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I was asked one day, if I had a can of memories |
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Would it have an expiration date to forget or not to forget |
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Can I choose to drain away my heart's resounding blues |
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Just when I thought I reached my destination |
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I was only back to where I first started |
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Becoming who I've always hated the unbecoming unleashed |
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So won't you speak to me... |
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Bad sense of humor, uttered softly, you just spilled some coffee |
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you stained my clothes as well as my clear conscious, probably accidental |
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But the thoughts that crossed my mind would leave you petrozoomin by, |
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unrecordable with pad and pencil |
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Anyway I tremble symbolizing my temperature rising, |
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reminiscing the times when I'd so anything for you |
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But not knowing why, like Abraham sacrificing Isaac |
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I worshipped you, you were my idol, silly, silly of me |
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But right around now, I find no desires, |
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as a matter of fact, I'm biased against all your opinions, dry rose, |
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once lively and captured your heart |
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But now destined to be crushed and become dust, till death do us part ashes to ashes |
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I once died for this world, but now born again, oh lord I'm born again |
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my barefeet on cold cement, |
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waiting on the day of resurrection irrelevant, small talks with you that take us no where |
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I don't know how I was able to bear, the way you didn't show care |
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I guess I harbored resentment this whole time, kept it within |
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Never exposed what's been on my mind, but now you know |
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Self denial... used to numb my pain |
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But nowadays I can't find the novocane ways to hide what I already know |
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I'd rather you shout nonsense than to whisper hurtful truth |
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Just when I thought I got all I wanted I realized I lost just about everything |
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Saying what I've never said to anyone breathing murderous thoughts |
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So won't you speak to me... |
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Three words of truth shine deep within me anchoring my stormy heart |
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I need faith, to see what I can't see yes I need hope, to keep me going and |
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I need love, your love, safe and sound, maybe that's all I need, from deep within... |