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Everything makes me nervous |
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And nothing feels good for no reason |
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Waking up, it's rarely worth it |
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The same dark dread every morning |
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Senior year here in Mahwah |
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A new world just around the corner |
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Leave me behind, let me stagnate, |
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In a fortress of solitude |
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Smoking's been okay so far, |
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But I need something that works faster |
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So all I want for Christmas is no feelings |
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No feelings now |
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And never again |
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There is a faceplate all brown and red |
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that stretches across my mouth |
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It's worn for protection, |
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Nobody gets in and nobody gets out |
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I used to look myself in the mirror |
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At the end of every day |
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But I took the one thing that made me beautiful |
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And threw it away |
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I was a river, I was a tall tree, I was a volcano |
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But now I'm asleep on top of a mountain |
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I've been covered in snow |
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Yes, I have surrendered what made me human |
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And all that I thought was true |
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So now there's a robot that lives in my brain |
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And he tells me what to do |
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And I can do nothing without his permission |
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Or (which) wasn't part of the plan |
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So now in Rock Ridge pharmacy |
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I will be waiting for my man |
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But there is another down in a dungeon |
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who never gave up the fight |
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And he'll be forever screaming, |
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Sometimes I hear him say, on a quiet night, |
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he says |
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You will always be a loser |
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You will always be a loser |
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You will always be a loser |
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You'll always be a loser now |
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You will always be a loser |
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You will always be a loser |
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You will always be a loser |
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And that's okay. |
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