| [00:00.000] | 作词 : Ahu(李研涛)/ELmoCH |
| [00:01.000] | 作曲 : Lucid |
| [00:24.73] | 畏惧的心灵在一直打颤 |
| [00:26.43] | 思绪已经被自己打乱 |
| [00:27.95] | 当我撕下面具才知道曾经的快乐只是表面 |
| [00:31.03] | 心中的痛不愿提起 |
| [00:32.59] | 别问就当没有谜底 |
| [00:34.22] | 我想我应该放下也应该扛上生活的行李 |
| [00:37.24] | 不再由时间随意流逝 |
| [00:38.86] | 不再由空虚穿过胸膛 |
| [00:40.36] | 到底做什么选择明智 |
| [00:41.88] | 二十来岁不要迷茫 |
| [00:43.44] | 与这个世界签上了合约 |
| [00:46.52] | 我想我不能够再继续停歇 |
| [00:48.77] | 此时我想欢笑 让我不再沉痛 |
| [00:51.81] | 不然都没有精力赚钱都没钱去买大众 |
| [00:54.82] | 此刻我想在那个雨过天晴的午后 |
| [00:57.72] | 把为自己写的歌 在公堂当众演奏 |
| [01:00.83] | 让自己变得无法超越学会了憧憬 |
| [01:04.09] | 经历各种繁琐的事后突然苏醒 |
| [01:07.24] | 且予我黄昏之际拥抱着未来永远长眠 |
| [01:10.50] | 过去都好像永远失忆抓住握不紧的流年 |
| [01:13.96] | My life |
| [01:16.69] | so chill |
| [01:20.05] | No light |
| [01:22.78] | I feel |
| [01:26.19] | 又是一个人的夜晚 |
| [01:27.45] | 血液循环的流过血管 |
| [01:29.01] | 精神持续麻木又不断重复 |
| [01:30.84] | 我承认的确在原地踏步 |
| [01:32.27] | 没能早一点恍然大悟给出一个答复 |
| [01:35.04] | 没让家人对我刮目却多了牵肠挂肚 |
| [01:38.23] | 越来越短 |
| [01:39.04] | 路灯下映出失落的背影 |
| [01:41.25] | 越来越远 |
| [01:42.01] | 没了当初的勇气去离乡背井 |
| [01:44.33] | 不愿睡醒因为睁眼又是满眼失望 |
| [01:47.32] | 失望透顶但是也得把光鲜的外衣披上 |
| [01:50.49] | 我也不想生活过得如此浑浑噩噩 |
| [01:53.55] | 我也看透了太多身边人的形形色色 |
| [01:56.62] | 我也想有人能一直激励我在时时刻刻 |
| [01:59.74] | 我也不会像以前一样只会唯唯诺诺 |
| [02:02.78] | 我承认现在十分落魄是我的现状 |
| [02:05.84] | 当然不会就此堕落还有我的愿望 |
| [02:09.26] | 用坚强替代懦弱谁还没有次过错 |
| [02:12.06] | 散发出自己的光亮哪怕不是光芒万丈 |
| [02:27.22] | 后期混音:Ahu(李研涛) |
| [02:27.94] | 录音:HeavyZero Studio |
| [02:28.43] | 发行:北京太声文化传播有限公司 |
| [02:29.02] |
| [00:00.000] | zuo ci : Ahu li yan tao ELmoCH |
| [00:01.000] | zuo qu : Lucid |
| [00:24.73] | wei ju de xin ling zai yi zhi da zhan |
| [00:26.43] | si xu yi jing bei zi ji da luan |
| [00:27.95] | dang wo si xia mian ju cai zhi dao ceng jing de kuai le zhi shi biao mian |
| [00:31.03] | xin zhong de tong bu yuan ti qi |
| [00:32.59] | bie wen jiu dang mei you mi di |
| [00:34.22] | wo xiang wo ying gai fang xia ye ying gai kang shang sheng huo de xing li |
| [00:37.24] | bu zai you shi jian sui yi liu shi |
| [00:38.86] | bu zai you kong xu chuan guo xiong tang |
| [00:40.36] | dao di zuo shi mo xuan ze ming zhi |
| [00:41.88] | er shi lai sui bu yao mi mang |
| [00:43.44] | yu zhe ge shi jie qian shang le he yue |
| [00:46.52] | wo xiang wo bu neng gou zai ji xu ting xie |
| [00:48.77] | ci shi wo xiang huan xiao rang wo bu zai chen tong |
| [00:51.81] | bu ran dou mei you jing li zhuan qian dou mei qian qu mai da zhong |
| [00:54.82] | ci ke wo xiang zai na ge yu guo tian qing de wu hou |
| [00:57.72] | ba wei zi ji xie de ge zai gong tang dang zhong yan zou |
| [01:00.83] | rang zi ji bian de wu fa chao yue xue hui le chong jing |
| [01:04.09] | jing li ge zhong fan suo de shi hou tu ran su xing |
| [01:07.24] | qie yu wo huang hun zhi ji yong bao zhe wei lai yong yuan chang mian |
| [01:10.50] | guo qu dou hao xiang yong yuan shi yi zhua zhu wo bu jin de liu nian |
| [01:13.96] | My life |
| [01:16.69] | so chill |
| [01:20.05] | No light |
| [01:22.78] | I feel |
| [01:26.19] | you shi yi ge ren de ye wan |
| [01:27.45] | xue ye xun huan de liu guo xue guan |
| [01:29.01] | jing shen chi xu ma mu you bu duan chong fu |
| [01:30.84] | wo cheng ren di que zai yuan di ta bu |
| [01:32.27] | mei neng zao yi dian huang ran da wu gei chu yi ge da fu |
| [01:35.04] | mei rang jia ren dui wo gua mu que duo le qian chang gua du |
| [01:38.23] | yue lai yue duan |
| [01:39.04] | lu deng xia ying chu shi luo de bei ying |
| [01:41.25] | yue lai yue yuan |
| [01:42.01] | mei liao dang chu de yong qi qu li xiang bei jing |
| [01:44.33] | bu yuan shui xing yin wei zheng yan you shi man yan shi wang |
| [01:47.32] | shi wang tou ding dan shi ye de ba guang xian de wai yi pi shang |
| [01:50.49] | wo ye bu xiang sheng huo guo de ru ci hun hun e e |
| [01:53.55] | wo ye kan tou le tai duo shen bian ren de xing xing se se |
| [01:56.62] | wo ye xiang you ren neng yi zhi ji li wo zai shi shi ke ke |
| [01:59.74] | wo ye bu hui xiang yi qian yi yang zhi hui wei wei nuo nuo |
| [02:02.78] | wo cheng ren xian zai shi fen luo tuo shi wo de xian zhuang |
| [02:05.84] | dang ran bu hui jiu ci duo luo hai you wo de yuan wang |
| [02:09.26] | yong jian qiang ti dai nuo ruo shui hai mei you ci guo cuo |
| [02:12.06] | san fa chu zi ji de guang liang na pa bu shi guang mang wan zhang |
| [02:27.22] | hou qi hun yin: Ahu li yan tao |
| [02:27.94] | lu yin: HeavyZero Studio |
| [02:28.43] | fa xing: bei jing tai sheng wen hua chuan bo you xian gong si |
| [02:29.02] |
| [00:00.000] | zuò cí : Ahu lǐ yán tāo ELmoCH |
| [00:01.000] | zuò qǔ : Lucid |
| [00:24.73] | wèi jù de xīn líng zài yī zhí dǎ zhàn |
| [00:26.43] | sī xù yǐ jīng bèi zì jǐ dǎ luàn |
| [00:27.95] | dāng wǒ sī xià miàn jù cái zhī dào céng jīng de kuài lè zhǐ shì biǎo miàn |
| [00:31.03] | xīn zhōng de tòng bù yuàn tí qǐ |
| [00:32.59] | bié wèn jiù dāng méi yǒu mí dǐ |
| [00:34.22] | wǒ xiǎng wǒ yīng gāi fàng xià yě yīng gāi káng shàng shēng huó de xíng lǐ |
| [00:37.24] | bù zài yóu shí jiān suí yì liú shì |
| [00:38.86] | bù zài yóu kōng xū chuān guò xiōng táng |
| [00:40.36] | dào dǐ zuò shí mǒ xuǎn zé míng zhì |
| [00:41.88] | èr shí lái suì bú yào mí máng |
| [00:43.44] | yǔ zhè gè shì jiè qiān shàng le hé yuē |
| [00:46.52] | wǒ xiǎng wǒ bù néng gòu zài jì xù tíng xiē |
| [00:48.77] | cǐ shí wǒ xiǎng huān xiào ràng wǒ bù zài chén tòng |
| [00:51.81] | bù rán dōu méi yǒu jīng lì zhuàn qián dōu méi qián qù mǎi dà zhòng |
| [00:54.82] | cǐ kè wǒ xiǎng zài nà gè yǔ guò tiān qíng de wǔ hòu |
| [00:57.72] | bǎ wèi zì jǐ xiě de gē zài gōng táng dāng zhòng yǎn zòu |
| [01:00.83] | ràng zì jǐ biàn de wú fǎ chāo yuè xué huì le chōng jǐng |
| [01:04.09] | jīng lì gè zhǒng fán suǒ de shì hòu tū rán sū xǐng |
| [01:07.24] | qiě yǔ wǒ huáng hūn zhī jì yōng bào zhe wèi lái yǒng yuǎn cháng mián |
| [01:10.50] | guò qù dōu hǎo xiàng yǒng yuǎn shī yì zhuā zhù wò bù jǐn de liú nián |
| [01:13.96] | My life |
| [01:16.69] | so chill |
| [01:20.05] | No light |
| [01:22.78] | I feel |
| [01:26.19] | yòu shì yí ge rén de yè wǎn |
| [01:27.45] | xuè yè xún huán de liú guò xuè guǎn |
| [01:29.01] | jīng shén chí xù má mù yòu bù duàn chóng fù |
| [01:30.84] | wǒ chéng rèn dí què zài yuán dì tà bù |
| [01:32.27] | méi néng zǎo yì diǎn huǎng rán dà wù gěi chū yí gè dá fù |
| [01:35.04] | méi ràng jiā rén duì wǒ guā mù què duō le qiān cháng guà dù |
| [01:38.23] | yuè lái yuè duǎn |
| [01:39.04] | lù dēng xià yìng chū shī luò de bèi yǐng |
| [01:41.25] | yuè lái yuè yuǎn |
| [01:42.01] | méi liǎo dàng chū de yǒng qì qù lí xiāng bèi jǐng |
| [01:44.33] | bù yuàn shuì xǐng yīn wèi zhēng yǎn yòu shì mǎn yǎn shī wàng |
| [01:47.32] | shī wàng tòu dǐng dàn shì yě de bǎ guāng xiān de wài yī pī shàng |
| [01:50.49] | wǒ yě bù xiǎng shēng huó guò de rú cǐ hún hún è è |
| [01:53.55] | wǒ yě kàn tòu le tài duō shēn biān rén de xíng xíng sè sè |
| [01:56.62] | wǒ yě xiǎng yǒu rén néng yī zhí jī lì wǒ zài shí shí kè kè |
| [01:59.74] | wǒ yě bú huì xiàng yǐ qián yí yàng zhǐ huì wěi wěi nuò nuò |
| [02:02.78] | wǒ chéng rèn xiàn zài shí fēn luò tuò shì wǒ de xiàn zhuàng |
| [02:05.84] | dāng rán bú huì jiù cǐ duò luò hái yǒu wǒ de yuàn wàng |
| [02:09.26] | yòng jiān qiáng tì dài nuò ruò shuí hái méi yǒu cì guò cuò |
| [02:12.06] | sàn fà chū zì jǐ de guāng liàng nǎ pà bú shì guāng máng wàn zhàng |
| [02:27.22] | hòu qī hùn yīn: Ahu lǐ yán tāo |
| [02:27.94] | lù yīn: HeavyZero Studio |
| [02:28.43] | fā xíng: běi jīng tài shēng wén huà chuán bō yǒu xiàn gōng sī |
| [02:29.02] |