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My teas gone cold Im wondering why I.. |
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got out of bed at all |
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The morning rain clouds up my window.. |
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and I cant see at all |
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And even if I could itll all be gray, |
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but your picture on my wall |
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It reminds me, that its not so bad, |
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its not so bad.. |
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My teas gone cold Im wondering why I.. |
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got out of bed at all |
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The morning rain clouds up my window.. |
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and I cant see at all |
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And even if I could itll all be gray, |
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but your picture on my wall |
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It reminds me, that its not so bad, |
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its not so bad.. |
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Dear Slim, I wrote but you still aint callin |
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I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom |
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I sent two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got em |
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There probably was a problem at the post office or somethin |
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Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot em |
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but anyways; fuck it, whats been up? Man hows your daughter? |
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My girlfriends pregnant too, Im bout to be a father |
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If I have a daughter, guess what Ima call her? |
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Ima name her Bonnie |
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I read about your Uncle Ronnie too Im sorry |
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I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didnt want him |
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I know you probably hear this everyday, but Im your biggest fan |
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I even got the underground shit that you did with Skam |
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I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man |
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I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, that shit was fat |
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Anyways, I hope you get this man, hit me back, |
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just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan |
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This is Stan |
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My teas gone cold Im wondering why I.. |
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got out of bed at all |
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The morning rain clouds up my window.. |
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and I cant see at all |
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And even if I could itll all be gray, |
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but your picture on my wall |
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It reminds me, that its not so bad, |
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its not so bad.. |
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Dear Slim, you still aint called or wrote, I hope you have a chance |
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I aint mad - I just think its FUCKED UP you dont answer fans |
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If you didnt wanna talk to me outside your concert |
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you didnt have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew |
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Thats my little brother man, hes only six years old |
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We waited in the blistering cold for you, |
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four hours and you just said, No. |
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Thats pretty shitty man - youre like his fuckin idol |
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He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do |
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I aint that mad though, I just dont like bein lied to |
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Remember when we met in Denver - you said if Id write you |
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you would write back - see Im just like you in a way |
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I never knew my father neither; |
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he used to always cheat on my mom and beat her |
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I can relate to what youre saying in your songs |
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so when I have a shitty day, I drift away and put em on |
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cause I dont really got shit else so that shit helps when Im depressed |
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I even got a tattoo of your name across the chest |
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Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds |
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Its like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me |
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See everything you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it |
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My girlfriends jealous cause I talk about you 24/7 |
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But she dont know you like I know you Slim, no one does |
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She dont know what it was like for people like us growin up |
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You gotta call me man, Ill be the biggest fan youll ever lose |
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Sincerely yours, Stan -- P.S. |
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We should be together too |
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My teas gone cold Im wondering why I.. |
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got out of bed at all |
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The morning rain clouds up my window.. |
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and I cant see at all |
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And even if I could itll all be gray, |
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but your picture on my wall |
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It reminds me, that its not so bad, |
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its not so bad.. |
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Dear Mister-Im-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, |
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thisll be the last package I ever send your ass |
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Its been six months and still no word - I dont deserve it? |
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I know you got my last two letters; |
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I wrote the addresses on em perfect |
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So this is my cassette Im sending you, I hope you hear it |
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Im in the car right now, Im doing 90 on the freeway |
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Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to drive? |
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You know the song by Phil Collins, In the Air of the Night |
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about that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning |
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but didnt, then Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found him? |
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Thats kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning |
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Now its too late - Im on a 1000 downers now, Im drowsy |
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and all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call |
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I hope you know I ripped +ALL+ of your pictures off the wall |
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I love you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it |
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You ruined it now, I hope you cant sleep and you dream about it |
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And when you dream I hope you cant sleep and you SCREAM about it |
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I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you cant BREATHE without me |
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Hey Slim, thats my girlfriend screamin in the trunk |
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but I didnt slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I aint like you |
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cause if she suffocates shell suffer more, and then shell die too |
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Well, gotta go, Im almost at the bridge now |
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Oh shit, I forgot, howm I supposed to send this shit out? |
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My teas gone cold Im wondering why I.. |
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got out of bed at all |
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The morning rain clouds up my window.. |
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and I cant see at all |
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And even if I could itll all be gray, |
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but your picture on my wall |
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It reminds me, that its not so bad, |
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its not so bad.. |
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Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just been busy |
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You said your girlfriends pregnant now, how far along is she? |
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Look, Im really flattered you would call your daughter that |
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and heres an autograph for your brother, |
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I wrote it on the Starter cap |
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Im sorry I didnt see you at the show, I musta missed you |
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Dont think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you |
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But whats this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too? |
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I say that shit just clownin dogg, |
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cmon - how fucked up is you? |
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You got some issues Stan, I think you need some counseling |
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to help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some |
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And whats this shit about us meant to be together? |
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That type of shitll make me not want us to meet each other |
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I really think you and your girlfriend need each other |
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or maybe you just need to treat her better |
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I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time |
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before you hurt yourself, I think that youll be doin just fine |
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if you relax a little, Im glad I inspire you but Stan |
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why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan |
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I just dont want you to do some crazy shit |
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I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick |
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Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge |
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and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid |
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and in the car they found a tape, but they didnt say who it was to |
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Come to think about, his name was.. it was you |
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Damn! |
