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[ti:Who's Crazy / My Psychopharmacologist and I] |
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[ar:Alice Ripley] |
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[al:Next to Normal (Original Broadway Cast Recording)] |
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Who's crazy |
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The husband or wife |
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Who's crazy |
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To live their whole life |
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Believing that somehow |
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Things aren't as bizarre as they are |
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Who's crazy |
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The one who can't cope |
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Or maybe the one who'll still hope |
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The one who sees doctors |
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Or the one who just waits in the car |
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And I was |
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A wild twenty-five |
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And I loved |
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A wife so alive |
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But now I believe I would settle |
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For one who can drive |
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The round blue ones with food |
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But not with the oblong |
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White ones the white ones with the round yellow ones |
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But not the trapezoidal green ones |
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Split the green ones |
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Into thirds with a tiny chisel |
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Use a mortal and pestle to grind |
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My psychopharmacologist and I |
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It's like an odd romance |
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Intense and very intimate |
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We do our dance |
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My psychopharmacologist and I |
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Call it a lover's game |
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He knows my deepest secrets |
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I know his name |
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And though he will |
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Never hold me |
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He'll always take my calls |
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It's truly like he told me |
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Without a little lift |
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The ballerina falls |
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Goodman diana |
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Bipolar depressive with delusional episodes |
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Sixteen-year history of medication |
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Adjustments after one week |
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I've got less anxiety but I have headaches blurry vision |
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And I can't feel my toes |
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So we'll try again and eventually we'll get it right |
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Not a very exact science is it |
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Zoloft and paxil and buspar and xanax |
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Depakote klonopin ambien prozac |
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Ativan calms me when I see the bills |
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These are a few of my favorite pills |
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Oh thank doctor |
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Valium is my favorite color |
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How'd you know |
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Goodman diana second adjustment after three weeks |
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Delusions less frequent but depressive state worse |
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I'm nauseous and I'm constipated |
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Completely lost my appetite and gained six pounds |
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Which you know is just not fair |
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May cause the following |
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Side effects one or more |
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Dizziness drowsiness |
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Sexual dysfunction |
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Headaches and tremors and nightmares and Palpitations |
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Diarrhea constipation Nervous laughter seizures |
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Anxiousness anger |
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Exhaustion insomnia |
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Irritability |
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Nausea vomiting |
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Odd and alarming sexual feelings |
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Oh and one last thing |
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Use may be fatal |
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Use may be fatal |
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Use may be fatal |
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Goodman diana |
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Third adjustment after five weeks reports |
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Continued mild anxiety and some lingering depression |
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I now can't feel my fingers or my toes |
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I sweat profusely for no reason |
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Fortunately |
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I have absolutely no desire for |
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Sex although whether that's the medicine or the marriage |
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Is anybody's guess |
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I'm sure it's the medicine |
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Oh thank you that's very sweet |
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But my husband's waiting |
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In the car |
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Who's crazy |
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The one who's half-gone |
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Or maybe |
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The one who holds on |
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Remembering when she was twenty |
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And brilliant and bold |
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And I was so young |
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And so dumb |
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And now I am old |
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And she was |
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And though he'll never |
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Wicked and wired |
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Hold me |
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The sex was |
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He'll always take |
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Simply inspired |
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My calls |
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Now there's no sex |
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It's truly like |
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She's depressed |
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He told me |
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And me I'm just tired |
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Without a little lift |
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Tired tired tired |
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The ballerina falls |
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Who's crazy |
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My psychopharmacologist |
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The one who's uncured |
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And I |
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Or maybe |
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The one who's endured |
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Together side by side |
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The one who has |
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Without him I'd die |
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Treatments |
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Or the one who just |
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My psychopharmacologist |
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Lives with the pain |
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And I |
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They say love is blind |
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But believe me |
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Love is insane |
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Goodman diana seven weeks |
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I don't feel like myself I mean |
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I don't feel anything |
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Hmpf patient stable |
