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This is exactly what I wanted |
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All my fans love me |
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Dad is proud of me |
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Momma cries for me |
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Cause she know there ain't sleep in my schedule |
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Having nightmares that I'm the black Heath Ledger |
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Sleep when I'm dead |
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These voices in my head |
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Got me waking up at 4 just so I can write instead |
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And my friends come and ask me if it's worth it |
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I tell them that it better be, |
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I did this shit on purpose |
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The worst is being worthless |
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Now a nigga priceless |
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Bloomingdales coat, I don't have to check the prices |
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But I only go to feel a sense of control |
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Cause I get this shit for free if I wear promotional |
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And I'm not emotional |
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When I do my work |
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I get emotional when I order that dessert |
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Cause she always ate dessert |
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And I deserted her |
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But I refuse to compromise career for a girl |
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Cause this music and this writing and this acting is my soul |
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And if I let it go, there'd be no one left to know |
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Being happy is the goal, but greatness is my vision |
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And all these girls are thinking they compete with my ambition |
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But baby I am different |
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This shit is my life |
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And if you don't believe me, you can never be wife |
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I'm walking in this darkness and I'm tryna find a light |
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And I'd rather die than be average and chances are I might, |
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Because: |
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Things are changing, my life's gone pecans |
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Thirteen cities in the last eight weekends |
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All I know is baby I'm so tired |
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Record on Monday, |
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Tape on Tuesday, |
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I ain't slowing down I don't care what you say |
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Fuck this health thing, Momma I'm alright |
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