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I should have known it with the first indication |
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As a hint that it already has begun |
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To figure out that the first cut was the deepest |
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I should have known it right from the start |
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It's getting worse and the pain has become stronger |
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At the first time still everything was fun |
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It ended up in a strange behaviour |
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It's just a calm before the storm |
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Suddenly my heart starts to bleed a rush of ecstasy |
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Silently sometimes I hurt myself |
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I should have known that the guilt leads to depression |
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Nobody knows but I feel insecure |
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Somehow it seems I was consumed by hatred |
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I should have known it but now it's too late |
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One thousand words cannot describe the hunger |
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Inside my mind where everything went wrong |
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All of these scars remind me to my weakness |
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It's just the point of no return |
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Suddenly my heart starts to bleed a rush of ecstasy |
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Silently sometimes I hurt myself |
