| [00:20.49] | If I could tell you how I really felt well I really probably wouldn't |
| [00:23.82] | At the bottom of the bucket got and bought some shit I shouldn't |
| [00:26.48] | And now I'm feeling crooked and my money is spent |
| [00:28.84] | Saved up for happiness but I was short by a cent |
| [00:31.44] | So I splurged, I couldn't find the words to express |
| [00:34.03] | Running circles in my mind till that shit was out of breath |
| [00:36.80] | And I just want to feel content but I won't |
| [00:38.65] | Cause all this pressure got me tight by the throat |
| [00:41.31] | It's just another long night, got home and laughed |
| [00:44.27] | Cause driving home going ninety almost crashed |
| [00:47.17] | At least someone's got my back |
| [00:48.41] | I like to think that it's my father looking down |
| [00:50.57] | Pardon my stupidity, I'll come around |
| [00:52.60] | And find my way up, back up on my feet maybe catch peace |
| [00:55.62] | Get a little bit of sleep |
| [00:57.16] | Cause in these troubled times we all looking for some solace |
| [01:00.24] | Mama's getting worried, I'ma be fine, I promise |
| [01:02.58] | It's hard to keep that hope when you staring at reality |
| [01:05.30] | Cause what's real is working nights for your salary |
| [01:08.26] | That rough shit in free time gets me thinking |
| [01:10.47] | No wonder everybody smoking herb and drinking |
| [01:12.86] | When winter comes I'll fold up freeze with the cold |
| [01:15.70] | Those dark months in the state are getting old |
| [01:18.36] | Maintaining my hope with a focus on the real |
| [01:20.95] | Put everything in music so don't ask me how I feel |
| [01:23.60] | I used to want to grow up, and now I want to grow down |
| [01:26.25] | A fast life always ends in a slow down |
| [01:28.91] | And holding to the hope is the everyday struggle |
| [01:31.50] | Just want to break free from this everyday bubble |
| [01:34.02] | I dream a new life and some complex shit |
| [01:36.68] | I'm more than what you heard on my compact disc |
| [01:39.33] | Can't slip, gotta grip to what I truly desire |
| [01:41.74] | But trying to finding happiness is making me tired |
| [01:44.70] | So I tell it like it is |
| [01:46.31] | I'm just a kid |
| [01:47.53] | I don't want to end up the way that you did |
| [01:49.88] | I got some bigger dreams that a sleep can't give |
| [01:52.35] | I'd rather have a smile than a big mansion |
| [01:54.82] | So I tell it like it is |
| [01:57.47] | I'm just a kid |
| [01:58.14] | I don't want to end up the way that you did |
| [02:00.49] | I got some bigger dreams that a sleep can't give |
| [02:03.08] | I'd rather have a smile than a big mansion |