| It's almost like you had it planned | |
| It's like you smiled and shook my hand and said | |
| "Hey, I'm about to screw you over, big time" | |
| And what was I supposed to do? | |
| I was stuck in between you and a hard place | |
| We won't talk about the hard place | |
| But I don't blame you anymore | |
| That's too much pain to store | |
| It left me half dead | |
| Inside my head | |
| And boy, looking back I see | |
| I'm not the girl I used to be | |
| When I lost my mind | |
| It saved my life | |
| It's how you wanted it to be | |
| It's like you played a joke on me | |
| And I lost a friend | |
| In the end | |
| And I think that I cried for days | |
| But now that seems light years away | |
| And I'm never going back | |
| To who I was | |
| Cause I don't blame you anymore | |
| That's too much pain to store | |
| It left me half dead | |
| Inside my head | |
| And boy, looking back I see | |
| I'm not the girl I used to be | |
| When I lost my mind | |
| It saved my life | |
| I think that I cried for days | |
| But now that seems light years away | |
| And I'm never going back | |
| To who I was | |
| Cause I don't blame you anymore | |
| That's too much pain to store | |
| It left me half dead | |
| Inside my head | |
| And boy, looking back I see | |
| I'm not the girl I used to be | |
| When I lost my mind | |
| It saved my life | |
| That life seems like light years away | |
| Light years away | |
| And that life seems like light years away | |
| Light years away |