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Greyhound, Megabus, clothes in a plastic bag, |
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From shelter to shelter, six kids with no dad. |
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She left the city for a better life, |
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Ran to a small town where the population was mostly white. |
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Racial undertones, trying to get back home, |
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With barely enough to keep shirts on my backbone. |
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Now ain't this real life, numb to what pain feel like. |
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Demons knocking like the sound of steel pipes. |
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Same lady who gave birth never left my hometown |
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But she the reason I travelled the earth. |
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Locked the door, my uncle's going through her purse. |
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"Wake your brother up, they're giving free meals at church." |
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And I can't justify how my daddy could black your eye, |
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Now my sister can't trust a guy. |
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We never had much, but we had us, |
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And my brother found home in a pair of handcuffs. |
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How am I gonna get myself back home? |
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I-I-I, I-I-I, I-I-I |
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The sound of bullets bounce as I write raps in the kitchen |
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Daddy in a cell trying to hold his ambition |
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Witness the transition from a boy to a martyr |
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Sell dope but go to school to be a barber |
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The ghetto's like a prison, you locked but you still living |
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Barely breathing up until if you're leaving |
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But home is where the hate is, |
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And my cousin ain't thirty yet but she's got eight kids |
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Half look up to me, but the other half rarely fuck with me |
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'Cause apparently, they think I see myself as better |
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I see my songs as simply therapy |
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Now let's go back to that whole Greyhound bus bit |
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Mama worked there for old white folks, wiping up shit, |
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Tryna save ships, now close your eyes and envision |
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How she turned a bus ride, into a spaceship |
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My home is comprised of many elements |
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Grandaddy was a junkie and found home in a needle filled with daily medicine |
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Home is far less based on physicality, |
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(The birds are mocking me) |
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But embracing the mentality that you can turn even the harshest conditions into an optimistic galaxy |
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(They call to be heard) |
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Come home daddy, it's okay now |
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All the tears are dried up, mama's in a better place now |
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No guns unless they're video games |
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(They curse my return) |
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But there's a darker side to sex, rock and roll and cocaine |
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Come home |
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How am I gonna get myself back home |
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I, I, I am lost |
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From the basement, to the ceiling |
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Going back home to replace this feeling |