| [00:00.000] | 作词 : 沙田会社/DOUBLE-X |
| [00:01.000] | 作曲 : 无 |
| [00:11.143] | Mix by OWEN |
| [00:13.143][00:26.891] | |
| [00:14.893] | VERSE1(Hamven): |
| [00:28.646] | 处于精神分裂空洞的三年 |
| [00:30.396] | 折断了翅膀我多想回到从前 |
| [00:32.894] | 拿起钢笔写了争气的誓言 |
| [00:34.896] | 我的错误缺口该怎么去填 |
| [00:36.396] | 看着你们站在周围在笑 |
| [00:38.144] | 胡言乱语像乌鸦在叫 |
| [00:40.144] | 谩骂的质疑还不停的绕 |
| [00:41.895] | 撑起我的靠山在不断的倒 |
| [00:43.647] | 2017 游戏的开始 |
| [00:45.397] | 转眼两年 家人都说我该死 |
| [00:47.395] | 所有的一切 所有的想念 |
| [00:49.395] | 会在我失败都灰飞烟灭 |
| [00:50.395][00:50.729] | |
| [00:50.645] | 我怕吗 我怕 |
| [00:52.647] | 怕这破镜不能重圆 |
| [00:53.645] | 怕痛苦不断的重叠 |
| [00:54.895] | 怕这梦想被我终结 |
| [00:56.145] | 怕一个人独处的空间 |
| [00:58.395] | 跟不上他们的节奏 |
| [00:59.895] | 这首歌我失去了flow |
| [01:01.648] | 把想说的该说的 real talk让你们感受 |
| [01:04.396] | 撕开的面具 好像也没这么的痛 |
| [01:06.398] | 没人理解 没人宽容 让满怀希望的心就此破碎 |
| [01:10.648] | 放开视野 血液的鲜红 等待着希望烛火熄灭 |
| [01:13.899] | 钱包里外婆的相片希望有点感应 |
| [01:16.396] | 做着真实的音乐没人再安静的听 |
| [01:19.146] | 可我还在坚持 |
| [01:20.147] | 坚持着一切 |
| [01:21.399] | 坚定着信念 |
| [01:22.397] | 从没依赖酒精 |
| [01:23.397] | 把该放弃的放弃 |
| [01:24.647] | 除了梦想就差我的生命 |
| [01:25.649][01:26.242] | |
| [01:26.147] | yeah Who I am |
| [01:29.647] | 有时觉得HIPHOP是个骗子 |
| [01:31.649] | 也许只想为我的失败找回点面子 |
| [01:33.149] | 也许努力能泛起点涟漪 |
| [01:34.649] | 也许未来会有不少的转机 |
| [01:36.647] | 当我的身上充满了tattoo |
| [01:38.898] | 旁人的眼光也开始觉得我可恶 |
| [01:41.148] | 可恶的我 还在相信历史能把我刻入 |
| [01:42.400] | 融化在我的坟墓 |
| [01:45.150] | 这二十年 大半的时间 我还在角色扮演 |
| [01:48.150] | 扮演他们的喜欢的和她喜欢的怪物 |
| [01:50.148] | 像风 像雨 像个畜牲 |
| [01:52.148] | 一年前的落榜 梦里都是母亲的哭声 |
| [01:53.898] | 抬头也想看见星辰 可只有灵光闪烁的路灯 |
| [01:55.900] | VERSE2(2K): |
| [01:58.148] | 到了现在还是没有放弃 |
| [02:00.151] | 我的初心我也不曾忘记 |
| [02:01.901] | 怎么让我放下 就算狂风暴雨 |
| [02:03.649] | 给我比比划划 我也不会在意ah |
| [02:05.649] | 记得抬起头 |
| [02:09.899] | 抓住那微弱的光 take my hand |
| [02:13.651] | 都想睡不能睡 买醉不能醉 nonono way |
| [02:17.649] | 是生活特别累 理想特别贵 烦恼还翻倍 |
| [02:22.400] | 我挣扎在那钢铁丛林但那就像片沙漠 |
| [02:25.150] | 没有任何线索 梦想该放下了别再骗我 |
| [02:28.652] | 那些廉价的经历如果也你想听 |
| [02:30.650] | 可以通通打包拿走 在 |
| [02:31.652] | 分叉路口 做的选择 不能后悔 一路走来 |
| [02:33.900] | 重点还是记得follow my heart |
| [02:35.150] | mic check one mic one love |
| [02:37.401] | 是往前走 还是永远留在这 |
| [02:38.901] | 深不见底的黑夜里 那些故事也没骗你 |
| [02:42.201] | 我的眼睛早就不再清澈 而是常常布满血丝 |
| [02:45.701] | 随手记可能大家也许听过 我都忘记了怎么写词 |
| [02:49.451] | 当沉醉在酒精的麻痹忘记怎么拿笔别问我到底怎么写字 |
| [02:52.951] | 我身体里住着无数个自己 他们都在让我坚持 |
| [02:56.952] | 你的努力在别人眼里根本不值钱 |
| [02:58.952] | 他们只想要看到你去迎合大众的口味 |
| [03:00.702] | 反正过程怎样 他们不懂艰辛 只是听众 |
| [03:02.704] | 所以我不在乎评价也不在乎没人听懂 |
| [03:04.452] | 这种感觉真的很糟 |
| [03:05.952] | 面对一些挖苦还有很多冷笑 |
| [03:07.702] | 他们觉得这是垃圾并不感冒 |
| [03:09.202] | 所以 |
| [03:10.198] | 他们决定把这一切 全部毁掉 |
| [00:00.000] | zuo ci : sha tian hui she DOUBLEX |
| [00:01.000] | zuo qu : wu |
| [00:11.143] | Mix by OWEN |
| [00:13.143][00:26.891] | |
| [00:14.893] | VERSE1 Hamven: |
| [00:28.646] | chu yu jing shen fen lie kong dong de san nian |
| [00:30.396] | zhe duan le chi bang wo duo xiang hui dao cong qian |
| [00:32.894] | na qi gang bi xie le zheng qi de shi yan |
| [00:34.896] | wo de cuo wu que kou gai zen me qu tian |
| [00:36.396] | kan zhe ni men zhan zai zhou wei zai xiao |
| [00:38.144] | hu yan luan yu xiang wu ya zai jiao |
| [00:40.144] | man ma de zhi yi hai bu ting de rao |
| [00:41.895] | cheng qi wo de kao shan zai bu duan de dao |
| [00:43.647] | 2017 you xi de kai shi |
| [00:45.397] | zhuan yan liang nian jia ren dou shuo wo gai si |
| [00:47.395] | suo you de yi qie suo you de xiang nian |
| [00:49.395] | hui zai wo shi bai dou hui fei yan mie |
| [00:50.395][00:50.729] | |
| [00:50.645] | wo pa ma wo pa |
| [00:52.647] | pa zhe po jing bu neng chong yuan |
| [00:53.645] | pa tong ku bu duan de chong die |
| [00:54.895] | pa zhe meng xiang bei wo zhong jie |
| [00:56.145] | pa yi ge ren du chu de kong jian |
| [00:58.395] | gen bu shang ta men de jie zou |
| [00:59.895] | zhe shou ge wo shi qu le flow |
| [01:01.648] | ba xiang shuo de gai shuo de real talk rang ni men gan shou |
| [01:04.396] | si kai de mian ju hao xiang ye mei zhe me de tong |
| [01:06.398] | mei ren li jie mei ren kuan rong rang man huai xi wang de xin jiu ci po sui |
| [01:10.648] | fang kai shi ye xue ye de xian hong deng dai zhe xi wang zhu huo xi mie |
| [01:13.899] | qian bao li wai po de xiang pian xi wang you dian gan ying |
| [01:16.396] | zuo zhe zhen shi de yin yue mei ren zai an jing de ting |
| [01:19.146] | ke wo hai zai jian chi |
| [01:20.147] | jian chi zhe yi qie |
| [01:21.399] | jian ding zhe xin nian |
| [01:22.397] | cong mei yi lai jiu jing |
| [01:23.397] | ba gai fang qi de fang qi |
| [01:24.647] | chu le meng xiang jiu cha wo de sheng ming |
| [01:25.649][01:26.242] | |
| [01:26.147] | yeah Who I am |
| [01:29.647] | you shi jue de HIPHOP shi ge pian zi |
| [01:31.649] | ye xu zhi xiang wei wo de shi bai zhao hui dian mian zi |
| [01:33.149] | ye xu nu li neng fan qi dian lian yi |
| [01:34.649] | ye xu wei lai hui you bu shao de zhuan ji |
| [01:36.647] | dang wo de shen shang chong man le tattoo |
| [01:38.898] | pang ren de yan guang ye kai shi jue de wo ke wu |
| [01:41.148] | ke wu de wo hai zai xiang xin li shi neng ba wo ke ru |
| [01:42.400] | rong hua zai wo de fen mu |
| [01:45.150] | zhe er shi nian da ban de shi jian wo hai zai jue se ban yan |
| [01:48.150] | ban yan ta men de xi huan de he ta xi huan de guai wu |
| [01:50.148] | xiang feng xiang yu xiang ge chu sheng |
| [01:52.148] | yi nian qian de luo bang meng li dou shi mu qin de ku sheng |
| [01:53.898] | tai tou ye xiang kan jian xing chen ke zhi you ling guang shan shuo de lu deng |
| [01:55.900] | VERSE2 2K: |
| [01:58.148] | dao le xian zai hai shi mei you fang qi |
| [02:00.151] | wo de chu xin wo ye bu ceng wang ji |
| [02:01.901] | zen me rang wo fang xia jiu suan kuang feng bao yu |
| [02:03.649] | gei wo bi bi hua hua wo ye bu hui zai yi ah |
| [02:05.649] | ji de tai qi tou |
| [02:09.899] | zhua zhu na wei ruo de guang take my hand |
| [02:13.651] | dou xiang shui bu neng shui mai zui bu neng zui nonono way |
| [02:17.649] | shi sheng huo te bie lei li xiang te bie gui fan nao hai fan bei |
| [02:22.400] | wo zheng zha zai na gang tie cong lin dan na jiu xiang pian sha mo |
| [02:25.150] | mei you ren he xian suo meng xiang gai fang xia le bie zai pian wo |
| [02:28.652] | nei xie lian jia de jing li ru guo ye ni xiang ting |
| [02:30.650] | ke yi tong tong da bao na zou zai |
| [02:31.652] | fen cha lu kou zuo de xuan ze bu neng hou hui yi lu zou lai |
| [02:33.900] | zhong dian hai shi ji de follow my heart |
| [02:35.150] | mic check one mic one love |
| [02:37.401] | shi wang qian zou hai shi yong yuan liu zai zhe |
| [02:38.901] | shen bu jian di de hei ye li nei xie gu shi ye mei pian ni |
| [02:42.201] | wo de yan jing zao jiu bu zai qing che er shi chang chang bu man xue si |
| [02:45.701] | sui shou ji ke neng da jia ye xu ting guo wo dou wang ji le zen me xie ci |
| [02:49.451] | dang chen zui zai jiu jing de ma bi wang ji zen me na bi bie wen wo dao di zen me xie zi |
| [02:52.951] | wo shen ti li zhu zhe wu shu ge zi ji ta men dou zai rang wo jian chi |
| [02:56.952] | ni de nu li zai bie ren yan li gen ben bu zhi qian |
| [02:58.952] | ta men zhi xiang yao kan dao ni qu ying he da zhong de kou wei |
| [03:00.702] | fan zheng guo cheng zen yang ta men bu dong jian xin zhi shi ting zhong |
| [03:02.704] | suo yi wo bu zai hu ping jia ye bu zai hu mei ren ting dong |
| [03:04.452] | zhe zhong gan jue zhen de hen zao |
| [03:05.952] | mian dui yi xie wa ku hai you hen duo leng xiao |
| [03:07.702] | ta men jue de zhe shi la ji bing bu gan mao |
| [03:09.202] | suo yi |
| [03:10.198] | ta men jue ding ba zhe yi qie quan bu hui diao |
| [00:00.000] | zuò cí : shā tián huì shè DOUBLEX |
| [00:01.000] | zuò qǔ : wú |
| [00:11.143] | Mix by OWEN |
| [00:13.143][00:26.891] | |
| [00:14.893] | VERSE1 Hamven: |
| [00:28.646] | chǔ yú jīng shén fēn liè kōng dòng de sān nián |
| [00:30.396] | zhé duàn le chì bǎng wǒ duō xiǎng huí dào cóng qián |
| [00:32.894] | ná qǐ gāng bǐ xiě le zhēng qì de shì yán |
| [00:34.896] | wǒ de cuò wù quē kǒu gāi zěn me qù tián |
| [00:36.396] | kàn zhe nǐ men zhàn zài zhōu wéi zài xiào |
| [00:38.144] | hú yán luàn yǔ xiàng wū yā zài jiào |
| [00:40.144] | màn mà de zhì yí hái bù tíng de rào |
| [00:41.895] | chēng qǐ wǒ de kào shān zài bù duàn de dào |
| [00:43.647] | 2017 yóu xì de kāi shǐ |
| [00:45.397] | zhuǎn yǎn liǎng nián jiā rén dōu shuō wǒ gāi sǐ |
| [00:47.395] | suǒ yǒu de yī qiè suǒ yǒu de xiǎng niàn |
| [00:49.395] | huì zài wǒ shī bài dōu huī fēi yān miè |
| [00:50.395][00:50.729] | |
| [00:50.645] | wǒ pà ma wǒ pà |
| [00:52.647] | pà zhè pò jìng bù néng chóng yuán |
| [00:53.645] | pà tòng kǔ bù duàn de chóng dié |
| [00:54.895] | pà zhè mèng xiǎng bèi wǒ zhōng jié |
| [00:56.145] | pà yí ge rén dú chǔ de kōng jiān |
| [00:58.395] | gēn bu shàng tā men de jié zòu |
| [00:59.895] | zhè shǒu gē wǒ shī qù le flow |
| [01:01.648] | bǎ xiǎng shuō de gāi shuō de real talk ràng nǐ men gǎn shòu |
| [01:04.396] | sī kāi de miàn jù hǎo xiàng yě méi zhè me de tòng |
| [01:06.398] | méi rén lǐ jiě méi rén kuān róng ràng mǎn huái xī wàng de xīn jiù cǐ pò suì |
| [01:10.648] | fàng kāi shì yě xuè yè de xiān hóng děng dài zhe xī wàng zhú huǒ xī miè |
| [01:13.899] | qián bāo lǐ wài pó de xiàng piān xī wàng yǒu diǎn gǎn yìng |
| [01:16.396] | zuò zhe zhēn shí de yīn yuè méi rén zài ān jìng de tīng |
| [01:19.146] | kě wǒ hái zài jiān chí |
| [01:20.147] | jiān chí zhe yī qiè |
| [01:21.399] | jiān dìng zhe xìn niàn |
| [01:22.397] | cóng méi yī lài jiǔ jīng |
| [01:23.397] | bǎ gāi fàng qì de fàng qì |
| [01:24.647] | chú le mèng xiǎng jiù chà wǒ de shēng mìng |
| [01:25.649][01:26.242] | |
| [01:26.147] | yeah Who I am |
| [01:29.647] | yǒu shí jué de HIPHOP shì gè piàn zi |
| [01:31.649] | yě xǔ zhǐ xiǎng wèi wǒ de shī bài zhǎo huí diǎn miàn zi |
| [01:33.149] | yě xǔ nǔ lì néng fàn qǐ diǎn lián yī |
| [01:34.649] | yě xǔ wèi lái huì yǒu bù shǎo de zhuǎn jī |
| [01:36.647] | dāng wǒ de shēn shàng chōng mǎn le tattoo |
| [01:38.898] | páng rén de yǎn guāng yě kāi shǐ jué de wǒ kě wù |
| [01:41.148] | kě wù de wǒ hái zài xiāng xìn lì shǐ néng bǎ wǒ kè rù |
| [01:42.400] | róng huà zài wǒ de fén mù |
| [01:45.150] | zhè èr shí nián dà bàn de shí jiān wǒ hái zài jué sè bàn yǎn |
| [01:48.150] | bàn yǎn tā men de xǐ huān de hé tā xǐ huān de guài wù |
| [01:50.148] | xiàng fēng xiàng yǔ xiàng gè chù shēng |
| [01:52.148] | yī nián qián de luò bǎng mèng lǐ dōu shì mǔ qīn de kū shēng |
| [01:53.898] | tái tóu yě xiǎng kàn jiàn xīng chén kě zhǐ yǒu líng guāng shǎn shuò de lù dēng |
| [01:55.900] | VERSE2 2K: |
| [01:58.148] | dào le xiàn zài hái shì méi yǒu fàng qì |
| [02:00.151] | wǒ de chū xīn wǒ yě bù céng wàng jì |
| [02:01.901] | zěn me ràng wǒ fàng xià jiù suàn kuáng fēng bào yǔ |
| [02:03.649] | gěi wǒ bǐ bǐ huà huà wǒ yě bú huì zài yì ah |
| [02:05.649] | jì de tái qǐ tóu |
| [02:09.899] | zhuā zhù nà wēi ruò de guāng take my hand |
| [02:13.651] | dōu xiǎng shuì bù néng shuì mǎi zuì bù néng zuì nonono way |
| [02:17.649] | shì shēng huó tè bié lèi lǐ xiǎng tè bié guì fán nǎo hái fān bèi |
| [02:22.400] | wǒ zhēng zhá zài nà gāng tiě cóng lín dàn nà jiù xiàng piàn shā mò |
| [02:25.150] | méi yǒu rèn hé xiàn suǒ mèng xiǎng gāi fàng xià le bié zài piàn wǒ |
| [02:28.652] | nèi xiē lián jià de jīng lì rú guǒ yě nǐ xiǎng tīng |
| [02:30.650] | kě yǐ tōng tōng dǎ bāo ná zǒu zài |
| [02:31.652] | fēn chà lù kǒu zuò de xuǎn zé bù néng hòu huǐ yí lù zǒu lái |
| [02:33.900] | zhòng diǎn hái shì jì de follow my heart |
| [02:35.150] | mic check one mic one love |
| [02:37.401] | shì wǎng qián zǒu hái shì yǒng yuǎn liú zài zhè |
| [02:38.901] | shēn bú jiàn dǐ de hēi yè lǐ nèi xiē gù shì yě méi piàn nǐ |
| [02:42.201] | wǒ de yǎn jīng zǎo jiù bù zài qīng chè ér shì cháng cháng bù mǎn xuè sī |
| [02:45.701] | suí shǒu jì kě néng dà jiā yě xǔ tīng guò wǒ dōu wàng jì le zěn me xiě cí |
| [02:49.451] | dāng chén zuì zài jiǔ jīng de má bì wàng jì zěn me ná bǐ bié wèn wǒ dào dǐ zěn me xiě zì |
| [02:52.951] | wǒ shēn tǐ lǐ zhù zhe wú shù gè zì jǐ tā men dōu zài ràng wǒ jiān chí |
| [02:56.952] | nǐ de nǔ lì zài bié rén yǎn lǐ gēn běn bù zhí qián |
| [02:58.952] | tā men zhǐ xiǎng yào kàn dào nǐ qù yíng hé dà zhòng de kǒu wèi |
| [03:00.702] | fǎn zhèng guò chéng zěn yàng tā men bù dǒng jiān xīn zhǐ shì tīng zhòng |
| [03:02.704] | suǒ yǐ wǒ bù zài hu píng jià yě bù zài hu méi rén tīng dǒng |
| [03:04.452] | zhè zhǒng gǎn jué zhēn de hěn zāo |
| [03:05.952] | miàn duì yī xiē wā kǔ hái yǒu hěn duō lěng xiào |
| [03:07.702] | tā men jué de zhè shì lā jī bìng bù gǎn mào |
| [03:09.202] | suǒ yǐ |
| [03:10.198] | tā men jué dìng bǎ zhè yī qiè quán bù huǐ diào |