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Dear God, I think it's time we had a conversation |
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These lonely nights is getting to me so my mind is racing |
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I think about this life I live and all the shit I'm facing |
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More secrets in my mind then a free mason |
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I get lonely at times, and then I write these rhymes |
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I'm only human, I want to hit the club and fuck a dime |
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But I know that's not the answer to my problems |
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Lord help me solve them |
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Disintegrate and dissolve them |
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Laying in bed |
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With a girl I'm pretty sure is my next |
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Contemplating the sex |
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While I think about my ex |
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Am I wrong, Dear God, am I wrong |
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Dear God tell me am I wrong |
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For living the life of a king surrounded by these pawns |
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Fans telling me I'm the greatest but I never hear them |
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Cause I ain't hit the pinnacle yeah I'm still persevering |
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Demons whispering in my ear but no I never fear them |
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People thinking they on his level they ain't even near him |
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I just want to spread positivity |
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Through lyrical ability |
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They call it selling out but I just call it versatility |
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Yeah, its my life |
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My wrongs,and My rights |
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My battle, My songs, and My fights |
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Now everybody want to come around |
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Tell me where was you last year when a brother was down |
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Not a single one of you mother fuckers believed in the brand |
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Extended a hand |
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And now you want to be my man |
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I think not |
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You quick to shape shift like ink blots |
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The real dealer we cut classic no fitters |
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What about the time |
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I was nine |
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And my mama almost murdered me |
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Don't think I forgot that shit it still burdens me |
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Her bare hands tight around my throat I can't breath I screamed I can't breath mama |
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Don't you want me mama |
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Don't you love me mama |
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What the fuck |
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Where was you here god tell me now |
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Hows a brother supposed to stay sane tell me how |
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Why you let me live but let another die |
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Why you dry my tears but let another cry |
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Gotta know |
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Set to detonate I gotta blow |
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That shit for show |
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I used to wonder why in the hell you would make me suffer |
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But now in the end I understand that it made me tougher |
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I get up when im down |
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Had enough almost drowned |
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When shit rough |
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I get tough |
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And when im beaten to the ground I get up |
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