| [00:00.000] | 作词 : Tc.(天赐)/蓝朋友 |
| [00:01.000] | 作曲 : Tc.(天赐)/蓝朋友 |
| [00:22.937] | 还没开始睡就已经清醒 |
| [00:25.687] | 整日整夜思考着那些憧憬 |
| [00:28.439] | 围绕了我一整年的失眠 |
| [00:30.690] | 仿佛痛苦还在昨天 |
| [00:32.434] | 很多时候还没闭眼就已经到了早上 |
| [00:35.682] | 是否今天一样对自己很失望 |
| [00:37.937] | 不断一次一次扪心自问 |
| [00:40.432] | 看着自己一次一次不断沉沦 |
| [00:42.430] | 早已长大成人可还像个小孩 |
| [00:46.435] | 很多事情都没办法释怀 |
| [00:49.430] | 无法言喻内心的无奈 |
| [00:51.439] | 唉 内心的压力 真实的自己 |
| [00:54.435] | 2018有太多人的离去 |
| [00:56.931] | R.I.P生活还是要继续下去 |
| [00:59.181] | 发誓2019一定要走起来 |
| [01:02.933] | 和我的兄弟们say hi |
| [01:04.684] | 曾经在我身边的都已不在 |
| [01:07.181] | 也曾对最爱我的人造成伤害 |
| [01:09.689] | 可是这些都是经历它们让我明白更多道理 |
| [01:12.941] | 也更加珍惜现在 |
| [01:14.681] | 想对变得如此极端的我一顿臭骂 |
| [01:17.434] | 想要收回曾经对他人说过的狠话 |
| [01:20.183] | 想要改变他们对以前的我的评价 |
| [01:22.439] | 想要学会成长学会担当学会放下 |
| [01:25.433] | 是否你也像我一样 |
| [01:26.686] | 还在愁苦呢 |
| [01:27.685] | 不断抱怨着 |
| [01:28.940] | 生活如此艰难呢 |
| [01:30.182] | 是否你也像我一样 |
| [01:31.936] | 还在失眠呢 |
| [01:32.933] | 不断思考着 |
| [01:34.185] | 我的路在哪呢 |
| [01:35.429] | 是否你也像我一样 |
| [01:36.683] | 还在愁苦呢 |
| [01:38.179] | 不断抱怨着 |
| [01:39.435] | 生活如此艰难呢 |
| [01:40.687] | 是否你也像我一样 |
| [01:41.931] | 还在失眠呢 |
| [01:43.441] | 不断思考着 |
| [01:44.182] | 我的路在哪呢 |
| [01:45.936] | 是否你也像我一样 |
| [02:27.288] | 嘿 是否你也夜不能寐 |
| [02:29.539] | 是否你也感觉很累就是不能入睡 |
| [02:32.791] | 是否你也总爱抱着棉被 |
| [02:35.041] | 一个人捂着嘴闷声流着眼泪 |
| [02:37.294] | 我觉得我的生活一团糟 |
| [02:40.045] | 我总在浪费每个暮暮与朝朝 |
| [02:42.788] | 计划被我打乱曾经的坚持被我打断以前自信的自己开始变得优柔寡断 |
| [02:47.791] | i'm fking down |
| [02:50.541] | 我根本找不到我的方向 方向 |
| [02:52.795] | 我甚至找不到一个人来诉说我的迷茫 |
| [02:55.291] | 更别说抚慰我的伤 |
| [02:58.297] | 微信通讯录的人数还在不停增加 |
| [03:00.795] | 可我的好友却在做着减法 ye |
| [03:03.543] | 看着曾经最好的朋友在朋友圈里开着玩笑我很想他却又插不上话 唉 |
| [03:08.794] | 你问我为何总把眉头紧皱 |
| [03:11.544] | 我相信你也有不为人知的自己的痛 |
| [03:13.299] | 我开始逃避不敢去想我的以后 |
| [03:16.049] | 就像沙漏在流逝你无法左右 |
| [03:18.789] | 我开始把自己给封闭 给封闭 |
| [03:21.297] | 我甚至想逃离周围的空气 |
| [03:24.048] | 整个大脑被沮丧占据 |
| [03:26.290] | 快乐像是被关了监狱 |
| [03:29.297] | 可想想这一切都是我自作自受 |
| [03:32.291] | 作茧自缚的我自甘堕落 |
| [03:34.542] | 曾经做错的事情 曾经说过誓言 |
| [03:36.796] | 都是我种下的恶果最终开在我的坟前 |
| [03:39.547] | 多少次我在梦里回到了高中 我就站在教室的门前 |
| [03:44.539] | 那里微风和阳光正好 |
| [03:46.547] | 而她 |
| [03:47.293] | 还像当初那样坐在我的旁边 |
| [03:50.041] | 是否 你也和我一样 还在对着记忆固执吗 |
| [03:55.292] | 是否 你也和我一样 还在后悔着结局不是她 |
| [04:00.295] | 是否 你也和我一样 还在对着记忆固执吗 |
| [04:05.541] | 是否 这生活还是要 继续不是吗 不是吗? |
| [00:00.000] | zuo ci : Tc. tian ci lan peng you |
| [00:01.000] | zuo qu : Tc. tian ci lan peng you |
| [00:22.937] | hai mei kai shi shui jiu yi jing qing xing |
| [00:25.687] | zheng ri zheng ye si kao zhe nei xie chong jing |
| [00:28.439] | wei rao le wo yi zheng nian de shi mian |
| [00:30.690] | fang fu tong ku hai zai zuo tian |
| [00:32.434] | hen duo shi hou hai mei bi yan jiu yi jing dao le zao shang |
| [00:35.682] | shi fou jin tian yi yang dui zi ji hen shi wang |
| [00:37.937] | bu duan yi ci yi ci men xin zi wen |
| [00:40.432] | kan zhe zi ji yi ci yi ci bu duan chen lun |
| [00:42.430] | zao yi zhang da cheng ren ke hai xiang ge xiao hai |
| [00:46.435] | hen duo shi qing dou mei ban fa shi huai |
| [00:49.430] | wu fa yan yu nei xin de wu nai |
| [00:51.439] | ai nei xin de ya li zhen shi de zi ji |
| [00:54.435] | 2018 you tai duo ren de li qu |
| [00:56.931] | R. I. P sheng huo hai shi yao ji xu xia qu |
| [00:59.181] | fa shi 2019 yi ding yao zou qi lai |
| [01:02.933] | he wo de xiong di men say hi |
| [01:04.684] | ceng jing zai wo shen bian de dou yi bu zai |
| [01:07.181] | ye zeng dui zui ai wo de ren zao cheng shang hai |
| [01:09.689] | ke shi zhei xie dou shi jing li ta men rang wo ming bai geng duo dao li |
| [01:12.941] | ye geng jia zhen xi xian zai |
| [01:14.681] | xiang dui bian de ru ci ji duan di wo yi dun chou ma |
| [01:17.434] | xiang yao shou hui ceng jing dui ta ren shuo guo de hen hua |
| [01:20.183] | xiang yao gai bian ta men dui yi qian de wo de ping jia |
| [01:22.439] | xiang yao xue hui cheng zhang xue hui dan dang xue hui fang xia |
| [01:25.433] | shi fou ni ye xiang wo yi yang |
| [01:26.686] | hai zai chou ku ne |
| [01:27.685] | bu duan bao yuan zhe |
| [01:28.940] | sheng huo ru ci jian nan ne |
| [01:30.182] | shi fou ni ye xiang wo yi yang |
| [01:31.936] | hai zai shi mian ne |
| [01:32.933] | bu duan si kao zhe |
| [01:34.185] | wo de lu zai na ne |
| [01:35.429] | shi fou ni ye xiang wo yi yang |
| [01:36.683] | hai zai chou ku ne |
| [01:38.179] | bu duan bao yuan zhe |
| [01:39.435] | sheng huo ru ci jian nan ne |
| [01:40.687] | shi fou ni ye xiang wo yi yang |
| [01:41.931] | hai zai shi mian ne |
| [01:43.441] | bu duan si kao zhe |
| [01:44.182] | wo de lu zai na ne |
| [01:45.936] | shi fou ni ye xiang wo yi yang |
| [02:27.288] | hei shi fou ni ye ye bu neng mei |
| [02:29.539] | shi fou ni ye gan jue hen lei jiu shi bu neng ru shui |
| [02:32.791] | shi fou ni ye zong ai bao zhe mian bei |
| [02:35.041] | yi ge ren wu zhe zui men sheng liu zhuo yan lei |
| [02:37.294] | wo jue de wo de sheng huo yi tuan zao |
| [02:40.045] | wo zong zai lang fei mei ge mu mu yu zhao zhao |
| [02:42.788] | ji hua bei wo da luan ceng jing de jian chi bei wo da duan yi qian zi xin de zi ji kai shi bian de you rou gua duan |
| [02:47.791] | i' m fking down |
| [02:50.541] | wo gen ben zhao bu dao wo de fang xiang fang xiang |
| [02:52.795] | wo shen zhi zhao bu dao yi ge ren lai su shuo wo de mi mang |
| [02:55.291] | geng bie shuo fu wei wo de shang |
| [02:58.297] | wei xin tong xun lu de ren shu hai zai bu ting zeng jia |
| [03:00.795] | ke wo de hao you que zai zuo zhe jian fa ye |
| [03:03.543] | kan zhe ceng jing zui hao de peng you zai peng you quan li kai zhe wan xiao wo hen xiang ta que you cha bu shang hua ai |
| [03:08.794] | ni wen wo wei he zong ba mei tou jin zhou |
| [03:11.544] | wo xiang xin ni ye you bu wei ren zhi de zi ji de tong |
| [03:13.299] | wo kai shi tao bi bu gan qu xiang wo de yi hou |
| [03:16.049] | jiu xiang sha lou zai liu shi ni wu fa zuo you |
| [03:18.789] | wo kai shi ba zi ji gei feng bi gei feng bi |
| [03:21.297] | wo shen zhi xiang tao li zhou wei de kong qi |
| [03:24.048] | zheng ge da nao bei ju sang zhan ju |
| [03:26.290] | kuai le xiang shi bei guan le jian yu |
| [03:29.297] | ke xiang xiang zhe yi qie dou shi wo zi zuo zi shou |
| [03:32.291] | zuo jian zi fu de wo zi gan duo luo |
| [03:34.542] | ceng jing zuo cuo de shi qing ceng jing shuo guo shi yan |
| [03:36.796] | dou shi wo zhong xia de e guo zui zhong kai zai wo de fen qian |
| [03:39.547] | duo shao ci wo zai meng li hui dao le gao zhong wo jiu zhan zai jiao shi de men qian |
| [03:44.539] | na li wei feng he yang guang zheng hao |
| [03:46.547] | er ta |
| [03:47.293] | hai xiang dang chu na yang zuo zai wo de pang bian |
| [03:50.041] | shi fou ni ye he wo yi yang hai zai dui zhe ji yi gu zhi ma |
| [03:55.292] | shi fou ni ye he wo yi yang hai zai hou hui zhe jie ju bu shi ta |
| [04:00.295] | shi fou ni ye he wo yi yang hai zai dui zhe ji yi gu zhi ma |
| [04:05.541] | shi fou zhe sheng huo hai shi yao ji xu bu shi ma bu shi ma? |
| [00:00.000] | zuò cí : Tc. tiān cì lán péng yǒu |
| [00:01.000] | zuò qǔ : Tc. tiān cì lán péng yǒu |
| [00:22.937] | hái méi kāi shǐ shuì jiù yǐ jīng qīng xǐng |
| [00:25.687] | zhěng rì zhěng yè sī kǎo zhe nèi xiē chōng jǐng |
| [00:28.439] | wéi rào le wǒ yī zhěng nián de shī mián |
| [00:30.690] | fǎng fú tòng kǔ hái zài zuó tiān |
| [00:32.434] | hěn duō shí hòu hái méi bì yǎn jiù yǐ jīng dào le zǎo shàng |
| [00:35.682] | shì fǒu jīn tiān yí yàng duì zì jǐ hěn shī wàng |
| [00:37.937] | bù duàn yī cì yī cì mén xīn zì wèn |
| [00:40.432] | kàn zhe zì jǐ yī cì yī cì bù duàn chén lún |
| [00:42.430] | zǎo yǐ zhǎng dà chéng rén kě hái xiàng gè xiǎo hái |
| [00:46.435] | hěn duō shì qíng dōu méi bàn fǎ shì huái |
| [00:49.430] | wú fǎ yán yù nèi xīn de wú nài |
| [00:51.439] | āi nèi xīn de yā lì zhēn shí de zì jǐ |
| [00:54.435] | 2018 yǒu tài duō rén de lí qù |
| [00:56.931] | R. I. P shēng huó hái shì yào jì xù xià qù |
| [00:59.181] | fā shì 2019 yí dìng yào zǒu qǐ lái |
| [01:02.933] | hé wǒ de xiōng dì men say hi |
| [01:04.684] | céng jīng zài wǒ shēn biān de dōu yǐ bù zài |
| [01:07.181] | yě zēng duì zuì ài wǒ de rén zào chéng shāng hài |
| [01:09.689] | kě shì zhèi xiē dōu shì jīng lì tā men ràng wǒ míng bái gèng duō dào lǐ |
| [01:12.941] | yě gèng jiā zhēn xī xiàn zài |
| [01:14.681] | xiǎng duì biàn de rú cǐ jí duān dì wǒ yī dùn chòu mà |
| [01:17.434] | xiǎng yào shōu huí céng jīng duì tā rén shuō guò de hěn huà |
| [01:20.183] | xiǎng yào gǎi biàn tā men duì yǐ qián de wǒ de píng jià |
| [01:22.439] | xiǎng yào xué huì chéng zhǎng xué huì dān dāng xué huì fàng xià |
| [01:25.433] | shì fǒu nǐ yě xiàng wǒ yí yàng |
| [01:26.686] | hái zài chóu kǔ ne |
| [01:27.685] | bù duàn bào yuàn zhe |
| [01:28.940] | shēng huó rú cǐ jiān nán ne |
| [01:30.182] | shì fǒu nǐ yě xiàng wǒ yí yàng |
| [01:31.936] | hái zài shī mián ne |
| [01:32.933] | bù duàn sī kǎo zhe |
| [01:34.185] | wǒ de lù zài nǎ ne |
| [01:35.429] | shì fǒu nǐ yě xiàng wǒ yí yàng |
| [01:36.683] | hái zài chóu kǔ ne |
| [01:38.179] | bù duàn bào yuàn zhe |
| [01:39.435] | shēng huó rú cǐ jiān nán ne |
| [01:40.687] | shì fǒu nǐ yě xiàng wǒ yí yàng |
| [01:41.931] | hái zài shī mián ne |
| [01:43.441] | bù duàn sī kǎo zhe |
| [01:44.182] | wǒ de lù zài nǎ ne |
| [01:45.936] | shì fǒu nǐ yě xiàng wǒ yí yàng |
| [02:27.288] | hēi shì fǒu nǐ yě yè bù néng mèi |
| [02:29.539] | shì fǒu nǐ yě gǎn jué hěn lèi jiù shì bù néng rù shuì |
| [02:32.791] | shì fǒu nǐ yě zǒng ài bào zhe mián bèi |
| [02:35.041] | yí ge rén wǔ zhe zuǐ mēn shēng liú zhuó yǎn lèi |
| [02:37.294] | wǒ jué de wǒ de shēng huó yī tuán zāo |
| [02:40.045] | wǒ zǒng zài làng fèi měi gè mù mù yǔ zhāo zhāo |
| [02:42.788] | jì huà bèi wǒ dǎ luàn céng jīng de jiān chí bèi wǒ dǎ duàn yǐ qián zì xìn de zì jǐ kāi shǐ biàn de yōu róu guǎ duàn |
| [02:47.791] | i' m fking down |
| [02:50.541] | wǒ gēn běn zhǎo bu dào wǒ de fāng xiàng fāng xiàng |
| [02:52.795] | wǒ shèn zhì zhǎo bu dào yí ge rén lái sù shuō wǒ de mí máng |
| [02:55.291] | gèng bié shuō fǔ wèi wǒ de shāng |
| [02:58.297] | wēi xìn tōng xùn lù de rén shù hái zài bù tíng zēng jiā |
| [03:00.795] | kě wǒ de hǎo yǒu què zài zuò zhe jiǎn fǎ ye |
| [03:03.543] | kàn zhe céng jīng zuì hǎo de péng yǒu zài péng yǒu quān lǐ kāi zhe wán xiào wǒ hěn xiǎng tā què yòu chā bù shàng huà āi |
| [03:08.794] | nǐ wèn wǒ wèi hé zǒng bǎ méi tóu jǐn zhòu |
| [03:11.544] | wǒ xiāng xìn nǐ yě yǒu bù wéi rén zhī de zì jǐ de tòng |
| [03:13.299] | wǒ kāi shǐ táo bì bù gǎn qù xiǎng wǒ de yǐ hòu |
| [03:16.049] | jiù xiàng shā lòu zài liú shì nǐ wú fǎ zuǒ yòu |
| [03:18.789] | wǒ kāi shǐ bǎ zì jǐ gěi fēng bì gěi fēng bì |
| [03:21.297] | wǒ shèn zhì xiǎng táo lí zhōu wéi de kōng qì |
| [03:24.048] | zhěng gè dà nǎo bèi jǔ sàng zhàn jù |
| [03:26.290] | kuài lè xiàng shì bèi guān le jiān yù |
| [03:29.297] | kě xiǎng xiǎng zhè yī qiè dōu shì wǒ zì zuò zì shòu |
| [03:32.291] | zuò jiǎn zì fù de wǒ zì gān duò luò |
| [03:34.542] | céng jīng zuò cuò de shì qíng céng jīng shuō guò shì yán |
| [03:36.796] | dōu shì wǒ zhǒng xià de è guǒ zuì zhōng kāi zài wǒ de fén qián |
| [03:39.547] | duō shǎo cì wǒ zài mèng lǐ huí dào le gāo zhōng wǒ jiù zhàn zài jiào shì de mén qián |
| [03:44.539] | nà lǐ wēi fēng hé yáng guāng zhèng hǎo |
| [03:46.547] | ér tā |
| [03:47.293] | hái xiàng dāng chū nà yàng zuò zài wǒ de páng biān |
| [03:50.041] | shì fǒu nǐ yě hé wǒ yí yàng hái zài duì zhe jì yì gù zhí ma |
| [03:55.292] | shì fǒu nǐ yě hé wǒ yí yàng hái zài hòu huǐ zhe jié jú bú shì tā |
| [04:00.295] | shì fǒu nǐ yě hé wǒ yí yàng hái zài duì zhe jì yì gù zhí ma |
| [04:05.541] | shì fǒu zhè shēng huó hái shì yào jì xù bú shì ma bú shì ma? |