| i really don't know what i'm doing here | |
| i really think i should've gone to bed tonight but... | |
| just one drink | |
| and there're some people to meet you | |
| i think that you'll like them | |
| i have to say we do | |
| and i promise in less than than an hour we will honestly go... | |
| now why don't i just get you another | |
| while you just say hello... | |
| yeah just say hello... | |
| so i'm clutching it tight | |
| another glass in my hand | |
| and my mouth and the smiles | |
| moving up as i stand up | |
| too close and too wide | |
| and the smiles are too bright | |
| and i breathe in too deep | |
| and my head's getting light | |
| but the air is getting heavier and it's closer | |
| and i'm starting to sway | |
| and the hands all on my shoulders don't have names | |
| and they won't go away | |
| so here i go | |
| here i go again... | |
| falling into strangers | |
| and it's only just eleven | |
| and i'm staring like a child | |
| until someone slips me heaven | |
| and i take it on my knees | |
| just like a thousand times before | |
| and i get transfixed | |
| that fixed | |
| and i'm just looking at the floor | |
| just looking at the floor | |
| yeah i look at the floor... | |
| and i'm starting to laugh | |
| like an animal in pain | |
| and i've got blood on my hands | |
| and i've got hands in my brain | |
| and the first short retch | |
| leaves me gasping for more | |
| and i stagger over screaming | |
| on my way to the floor | |
| and i'm back on my back | |
| with the lights and the lies in my eyes | |
| and the colour and the music's too loud | |
| and my head's all the wrong size | |
| so here i go | |
| here i go again... | |
| yeah i laugh and i jump | |
| and i sing and i laugh | |
| and i dance and i laugh | |
| and i laugh and i laugh | |
| and i can't seem to think | |
| where this is | |
| who i am | |
| why i'm keeping this going | |
| keep pouring it out | |
| keep pouring it down | |
| keeping it going | |
| keep pouring it down | |
| and the way the rain comes down hard... | |
| that's the way i feel inside... | |
| i can't take it anymore | |
| this it i've become | |
| this is it like i get | |
| when my life's going numb | |
| i just keep moving my mouth | |
| i just keep moving my feet | |
| i say i'm loving you to death | |
| like i'm losing my breath | |
| and all the smiles that i wear | |
| and all the games that i play | |
| and all the drinks that i mix | |
| and i drink until i'm sick | |
| and all the faces i make | |
| and all the shapes that i throw | |
| and alll the people i meet | |
| and all the words that i know | |
| makes me sick to the heart | |
| oh i feel so tired... | |
| and the way the rain comes down hard... | |
| that's how i feel inside... |