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I wrote her off for the tenth time today |
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And practiced all the things I would say |
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But she came over |
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I lost my nerve |
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I took her back and made her dessert |
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Now I know I'm being used |
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That's okay man 'cause I like the abuse |
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I know she's playing with me |
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That's okay 'cause I've got no self esteem |
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We make plans to go out at night |
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I wait till 2 then I turn out the light |
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All this rejection's got me so low |
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If she keeps it up I just might tell her so |
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When she's saying that she wants only me |
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Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends |
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When she's saying that I'm like a disease |
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Then I wonder how much more I can spend |
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Well I guess I should stick up for myself |
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But I really think it's better this way |
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The more you suffer |
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The more it shows you really care |
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Right? |
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Now I'll relate this little bit |
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That happens more than I'd like to admit |
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Late at night she knocks on my door |
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She's drunk again and looking to score |
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Now I know I should say no |
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But that's kind of hard when she's ready to go |
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I may be dumb |
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But I'm not a dweeb |
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I'm just a sucker with no self esteem |
