| [00:01.84] | My teas gone cold Im wondering why I.. |
| [00:06.02] | got out of bed at all |
| [00:07.73] | The morning rain clouds up my window.. |
| [00:11.20] | and I cant see at all |
| [00:13.68] | And even if I could itll all be gray, |
| [00:17.12] | but your picture on my wall |
| [00:19.62] | It reminds me, that its not so bad, |
| [00:23.35] | its not so bad.. |
| [00:25.94] | My teas gone cold Im wondering why I.. |
| [00:29.27] | got out of bed at all |
| [00:31.74] | The morning rain clouds up my window.. |
| [00:34.98] | and I cant see at all |
| [00:37.67] | And even if I could itll all be gray, |
| [00:41.32] | but your picture on my wall |
| [00:43.60] | It reminds me, that its not so bad, |
| [00:46.12] | its not so bad.. |
| [00:49.74] | Dear Slim, I wrote but you still aint callin |
| [00:51.85] | I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom |
| [00:54.85] | I sent two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got em |
| [00:57.78] | There probably was a problem at the post office or somethin |
| [01:00.84] | Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot em |
| [01:03.80] | but anyways; fuck it, whats been up? Man hows your daughter? |
| [01:06.86] | My girlfriends pregnant too, Im bout to be a father |
| [01:09.47] | If I have a daughter, guess what Ima call her? |
| [01:11.89] | Ima name her Bonnie |
| [01:13.55] | I read about your Uncle Ronnie too Im sorry |
| [01:15.79] | I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didnt want him |
| [01:18.85] | I know you probably hear this everyday, but Im your biggest fan |
| [01:22.43] | I even got the underground shit that you did with Skam |
| [01:25.58] | I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man |
| [01:28.21] | I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, that shit was fat |
| [01:30.59] | Anyways, I hope you get this man, hit me back, |
| [01:34.35] | just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan |
| [01:36.65] | This is Stan |
| [01:37.80] | My teas gone cold Im wondering why I.. |
| [01:40.96] | got out of bed at all |
| [01:43.81] | The morning rain clouds up my window.. |
| [01:46.77] | and I cant see at all |
| [01:52.41] | And even if I could itll all be gray, |
| [01:53.58] | but your picture on my wall |
| [01:55.78] | It reminds me, that its not so bad, |
| [01:59.25] | its not so bad.. |
| [02:00.92] | Dear Slim, you still aint called or wrote, I hope you have a chance |
| [02:04.11] | I aint mad - I just think its FUCKED UP you dont answer fans |
| [02:07.38] | If you didnt wanna talk to me outside your concert |
| [02:09.91] | you didnt have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew |
| [02:13.04] | Thats my little brother man, hes only six years old |
| [02:15.54] | We waited in the blistering cold for you, |
| [02:17.32] | four hours and you just said, No. |
| [02:19.48] | Thats pretty shitty man - youre like his fuckin idol |
| [02:21.74] | He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do |
| [02:24.81] | I aint that mad though, I just dont like bein lied to |
| [02:27.79] | Remember when we met in Denver - you said if Id write you |
| [02:30.94] | you would write back - see Im just like you in a way |
| [02:33.33] | I never knew my father neither; |
| [02:35.19] | he used to always cheat on my mom and beat her |
| [02:37.32] | I can relate to what youre saying in your songs |
| [02:39.68] | so when I have a shitty day, I drift away and put em on |
| [02:42.53] | cause I dont really got shit else so that shit helps when Im depressed |
| [02:45.70] | I even got a tattoo of your name across the chest |
| [02:48.79] | Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds |
| [02:51.76] | Its like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me |
| [02:54.59] | See everything you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it |
| [02:57.67] | My girlfriends jealous cause I talk about you 24/7 |
| [03:00.64] | But she dont know you like I know you Slim, no one does |
| [03:03.72] | She dont know what it was like for people like us growin up |
| [03:06.82] | You gotta call me man, Ill be the biggest fan youll ever lose |
| [03:09.74] | Sincerely yours, Stan -- P.S. |
| [03:11.38] | We should be together too |
| [03:12.89] | My teas gone cold Im wondering why I.. |
| [03:17.17] | got out of bed at all |
| [03:19.57] | The morning rain clouds up my window.. |
| [03:23.31] | and I cant see at all |
| [03:25.59] | And even if I could itll all be gray, |
| [03:29.20] | but your picture on my wall |
| [03:31.51] | It reminds me, that its not so bad, |
| [03:35.08] | its not so bad.. |
| [03:37.17] | Dear Mister-Im-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, |
| [03:39.76] | thisll be the last package I ever send your ass |
| [03:44.40] | Its been six months and still no word - I dont deserve it? |
| [03:45.45] | I know you got my last two letters; |
| [03:45.93] | I wrote the addresses on em perfect |
| [03:48.75] | So this is my cassette Im sending you, I hope you hear it |
| [03:51.83] | Im in the car right now, Im doing 90 on the freeway |
| [03:54.69] | Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to drive? |
| [03:58.32] | You know the song by Phil Collins, In the Air of the Night |
| [04:00.82] | about that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning |
| [04:03.73] | but didnt, then Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found him? |
| [04:06.75] | Thats kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning |
| [04:09.71] | Now its too late - Im on a 1000 downers now, Im drowsy |
| [04:12.97] | and all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call |
| [04:15.73] | I hope you know I ripped +ALL+ of your pictures off the wall |
| [04:18.76] | I love you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it |
| [04:22.30] | You ruined it now, I hope you cant sleep and you dream about it |
| [04:25.25] | And when you dream I hope you cant sleep and you SCREAM about it |
| [04:28.15] | I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you cant BREATHE without me |
| [04:31.54] | |
| [04:35.26] | Hey Slim, thats my girlfriend screamin in the trunk |
| [04:36.78] | but I didnt slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I aint like you |
| [04:39.85] | cause if she suffocates shell suffer more, and then shell die too |
| [04:42.78] | Well, gotta go, Im almost at the bridge now |
| [04:45.98] | Oh shit, I forgot, howm I supposed to send this shit out? |
| [05:01.92] | My teas gone cold Im wondering why I.. |
| [05:04.80] | got out of bed at all |
| [05:07.55] | The morning rain clouds up my window.. |
| [05:11.26] | and I cant see at all |
| [05:13.79] | And even if I could itll all be gray, |
| [05:17.18] | but your picture on my wall |
| [05:19.50] | It reminds me, that its not so bad, |
| [05:23.14] | its not so bad.. |
| [05:24.94] | Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just been busy |
| [05:27.61] | You said your girlfriends pregnant now, how far along is she? |
| [05:30.74] | Look, Im really flattered you would call your daughter that |
| [05:33.62] | and heres an autograph for your brother, |
| [05:35.79] | I wrote it on the Starter cap |
| [05:37.52] | Im sorry I didnt see you at the show, I musta missed you |
| [05:40.24] | Dont think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you |
| [05:43.23] | But whats this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too? |
| [05:46.20] | I say that shit just clownin dogg, |
| [05:48.33] | cmon - how fucked up is you? |
| [05:49.49] | You got some issues Stan, I think you need some counseling |
| [05:52.02] | to help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some |
| [05:55.16] | And whats this shit about us meant to be together? |
| [05:58.77] | That type of shitll make me not want us to meet each other |
| [06:00.88] | I really think you and your girlfriend need each other |
| [06:03.66] | or maybe you just need to treat her better |
| [06:06.31] | I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time |
| [06:09.69] | before you hurt yourself, I think that youll be doin just fine |
| [06:12.75] | if you relax a little, Im glad I inspire you but Stan |
| [06:15.67] | why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan |
| [06:19.48] | I just dont want you to do some crazy shit |
| [06:21.60] | I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick |
| [06:25.08] | Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge |
| [06:27.70] | and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid |
| [06:30.66] | and in the car they found a tape, but they didnt say who it was to |
| [06:33.61] | Come to think about, his name was.. it was you |
| [06:36.77] | Damn! |
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