| [00:00.000] | 作词 : XAM |
| [00:01.000] | 作曲 : XAM/Axel Turunen/Joona Pietikainen |
| [00:04.375] | I should have focused on the love |
| [00:09.784] | I should have focused on the love |
| [00:13.519] | And my health before the fame |
| [00:14.482] | I should have told somebody how I felt |
| [00:16.412] | Instead of tightening the belt around my neck |
| [00:17.938] | I should have asked for help |
| [00:20.133] | But I’ve been asking myself everyday |
| [00:22.357] | If it’s too late for me to make a change |
| [00:24.046] | They say the grass is greener on the other side |
| [00:26.184] | But I took a look at mine and it looked dry |
| [00:29.346] | I guess they lied or maybe I am colorblind |
| [00:31.162] | Or maybe I forgot to give it water and I let it die |
| [00:33.865] | ‘Cos that’s what I do with everything important in my life |
| [00:36.303] | Yeah, I make it disappear |
| [00:38.885] | I hide the evidence and act like it was never here |
| [00:41.743] | I pack my backpack and put it on my back real fast and leave |
| [00:44.143] | The murder scene behind my back and never looking back at my past again |
| [00:48.221] | Yeah, I really need a friend |
| [00:50.606] | I really need someone that I can let inside my head |
| [00:53.539] | I’m in hell |
| [00:54.501] | Help! |
| [00:55.406] | I’m lonely and afraid |
| [00:56.678] | I really need somebody by my side until the end |
| [00:58.370] | ‘Cos nobody ever taught me how to deal with depression |
| [01:05.150] | So I’m doing this my way without any lessons |
| [01:10.830] | I’m writing down my thoughts into my book of confessions |
| [01:16.238] | And then I'm reading them out loud at my therapy sessions |
| [01:23.163] | But It’s not working and I don’t know why |
| [01:26.560] | Maybe I was made to be unhappy ‘til the day I die |
| [01:29.435] | Or maybe my only purpose in life is to hate being alive |
| [01:33.210] | ‘Cos every single second of my life feels like a waste of time |
| [01:36.392] | I got bad thoughts on my mind and It's my fault I know |
| [01:39.334] | I should have never closed my eyes and gone blind I know |
| [01:41.910] | I should have never lied to myself everytime that I said |
| [01:45.050] | ”I’ll be fine” ‘cos I'm not fine |
| [01:46.245] | I don’t even know if I’m alive anymore |
| [01:48.825] | ‘Cos nobody ever taught me how to deal with depression |
| [01:54.009] | So I’m doing this my way without any lessons |
| [02:00.761] | I’m writing down my thoughts into my book of confessions |
| [02:06.429] | And then I'm reading them out loud at my therapy sessions |
| [02:12.860] | ‘Cos nobody ever taught me how to deal with depression |
| [02:18.886] | So I’m doing this my way without any lessons |
| [02:24.105] | I’m writing down my thoughts into my book of confessions |
| [02:30.039] | And then I'm reading them out loud at my therapy sessions |
| [00:00.000] | zuo ci : XAM |
| [00:01.000] | zuo qu : XAM Axel Turunen Joona Pietikainen |
| [00:04.375] | I should have focused on the love |
| [00:09.784] | I should have focused on the love |
| [00:13.519] | And my health before the fame |
| [00:14.482] | I should have told somebody how I felt |
| [00:16.412] | Instead of tightening the belt around my neck |
| [00:17.938] | I should have asked for help |
| [00:20.133] | But I' ve been asking myself everyday |
| [00:22.357] | If it' s too late for me to make a change |
| [00:24.046] | They say the grass is greener on the other side |
| [00:26.184] | But I took a look at mine and it looked dry |
| [00:29.346] | I guess they lied or maybe I am colorblind |
| [00:31.162] | Or maybe I forgot to give it water and I let it die |
| [00:33.865] | ' Cos that' s what I do with everything important in my life |
| [00:36.303] | Yeah, I make it disappear |
| [00:38.885] | I hide the evidence and act like it was never here |
| [00:41.743] | I pack my backpack and put it on my back real fast and leave |
| [00:44.143] | The murder scene behind my back and never looking back at my past again |
| [00:48.221] | Yeah, I really need a friend |
| [00:50.606] | I really need someone that I can let inside my head |
| [00:53.539] | I' m in hell |
| [00:54.501] | Help! |
| [00:55.406] | I' m lonely and afraid |
| [00:56.678] | I really need somebody by my side until the end |
| [00:58.370] | ' Cos nobody ever taught me how to deal with depression |
| [01:05.150] | So I' m doing this my way without any lessons |
| [01:10.830] | I' m writing down my thoughts into my book of confessions |
| [01:16.238] | And then I' m reading them out loud at my therapy sessions |
| [01:23.163] | But It' s not working and I don' t know why |
| [01:26.560] | Maybe I was made to be unhappy ' til the day I die |
| [01:29.435] | Or maybe my only purpose in life is to hate being alive |
| [01:33.210] | ' Cos every single second of my life feels like a waste of time |
| [01:36.392] | I got bad thoughts on my mind and It' s my fault I know |
| [01:39.334] | I should have never closed my eyes and gone blind I know |
| [01:41.910] | I should have never lied to myself everytime that I said |
| [01:45.050] | " I' ll be fine" ' cos I' m not fine |
| [01:46.245] | I don' t even know if I' m alive anymore |
| [01:48.825] | ' Cos nobody ever taught me how to deal with depression |
| [01:54.009] | So I' m doing this my way without any lessons |
| [02:00.761] | I' m writing down my thoughts into my book of confessions |
| [02:06.429] | And then I' m reading them out loud at my therapy sessions |
| [02:12.860] | ' Cos nobody ever taught me how to deal with depression |
| [02:18.886] | So I' m doing this my way without any lessons |
| [02:24.105] | I' m writing down my thoughts into my book of confessions |
| [02:30.039] | And then I' m reading them out loud at my therapy sessions |
| [00:00.000] | zuò cí : XAM |
| [00:01.000] | zuò qǔ : XAM Axel Turunen Joona Pietikainen |
| [00:04.375] | I should have focused on the love |
| [00:09.784] | I should have focused on the love |
| [00:13.519] | And my health before the fame |
| [00:14.482] | I should have told somebody how I felt |
| [00:16.412] | Instead of tightening the belt around my neck |
| [00:17.938] | I should have asked for help |
| [00:20.133] | But I' ve been asking myself everyday |
| [00:22.357] | If it' s too late for me to make a change |
| [00:24.046] | They say the grass is greener on the other side |
| [00:26.184] | But I took a look at mine and it looked dry |
| [00:29.346] | I guess they lied or maybe I am colorblind |
| [00:31.162] | Or maybe I forgot to give it water and I let it die |
| [00:33.865] | ' Cos that' s what I do with everything important in my life |
| [00:36.303] | Yeah, I make it disappear |
| [00:38.885] | I hide the evidence and act like it was never here |
| [00:41.743] | I pack my backpack and put it on my back real fast and leave |
| [00:44.143] | The murder scene behind my back and never looking back at my past again |
| [00:48.221] | Yeah, I really need a friend |
| [00:50.606] | I really need someone that I can let inside my head |
| [00:53.539] | I' m in hell |
| [00:54.501] | Help! |
| [00:55.406] | I' m lonely and afraid |
| [00:56.678] | I really need somebody by my side until the end |
| [00:58.370] | ' Cos nobody ever taught me how to deal with depression |
| [01:05.150] | So I' m doing this my way without any lessons |
| [01:10.830] | I' m writing down my thoughts into my book of confessions |
| [01:16.238] | And then I' m reading them out loud at my therapy sessions |
| [01:23.163] | But It' s not working and I don' t know why |
| [01:26.560] | Maybe I was made to be unhappy ' til the day I die |
| [01:29.435] | Or maybe my only purpose in life is to hate being alive |
| [01:33.210] | ' Cos every single second of my life feels like a waste of time |
| [01:36.392] | I got bad thoughts on my mind and It' s my fault I know |
| [01:39.334] | I should have never closed my eyes and gone blind I know |
| [01:41.910] | I should have never lied to myself everytime that I said |
| [01:45.050] | " I' ll be fine" ' cos I' m not fine |
| [01:46.245] | I don' t even know if I' m alive anymore |
| [01:48.825] | ' Cos nobody ever taught me how to deal with depression |
| [01:54.009] | So I' m doing this my way without any lessons |
| [02:00.761] | I' m writing down my thoughts into my book of confessions |
| [02:06.429] | And then I' m reading them out loud at my therapy sessions |
| [02:12.860] | ' Cos nobody ever taught me how to deal with depression |
| [02:18.886] | So I' m doing this my way without any lessons |
| [02:24.105] | I' m writing down my thoughts into my book of confessions |
| [02:30.039] | And then I' m reading them out loud at my therapy sessions |