| [00:03.84] | Produced by: Aaron May |
| [00:30.73] | <Verse 1> |
| [00:32.74] | Now I done gained more than I lost, but I still feel the opposite |
| [00:36.81] | Even with the stack of accomplishments, I don't really feel too confident |
| [00:40.86] | I don't even think I profited, cuz the **** that's gone worth more than the **** I got |
| [00:44.84] | It get lonely the more that you sit up top |
| [00:47.34] | Yet ****** still creepin' tryna get my spot, that's wild |
| [00:50.02] | I might just throw in the towel, and let a ***** have it right now |
| [00:53.69] | Don't know if the **** worthwhile til you get it and you ain't too proud |
| [00:57.07] | Til' you look around and you stuck in the crowd |
| [00:59.25] | That love when you up, give a **** when you down |
| [01:01.20] | That leave when you lost then come back when you found |
| [01:03.09] | They say that's how it look at the top of the mound |
| [01:05.21] | But I done spent, days and nights, putting my all in the **** I write |
| [01:09.20] | Praying I ball just how I would like |
| [01:11.22] | Pray I don't fall trynna get this life |
| [01:13.20] | And I done went through hard and harder |
| [01:15.40] | Most of my life I ain't have my father |
| [01:17.39] | Had bloodline but I barely saw them |
| [01:19.22] | So the fam I met I felt a part of |
| [01:21.46] | And that's how it's gon be forever |
| [01:22.88] | Let go of the pain I would never |
| [01:25.25] | Cuz thats what's keeping us together |
| [01:27.25] | Stickin' to the plan through whatever |
| [01:29.34] | Told em all I would stay in the worse |
| [01:31.32] | If I had to leave them for the better |
| [01:33.43] | Told em all I would walk in first |
| [01:35.46] | Through whatever struggle we endeavor |
| [01:37.01] | <Chorus> |
| [01:37.35] | I been walking with my hands closed |
| [01:39.56] | I don't want your gold |
| [01:40.89] | I been walking with my hands closed |
| [01:43.20] | I can't take no mo' |
| [01:44.83] | I been walking with my hands closed |
| [01:47.27] | I could never fold |
| [01:48.92] | I been walking with my hands closed |
| [01:51.18] | Keep your **** and go |
| [01:53.02] | I been walking with my hands closed |
| [01:55.40] | I don't want your gold |
| [01:56.99] | I been walking with my hands closed |
| [01:59.44] | I can't take no mo' |
| [02:01.05] | I been walking with my hands closed |
| [02:03.51] | I could never fold |
| [02:05.21] | I been walking with my hands closed |
| [02:07.59] | And they stay enclosed |
| [02:09.13] | <Outro> |
| [02:10.38] | Now is this **** worth it, life ain't ever gon' be perfect This can't be all that it's bout |
| [02:12.95] | One thing for certain, I'll never give up my purpose for no type of money or clout |
| [02:18.31] | No type of lifestyle or house, no type of millionaire route |
| [02:21.54] | Imma say **** the amount |
| [02:22.98] | If the fam down bad, then I'm down there too, **** |
| [02:25.57] | Somehow we gon' figure it out |
| [02:26.82] | I don't think it's worth it, life ain't never gon' be perfect |
| [02:29.54] | This can't be all that it's bout |
| [02:30.71] | One thing for certain, I'll never give up my purpose for no type of money or clout |
| [02:34.20] | No type of lifestyle or house, no type of millionaire route |
| [02:37.85] | Imma say **** the amount |
| [02:39.22] | If the fam down bad, then I'm down there too, **** |
| [02:42.20] | We gon figure it out |
| [02:46.14] |