| [00:26.76] | I was born from something different than i am now |
| [00:29.95] | Cuz what i am now, is like motion of the sand |
| [00:32.96] | How it fights with the waves creating friction |
| [00:36.27] | Its the struggle of a dream, within the rhymes and the diction |
| [00:40.34] | That i spit whenever im feeling down |
| [00:42.41] | Escape in a safer sound |
| [00:43.91] | I always heard it takes less effort to smile than effort to frown |
| [00:47.30] | But im starting to think that every lie that ive heard is just adding up |
| [00:51.10] | Inside my chest, i think ive had enough |
| [00:54.21] | Im impaired by all my fears |
| [00:56.17] | Isolated by my peers |
| [00:58.2] | Hung up on the **** i hear |
| [00:59.84] | From lips that only disappear |
| [01:01.35] | And ghost me when im feeling down |
| [01:03.10] | Break my body to the ground |
| [01:04.85] | Suffocate in sadness sounds |
| [01:06.72] | To fold the fomo in my frown |
| [01:08.45] | Overdose on serotonin |
| [01:10.2] | Tolerance is overflowing |
| [01:11.82] | Only time will tell |
| [01:12.26] | But i got no idea just where im going |
| [01:14.37] | Lost up in the architechture |
| [01:16.25] | Of an ode to feeling better |
| [01:17.89] | Deep december sweater weather |
| [01:19.64] | 808s beyond forever |
| [01:21.56] | I been gone for ******* years, its been all over |
| [01:24.63] | Theres been nothing but contempt and aggravation in my shoulders |
| [01:27.64] | I feel it when i fall asleep, and every day i rise |
| [01:30.88] | Theres no power left inside to try, so i say id rather die |
| [01:35.6] | But im so ************* scared that no one cares |
| [01:38.48] | So ill lock myself in brodys attic, adding knots to knotted hair |
| [01:42.82] | ***** about my story, and how none of what i feel is fair |
| [01:46.17] | And sign it, "love, the bre a thing backwards: Unimportant, unaware" |
| [01:49.74] | This day might be my last |
| [01:53.41] | This dark cloud will never pass |
| [01:56.97] | So cold ill shatter like glass |
| [02:00.79] | Can you hear me? |
| [02:03.46] | This day might be my last |
| [02:07.16] | This dark cloud will never pass |
| [02:10.74] | So cold ill shatter like glass |
| [02:17.20] | Pickin up the pieces |
| [02:18.82] | Cleaning up your mess |
| [02:20.56] | Yeah, I used to love you |
| [02:22.14] | Now you make me anxious |
| [02:22.78] | Talkin like I'm toxic |
| [02:24.47] | Babe, I'm just depressed |
| [02:26.24] | Come through for the night |
| [02:28.13] | Lay your head on my chest |
| [02:29.77] | When the sun comes up |
| [02:31.50] | I might say you gotta go |
| [02:33.72] | Tell me how you want it baby |
| [02:35.6] | We can take it slow |
| [02:36.52] | Yeah, you're lying to my face |
| [02:38.24] | You don't think I'll ever know |
| [02:39.91] | If you're hoping for a chase |
| [02:41.71] | Put your faith in safer homes |
| [02:43.59] | Blowin up my phone |
| [02:44.55] | Now you're asking for a re-do |
| [02:46.72] | I just want some dome |
| [02:48.15] | And that gucci I can see through |
| [02:50.29] | Money ain't a problem |
| [02:52.35] | When you do it for the love |
| [02:54.7] | Keep my eyes on the prize |
| [02:55.74] | Til' I'm sittin up above |
| [02:57.85] | With a blunt in my mouth |
| [02:59.50] | And a knife on my tounge |
| [03:00.82] | Now my life's headin south |
| [03:02.64] | And my legs are feeling numb |
| [03:04.37] | Yeah, my heads filled with doubt |
| [03:06.9] | Can't you tell that I'm dumb? |
| [03:07.66] | Put my life to an end |
| [03:09.48] | With an unloaded gun |
| [03:11.20] | This day might be my last |
| [03:14.98] | This dark cloud will never pass |
| [03:18.33] | So cold ill shatter like glass |
| [03:22.27] | Can you hear me? |
| [03:24.85] | This day might be my last |
| [03:28.65] | This dark cloud will never pass |
| [03:32.16] | So cold ill shatter like glass |
| [03:39.8] | Never thought it would come to this |
| [03:41.50] | Feel the pain in my chest, put your nail in my wrist |
| [03:45.87] | Waking up's a struggle feeling like **** |
| [03:48.51] | Another new day, another plan to miss |
| [03:52.65] | I'm tired of taking ownership for all my missteps |
| [03:55.93] | I wanna feel something new, something deeper than this |
| [04:00.94] | Somethings I can't change, that's just a story that I say to make it go away |
| [04:06.80] | Don't you try to war off blame, you're the reason that I'm cold like it's the middle of the winter |
| [04:12.59] | I'm still ****** up from December |
| [04:14.67] | You can hear it in my timbre |
| [04:16.56] | I don't wanna remember |
| [04:18.34] | I'm shaken to my center |
| [04:19.90] | This day might be my last |
| [04:23.80] | This dark cloud will never pass |
| [04:27.16] | So cold ill shatter like glass |
| [04:30.93] | Can you hear me? |
| [04:33.65] | This day might be my last |
| [04:37.44] | This dark cloud will never pass |
| [04:40.98] | So cold ill shatter like glass |