| O life, you seem to turn your back to me | |
| Devoid of hope, where can I go? | |
| Without divine judgement and intervention | |
| No one can live, no one can hope | |
| It is to You, my Lord that I turn now | |
| I proved myself more than once | |
| Once You've tested humanity's faith | |
| But now, I'll test Your strength | |
| O pain, so real so everlasting | |
| You break my heart and crush my soul | |
| I see no way out of this but | |
| I chose to live and suffer thee | |
| That's why my Lord, in Your eyes I'll commit | |
| One by one the seven gravest sins | |
| Until Your righteous punishment shall rid me | |
| Of every doubt about Your existence | |
| You can't escape the pain | |
| Of life's suffering | |
| But how sweet it becomes when | |
| It has a meaning | |
| This meaning I found | |
| In wrath, sin and grief | |
| How strong is my hate! | |
| It makes me feel alive |