| [00:00.000] | 作词 : ANTI emotion GUN/123456789 |
| [00:01.000] | 作曲 : ANTI emotion GUN/123456789 |
| [00:11.75] | 混音:An Lord |
| [00:14.27] | 封面:刘若梅 |
| [00:16.86] | beat:free XXXTENTACION type beat |
| [00:32.71] | Sfante:精神世界还是一贫如洗 |
| [00:34.52] | 可怕的念头都藏在心里 |
| [00:36.63] | 习惯消积的我拿起了画笔 |
| [00:38.45] | 画的小人虽然在走没有了身体 |
| [00:40.60] | 惆怅楼下漫步 一支烟仿佛把我超度 |
| [00:43.64] | 知道那尼古丁有毒 可只有它能把我救赎 |
| [00:48.47] | 我记得基督教堂里的那个姑娘 |
| [00:50.81] | 再高尚的女人也会撒谎 |
| [00:52.77] | 站在桥上的我陷入迷惘 |
| [00:54.67] | 真正下定决心的人无法阻挡 |
| [00:56.55] | 伏特加把我从现实世界灌醉 |
| [00:58.54] | 味蕾 被酒精一锤一锤慢慢打碎 |
| [01:00.52] | 呕吐的感觉能够让我无限回味 |
| [01:02.74] | 我不想现在就对我的生活从此下跪 |
| [01:04.57] | 消积之后面对的都是平时堆积起的fire |
| [01:12.56] | 再没解决事情之前我可能都会感觉到那tired |
| [01:19.37] | 卑微着 但依旧欢笑着我知道你肯定不在我身边 |
| [01:27.45] | 我知道,你已经有归宿了所以会收敛 |
| [01:36.6] | An Lord:如果没有我 就不会有错 |
| [01:38.26] | 如果没有我 你会更好过 |
| [01:40.30] | 如果没有这一切我就不会疯狂 也不会去讨厌我心里的迷茫 |
| [01:44.19] | 人人都躲着我说 |
| [01:45.84] | 说这一切的事全都怪我 |
| [01:47.73] | 我承认怪我自己的懦弱 |
| [01:49.75] | 正确的选择被我给错过 |
| [01:52.34] | 所有的人都在开着玩笑 |
| [01:59.80] | 不想再说话 有什么可怕 |
| [02:03.86] | 不想成为他 是有一点假 |
| [02:07.77] | 我想要逃离这个破碎的世界 |
| [02:15.68] | 同时与陌生的人再说一声离别 |
| [02:23.74] | 我终于可以不再停留在每一夜 |
| [02:31.68] | 烟灰缸中的烟终于要熄灭 |
| [00:00.000] | zuo ci : ANTI emotion GUN 123456789 |
| [00:01.000] | zuo qu : ANTI emotion GUN 123456789 |
| [00:11.75] | hun yin: An Lord |
| [00:14.27] | feng mian: liu ruo mei |
| [00:16.86] | beat: free XXXTENTACION type beat |
| [00:32.71] | Sfante: jing shen shi jie hai shi yi pin ru xi |
| [00:34.52] | ke pa de nian tou dou cang zai xin li |
| [00:36.63] | xi guan xiao ji de wo na qi le hua bi |
| [00:38.45] | hua de xiao ren sui ran zai zou mei you le shen ti |
| [00:40.60] | chou chang lou xia man bu yi zhi yan fang fu ba wo chao du |
| [00:43.64] | zhi dao na ni gu ding you du ke zhi you ta neng ba wo jiu shu |
| [00:48.47] | wo ji de ji du jiao tang li de na ge gu niang |
| [00:50.81] | zai gao shang de nv ren ye hui sa huang |
| [00:52.77] | zhan zai qiao shang de wo xian ru mi wang |
| [00:54.67] | zhen zheng xia ding jue xin de ren wu fa zu dang |
| [00:56.55] | fu te jia ba wo cong xian shi shi jie guan zui |
| [00:58.54] | wei lei bei jiu jing yi chui yi chui man man da sui |
| [01:00.52] | ou tu de gan jue neng gou rang wo wu xian hui wei |
| [01:02.74] | wo bu xiang xian zai jiu dui wo de sheng huo cong ci xia gui |
| [01:04.57] | xiao ji zhi hou mian dui de dou shi ping shi dui ji qi de fire |
| [01:12.56] | zai mei jie jue shi qing zhi qian wo ke neng dou hui gan jue dao na tired |
| [01:19.37] | bei wei zhe dan yi jiu huan xiao zhe wo zhi dao ni ken ding bu zai wo shen bian |
| [01:27.45] | wo zhi dao, ni yi jing you gui su le suo yi hui shou lian |
| [01:36.6] | An Lord: ru guo mei you wo jiu bu hui you cuo |
| [01:38.26] | ru guo mei you wo ni hui geng hao guo |
| [01:40.30] | ru guo mei you zhe yi qie wo jiu bu hui feng kuang ye bu hui qu tao yan wo xin li de mi mang |
| [01:44.19] | ren ren dou duo zhe wo shuo |
| [01:45.84] | shuo zhe yi qie de shi quan dou guai wo |
| [01:47.73] | wo cheng ren guai wo zi ji de nuo ruo |
| [01:49.75] | zheng que de xuan ze bei wo gei cuo guo |
| [01:52.34] | suo you de ren dou zai kai zhe wan xiao |
| [01:59.80] | bu xiang zai shuo hua you shen me ke pa |
| [02:03.86] | bu xiang cheng wei ta shi you yi dian jia |
| [02:07.77] | wo xiang yao tao li zhe ge po sui de shi jie |
| [02:15.68] | tong shi yu mo sheng de ren zai shuo yi sheng li bie |
| [02:23.74] | wo zhong yu ke yi bu zai ting liu zai mei yi ye |
| [02:31.68] | yan hui gang zhong de yan zhong yu yao xi mie |
| [00:00.000] | zuò cí : ANTI emotion GUN 123456789 |
| [00:01.000] | zuò qǔ : ANTI emotion GUN 123456789 |
| [00:11.75] | hùn yīn: An Lord |
| [00:14.27] | fēng miàn: liú ruò méi |
| [00:16.86] | beat: free XXXTENTACION type beat |
| [00:32.71] | Sfante: jīng shén shì jiè hái shì yī pín rú xǐ |
| [00:34.52] | kě pà de niàn tou dōu cáng zài xīn lǐ |
| [00:36.63] | xí guàn xiāo jī de wǒ ná qǐ le huà bǐ |
| [00:38.45] | huà de xiǎo rén suī rán zài zǒu méi yǒu le shēn tǐ |
| [00:40.60] | chóu chàng lóu xià màn bù yī zhī yān fǎng fú bǎ wǒ chāo dù |
| [00:43.64] | zhī dào nà ní gǔ dīng yǒu dú kě zhǐ yǒu tā néng bǎ wǒ jiù shú |
| [00:48.47] | wǒ jì de jī dū jiào táng lǐ de nà gè gū niáng |
| [00:50.81] | zài gāo shàng de nǚ rén yě huì sā huǎng |
| [00:52.77] | zhàn zài qiáo shàng de wǒ xiàn rù mí wǎng |
| [00:54.67] | zhēn zhèng xià dìng jué xīn de rén wú fǎ zǔ dǎng |
| [00:56.55] | fú tè jiā bǎ wǒ cóng xiàn shí shì jiè guàn zuì |
| [00:58.54] | wèi lěi bèi jiǔ jīng yī chuí yī chuí màn màn dǎ suì |
| [01:00.52] | ǒu tù de gǎn jué néng gòu ràng wǒ wú xiàn huí wèi |
| [01:02.74] | wǒ bù xiǎng xiàn zài jiù duì wǒ de shēng huó cóng cǐ xià guì |
| [01:04.57] | xiāo jī zhī hòu miàn duì de dōu shì píng shí duī jī qǐ de fire |
| [01:12.56] | zài méi jiě jué shì qíng zhī qián wǒ kě néng dōu huì gǎn jué dào nà tired |
| [01:19.37] | bēi wēi zhe dàn yī jiù huān xiào zhe wǒ zhī dào nǐ kěn dìng bù zài wǒ shēn biān |
| [01:27.45] | wǒ zhī dào, nǐ yǐ jīng yǒu guī sù le suǒ yǐ huì shōu liǎn |
| [01:36.6] | An Lord: rú guǒ méi yǒu wǒ jiù bú huì yǒu cuò |
| [01:38.26] | rú guǒ méi yǒu wǒ nǐ huì gèng hǎo guò |
| [01:40.30] | rú guǒ méi yǒu zhè yī qiè wǒ jiù bú huì fēng kuáng yě bú huì qù tǎo yàn wǒ xīn lǐ de mí máng |
| [01:44.19] | rén rén dōu duǒ zhe wǒ shuō |
| [01:45.84] | shuō zhè yī qiè de shì quán dōu guài wǒ |
| [01:47.73] | wǒ chéng rèn guài wǒ zì jǐ de nuò ruò |
| [01:49.75] | zhèng què de xuǎn zé bèi wǒ gěi cuò guò |
| [01:52.34] | suǒ yǒu de rén dōu zài kāi zhe wán xiào |
| [01:59.80] | bù xiǎng zài shuō huà yǒu shén me kě pà |
| [02:03.86] | bù xiǎng chéng wéi tā shì yǒu yì diǎn jiǎ |
| [02:07.77] | wǒ xiǎng yào táo lí zhè gè pò suì de shì jiè |
| [02:15.68] | tóng shí yǔ mò shēng de rén zài shuō yī shēng lí bié |
| [02:23.74] | wǒ zhōng yú kě yǐ bù zài tíng liú zài měi yī yè |
| [02:31.68] | yān huī gāng zhōng de yān zhōng yú yào xī miè |