| [00:00.000] | 作词 : 戸川純 |
| [00:01.000] | 作曲 : 戸田誠司 |
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| [00:17.054] | (鈍い音がして |
| [00:19.042] | 私は我に返った |
| [00:21.583] | その前の記憶がない |
| [00:25.646] | 混沌と焦燥の中で立ち尽くす私の右手は |
| [00:30.558] | ずしりとした鈍器を握りしめていた |
| [00:34.857] | 足もとに目をやると 可笑しい位説明的に |
| [00:39.416] | 彼が後頭部から 赤黒い血を流しながら |
| [00:43.371] | 瞳孔を開いて 床に倒れていた |
| [00:49.569] | その瞬間 私の記憶がくるくると |
| [00:53.546] | ビデオの早い巻き戻しの様に 戻り始めた |
| [00:57.457] | そして |
| [00:58.640] | あるひとつのシ一ンが私の脳裏に再生された) |
| [01:02.620] | |
| [01:04.361] | 哀しい現実的な声 |
| [01:09.872] | クリアな声で |
| [01:12.298] | 彼が最期にのこした言葉 |
| [01:17.962] | 「別れてくれないか」 |
| [01:20.866] | |
| [01:23.333] | (単純な 呆れる程単純な |
| [01:26.716] | 表現としては あまりにも稚拙な一節 |
| [01:29.613] | が 私にとって非常に残念だったのは |
| [01:32.771] | それが 単なる表現のみを |
| [01:34.694] | 目的とされたものではなかったことだ |
| [01:39.395] | 私がもう少し 冷静であれたなら |
| [01:41.818] | 話し合いも出来ただろう |
| [01:43.892] | いたらなかったところは |
| [01:44.910] | 直すから 別れないで欲しい |
| [01:47.116] | 私に生理的嫌悪感を いつのまにか |
| [01:49.473] | 感じるようになったということなら |
| [01:51.729] | やむを得ない といったところか |
| [01:55.082] | しかし 実際は彼の言葉を聞いたときに |
| [01:58.721] | いきなり 強いパルスというか |
| [02:00.538] | 電気的なものが 身体中を走って |
| [02:02.632] | 衝動のみにつき動かされる私が |
| [02:04.787] | そこにいただけだ |
| [02:06.159] | 私はやっと後悔に辿りついた |
| [02:08.791] | 好きだったから) |
| [02:09.733] | |
| [02:10.234] | 丸く開いた彼の瞼を |
| [02:15.936] | ごめんねって閉じて |
| [02:18.318] | 汚れた身体を拭き |
| [02:22.308] | きれいなシャツに |
| [02:24.909] | 着替えさせて |
| [02:28.263] | 陥没した頭部に |
| [02:31.825] | 泣きながらごめんねって |
| [02:36.253] | 何度もキスをしたの |
| [02:40.050] | 唇を |
| [02:41.864] | 血まみれにしながら |
| [02:45.435] | |
| [02:54.713] | (そのとき 私の腹部を 内側から |
| [03:00.354] | 小さな力で 小さな足が蹴った |
| [03:05.297] | 七ヶ月になる 彼と私の子である |
| [03:11.320] | 私は何とか冷静になろうと努め |
| [03:14.156] | ひとつの答えを出した |
| [03:16.347] | 殺人者の子と呼ばれる |
| [03:17.941] | この子の生涯を考えれば |
| [03:19.926] | 私は極刑を与えられるか |
| [03:22.131] | 今この場で自害するべきだ |
| [03:24.807] | おなかの子と一緒に |
| [03:27.516] | しかし何だろう |
| [03:28.886] | 「エゴ」や「自己逃避」という言葉と共に |
| [03:31.489] | 何だろう ある強固なひとつの意志が |
| [03:33.960] | 急に頭をもたげ始めたのだ |
| [03:36.113] | 人類がその血を絶やさない為に |
| [03:38.281] | 人間に 女性に与えられた大自然のちから……!) |
| [03:41.633] | |
| [03:42.201] | 賢い いい子のはず |
| [03:46.226] | やさしい |
| [03:47.912] | あの人の子だもの |
| [03:50.168] | 一生懸命そう育てよう |
| [03:56.207] | かわいいよう |
| [04:00.250] | どんなことがあっても |
| [04:04.219] | きっと守ってあげなくちゃ |
| [04:08.163] | 漲る力と自信 たぶん |
| [04:13.777] | そう これは本能 |
| [04:16.068] | もう人をあやめずに |
| [04:19.840] | 冷静に |
| [04:21.865] | 逃げ延びて生きるわ |
| [04:24.116] | あの人に誓って |
| [04:27.691] | 抱きしめよう |
| [04:29.939] | 大地を踏みしめて |
| [04:33.331] | |
| [04:35.031] | (やがてこの子が独り立ちし |
| [04:38.374] | 私が最低限の義務は果たせたと思う頃 |
| [04:42.566] | やっと私は本来の刑を |
| [04:44.458] | 自分に処することが出来るだろう |
| [04:47.273] | ひっそり 静かに 樹海に入ろう |
| [04:51.038] | 自害より 行方不明の方が |
| [04:52.938] | この子にとってましだと思うから |
| [04:58.332] | その後 ことの顛末を この子が知る日が来ても |
| [05:02.429] | きっと慈悲深く動じない |
| [05:05.231] | そんな子に…… |
| [05:06.690] | それまで頑張らなくちゃ!!) |
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