| [01:17.92] | i really don't know what i'm doing here |
| [01:21.12] | i really think i should've gone to bed tonight but... |
| [01:27.19] | "just one drink |
| [01:28.40] | and there're some people to meet you |
| [01:30.80] | i think that you'll like them |
| [01:33.52] | i have to say we do |
| [01:34.52] | and i promise in less than than an hour |
| [01:38.01] | we will honestly go... |
| [01:43.53] | now why don't i just get you another |
| [01:46.47] | while you just say hello..." |
| [01:50.90] | yeah just say hello... |
| [01:51.30] | yeah just say hello... |
| [02:04.71] | so i'm clutching it tight |
| [02:08.09] | another glass in my hand |
| [02:09.31] | and my mouth and the smiles |
| [02:11.35] | moving up as i stand up |
| [02:13.63] | too close and too wide |
| [02:15.01] | and the smiles are too bright |
| [02:17.28] | and i breathe in too deep |
| [02:19.44] | and my head's getting light |
| [02:21.56] | but the air is getting heavier and it's closer |
| [02:25.20] | and i'm starting to sway |
| [02:30.88] | and the hands all on my shoulders don't have names |
| [02:34.44] | and they won't go away |
| [02:38.15] | so here i go |
| [02:40.64] | here i go again... |
| [02:42.74] | |
| [02:43.75] | falling into strangers |
| [02:45.56] | and it's only just eleven |
| [02:47.49] | and i'm staring like a child |
| [02:49.90] | until someone slips me heaven |
| [02:52.25] | and i take it on my knees |
| [02:55.63] | just like a thousand times before |
| [02:57.89] | and i get transfixed |
| [03:02.10] | that fixed |
| [03:02.54] | and i'm just looking at the floor |
| [03:06.00] | just looking at the floor |
| [03:10.14] | yeah i look at the floor... |
| [03:32.59] | and i'm starting to laugh |
| [03:34.74] | like an animal in pain |
| [03:36.45] | and i've got blood on my hands |
| [03:38.88] | and i've got hands in my brain |
| [03:41.32] | and the first short retch |
| [03:42.99] | leaves me gasping for more |
| [03:45.67] | and i stagger over screaming |
| [03:47.84] | on my way to the floor |
| [03:49.68] | and i'm back on my back |
| [03:51.75] | with the lights and the lies in my eyes |
| [03:57.87] | and the colour and the music's too loud |
| [04:01.26] | and my head's all the wrong size |
| [04:05.85] | so here i go |
| [04:08.28] | here i go again... |
| [04:10.17] | |
| [04:10.80] | yeah i laugh and i jump |
| [04:12.80] | and i sing and i laugh |
| [04:15.03] | and i dance and i laugh |
| [04:17.12] | and i laugh and i laugh |
| [04:19.40] | and i can't seem to think |
| [04:21.05] | where this is |
| [04:22.60] | who i am |
| [04:24.00] | why i'm keeping this going |
| [04:26.46] | keep pouring it out |
| [04:28.35] | keep pouring it down |
| [04:31.08] | keeping it going |
| [04:32.70] | keep pouring it down |
| [04:34.67] | and the way the rain comes down hard... |
| [04:38.72] | that's the way i feel inside... |
| [04:43.14] | |
| [05:00.06] | i can't take it anymore |
| [05:02.59] | this it i've become |
| [05:04.62] | this is it like i get |
| [05:06.39] | when my life's going numb |
| [05:08.39] | i just keep moving my mouth |
| [05:10.67] | i just keep moving my feet |
| [05:12.75] | i say i'm loving you to death |
| [05:15.05] | like i'm losing my breath |
| [05:17.08] | and all the smiles that i wear |
| [05:18.98] | and all the games that i play |
| [05:21.34] | and all the drinks that i mix |
| [05:23.32] | and i drink until i'm sick |
| [05:25.59] | and all the faces i make |
| [05:27.82] | and all the shapes that i throw |
| [05:29.86] | and all the people i meet |
| [05:32.08] | and all the words that i know |
| [05:34.19] | makes me sick to the heart |
| [05:37.54] | oh i feel so tired... |
| [05:40.44] | and the way the rain comes down hard... |
| [05:45.70] | that's how i feel inside... |
| [06:02.10] | and the way the rain comes down hard... |
| [06:05.02] | that's how i feel inside... |