |
| [01:24.070] | |
| [01:24.320] | She loved that I had to kiss her goodbye sixteen times or |
| [01:26.360] | twentyfour times if it was Wednesday |
| [01:28.080] | She loved that it took me forever to walk home |
| [01:30.200] | Because there are lots of cracks on our sidewalk |
| [01:33.020] | |
| [01:33.540] | When we moved in together, she said she felt safe |
| [01:35.600] | like no one would ever rob us because |
| [01:37.320] | I definitely locked the door eighteen times |
| [01:40.170] | |
| [01:41.300] | She close her eyes |
| [01:42.260] | And imagine days and nights what passing infact. |
| [01:45.080] | |
| [02:55.610] | When she said she loved me |
| [02:56.760] | Her mouth was a straight line. |
| [02:58.250] | |
| [02:58.550] | She told me that I was taking up too much of her time. |
| [03:01.190] | |
| [03:01.650] | Last week she started sleeping at her mother' s place. |
| [03:04.180] | She told me that she shouldn' t have let me get so attached to her |
| [03:07.010] | that this whole thing was a mistake |
| [03:09.000] | |
| [03:09.370] | But how can it be a mistake that I don' t have to wash my hands |
| [03:11.390] | after I touched her? |
| [03:12.900] | |
| [03:13.200] | Love is not a mistake |
| [03:15.190] | |
| [03:15.450] | It' s killing me |
| [03:16.500] | that she can run away from this and I just can' t. |
| [03:19.430] | |
| [03:19.580] | I can' tgo out and find someone new because I always think of her. |
| [03:23.140] | Usually, when I obsess over things |
| [03:25.340] | I see germs sneaking into my skin. |
| [03:27.770] | |
| [03:28.050] | I see myself crushed by an endless succession of cars. |
| [03:31.050] | And she was the first beautiful thing I ever got stuck on |
| [03:34.990] | |
| [03:35.170] | I want to wake up every morning |
| [03:37.010] | Thinking about the way she holds her steering wheel |
| [03:38.980] | How she turns shower knobs like she' s opening a safe |
| [03:41.900] | How she blows out candles |
| [03:42.920] | Blows out candles |
| [03:43.760] | Blows out candles |
| [03:44.390] | Blows out candles |
| [03:45.170] | Blows out candles |
| [03:45.990] | Blows out the candles. blows out |
| [03:48.180] | |
| [03:49.390] | Now, I just think about who else is kissing her. |
| [03:52.420] | I can' t breathe because he only kisses her once |
| [03:54.730] | He doesn' t care if it' s perfect! |
| [03:56.370] | |
| [03:56.600] | I want her back, So Bad! |
| [03:59.500] | |
| [04:00.490] | I leave the door unlocked. |
| [04:01.640] | |
| [04:03.510] | I leave the lights on. |
| [04:04.250] | |
| [04:50.560] | Change, right |
| [04:51.400] | |
| [04:51.960] | When I be imagined to change two things |
| [04:54.420] | Listen and speak up |