| [00:01.02] | This is the death of my origin |
| [00:16.27] | This is the death of my origin |
| [00:19.30] | No rest for the sick and weary |
| [00:22.78] | Just a rope growing tighter around my neck |
| [00:26.52] | For twenty five years |
| [00:28.30] | I've tried so hard but now it |
| [00:30.70] | Feels like twenty five too long |
| [00:33.56] | |
| [00:34.20] | Just for a moment I wish that |
| [00:37.12] | I could breathe without the weight |
| [00:39.58] | Of the world crushing down on me |
| [00:44.79] | Better off dead |
| [00:46.98] | No burden to my friends |
| [00:49.40] | No more days of wishing |
| [00:51.18] | I won't have to wake up the next |
| [00:54.43] | Does it matter if I am dead or alive |
| [01:05.22] | The future seems so dark but |
| [01:09.04] | I'm trying to keep |
| [01:11.37] | My head above the water |
| [01:16.75] | |
| [01:19.17] | I am so sick and fed up with |
| [01:22.84] | The burden of my consciousness |
| [01:26.03] | The voices in my head |
| [01:28.35] | I only hear them say that |
| [01:33.63] | I'll be dead before the dawn |
| [01:37.24] | Wave goodbye to your sanity |
| [01:41.19] | And just remember you'll |
| [01:43.00] | Never truly be at peace |
| [01:45.72] | No one knows how it feels |
| [01:50.71] | |
| [01:52.36] | To hate the one that lies |
| [01:54.32] | In your own skin |
| [01:55.94] | |
| [02:01.06] | Better off dead |
| [02:03.44] | No burden to my friends |
| [02:05.98] | No more days of wishing |
| [02:07.72] | I won't have to wake up the next |
| [02:10.86] | Does it matter if I am dead or alive |
| [02:21.79] | The future seems so dark but |
| [02:25.54] | I'm trying to keep |
| [02:27.87] | My head above the water |
| [02:33.05] | |
| [02:37.52] | I'm trying to keep my head |
| [02:42.68] | Above the water but the tide |
| [02:51.23] | Keeps keeps rising and rising |
| [02:59.37] | So safe so small with the |
| [03:03.93] | Rope tight around my neck |
| [03:06.75] | One last goodbye to remind |
| [03:10.95] | You that although I'm sick |
| [03:14.63] | I love you still and I hope |
| [03:20.19] | You won't forget me when I'm gone |
| [03:28.86] | |
| [03:32.28] | The proper way to die was not |
| [03:35.74] | A choice for me to make |
| [03:39.13] | I held on as long as |
| [03:40.69] | I could but I lost my grip |
| [03:45.69] | The anxiety that plagued me |
| [03:48.76] | Is but a bitter memory |
| [03:51.76] | |
| [03:52.27] | I'll reap what I have sown and |
| [03:55.29] | Take that step to bring me peace |
| [03:59.14] | |
| [03:59.75] | God help me if you exist this is |
| [04:03.54] | Not a world I'm meant to live in |
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