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Seems crazy cuz people be thinking |
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that I be changing |
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but it's really them that be changing |
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I remember the day |
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I first signed my record deal with Lyle |
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everything was so good everyone was so proud |
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I was so very happy, still with my baby daddy |
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Living with my granny, but we was all family |
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It's like when the tour begin, that's when the war begin |
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you would be flipping, ripping soon as I'm walkin in |
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And I'm so sleepy, could barely stay awake |
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you don't understand I been in the studio for six weeks |
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Straight till 4 in the morning tryna finish these songs |
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And all you wanna talk about is how many times you was calling |
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And I'm always lying, it's never the truth it never crossed your mind that I could've been in the booth |
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Tryna hurry up and get back home to you |
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tryna get these cheues so we could get out the 'jects |
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I wasn't thinking 'bout no niggas, wasn't thinking 'bout sex |
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tryna do this show so I could get this dough |
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All I was thinking was I gotta finish Remy on the rocks and I'm not tryna flop so it gotta be hot |
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Everybody on my back saying hurry up and drop |
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so I'm asking you, what I'm suppose to do? |
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Listen y'all, I know it seem like I be dissing y'all |
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I'm just tryna reach my goals and remain focused but |
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Ain't shit changed, now, I'm still the same |
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So wish me well |
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Sometimes I might scream and yell |
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But even people with a fan base have bad days but |
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Ain't shit changed, for real, I'm still the same |
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You was the only child until I came |
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See we was buck wild back in the days |
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I was scared to have a boyfriend cuz you would beat him up |
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We'd eat cereal together, watch cartoons when we got up |
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So I couldn't believe that you flipped on me |
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right in the streets for a bitch so weak that ain't got shit but |
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A ****ed up weave and |
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I'm your blood, your little sister, I started to cry said it must be the liquor |
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See I almost died when you took sides with her then walked off and just left me there like I was nobody and you really ain't care |
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Said you would die for me, how you ain't gon' ride for me, how you see me on the block and don't say hi to me |
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It's all love now, and it's all done now, but you never took the time to apologize to me |
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It may be hard to see, but it bothers me |
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I know you ain't gon' let nobody do no harm to me |
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But you can't be acting like you fathered me |
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so I'm asking you, what I'm suppose to do? |
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Listen y'all, I know it seem like I be dissing y'all |
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I'm just tryna reach my goals and remain focused but |
| [02:42.200] |
Ain't shit changed, now, I'm still the same |
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So wish me well |
| [02:47.960] |
Sometimes I might scream and yell |
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But even people with a fan base have bad days but |
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Ain't shit changed, for real, I'm still the same |
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Mommy you was the one that made me but you didn't raise me |
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You left me all alone I had to hold my own |
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But now I'm all grown and far away from home |
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I know you love me but you did me wrong |
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I guess it was all the drugs that you was on |
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or the beatings you got from my foul step pops |
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Remember the time his punk ass had his nerve to raise his hands to me bitch nigga blacking my eye |
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I was wishing he would die but now I wish him life |
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I know he seeing me blowing and it's killing him slowly but what kills me is that you watched him hit me, so I'm |
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Asking you, what I'm suppose to do? |
| [03:34.590] |
Listen y'all, I know it seem like I be dissing y'all |
| [03:37.880] |
I'm just tryna reach my goals and remain focused but |
| [03:42.140] |
Ain't shit changed, now, I'm still the same |
| [03:46.480] |
So wish me well |
| [03:47.340] |
Sometimes I might scream and yell |
| [03:49.920] |
But even people with a fan base have bad days but |
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Ain't shit changed, for real, I'm still the same |
