| [00:00.000] | 作词 : 白小败 |
| [00:01.000] | 作曲 : 那天的河川 |
| [00:14.003] | 你今夜又是为了什么失眠 |
| [00:17.011] | 到了凌晨三点不肯睡去 |
| [00:20.519] | 在痛的边缘到达心脏之前 |
| [00:23.524] | 快乐的情绪又再一次被废弃 |
| [00:26.781] | 夜里摘掉白天脸上挂的面具 |
| [00:30.037] | 发现真实的自己被毁得完全 |
| [00:33.295] | 这样的自己会让你感到厌弃 |
| [00:36.802] | 于是又一次彻夜难眠 |
| [00:45.071] | 你讨厌这无限的强迫症 |
| [00:47.326] | 那些痛苦在深夜里难过问 |
| [00:49.830] | 无数的时间问自己生命是否要继续 |
| [00:52.835] | 活着又无法去摆脱掉抑郁 |
| [00:56.845] | 失去了勇气 又太过用力 |
| [01:00.852] | 白天黑夜还在人间不停交替 |
| [01:03.108] | 什么时候能走出去交际 |
| [01:05.615] | 快乐其实很简单只是你太过于挑剔 |
| [01:08.369] | 染血的刀 立在情绪里包庇着名利 |
| [01:11.126] | 和成功带给你的负面效果 |
| [01:13.131] | 你说看 世人都在笑我太疯癫 |
| [01:16.137] | 天才和恶魔在左 疯子和天使在右 我被困在中间 |
| [01:20.396] | 不断的撕裂和拉扯我快懵圈 |
| [01:22.904] | 不知所措在春夏秋在冬天 |
| [01:41.947] | 你今夜又是为了什么哭泣 |
| [01:45.205] | 在被窝里面哭出声音 |
| [01:47.962] | 你发现自己被情绪给孤立 |
| [01:50.468] | 痛苦磨练着你的神经和身心 |
| [01:52.722] | 总有无数的事情需要你考虑 |
| [01:55.227] | 从前的无忧无虑不知丢到哪去 |
| [01:57.983] | 有些事情的后果你也无法去承受 |
| [02:00.739] | 又不能够 一直躲在那扇门后 |
| [02:04.497] | 你变成无法快乐的郁闷体 |
| [02:06.753] | 曾几何时别人都开始议论你 |
| [02:09.258] | 只能怪你自己还是没有看清人性 |
| [02:12.014] | 于是在别人的眼里变精神病 |
| [02:15.021] | 你也曾经 想把心事说给人听 |
| [02:17.526] | 也曾经 满怀一腔真心 |
| [02:20.532] | 可是这个大千世界纷纷扰扰是是非非 |
| [02:23.039] | 你又没有能力也无法去分清 |
| [02:25.543] | 在别人的眼里他们总是觉得你装的太酷 |
| [02:28.550] | 没人知道夜里你是抑郁的怪物 |
| [02:31.056] | 朋友那么多可从来没人在乎你在哭 |
| [02:33.813] | 心被缠上枷锁和桎梏到日出 |
| [02:37.137] | 身边的人都忙着在刷抖音 在朋友圈比心 |
| [02:40.395] | 那是谁心碎的声音 你听 |
| [00:00.000] | zuo ci : bai xiao bai |
| [00:01.000] | zuo qu : na tian de he chuan |
| [00:14.003] | ni jin ye you shi wei le shen me shi mian |
| [00:17.011] | dao le ling chen san dian bu ken shui qu |
| [00:20.519] | zai tong de bian yuan dao da xin zang zhi qian |
| [00:23.524] | kuai le de qing xu you zai yi ci bei fei qi |
| [00:26.781] | ye li zhai diao bai tian lian shang gua de mian ju |
| [00:30.037] | fa xian zhen shi de zi ji bei hui de wan quan |
| [00:33.295] | zhe yang de zi ji hui rang ni gan dao yan qi |
| [00:36.802] | yu shi you yi ci che ye nan mian |
| [00:45.071] | ni tao yan zhe wu xian de qiang po zheng |
| [00:47.326] | nei xie tong ku zai shen ye li nan guo wen |
| [00:49.830] | wu shu de shi jian wen zi ji sheng ming shi fou yao ji xu |
| [00:52.835] | huo zhe you wu fa qu bai tuo diao yi yu |
| [00:56.845] | shi qu le yong qi you tai guo yong li |
| [01:00.852] | bai tian hei ye hai zai ren jian bu ting jiao ti |
| [01:03.108] | shen me shi hou neng zou chu qu jiao ji |
| [01:05.615] | kuai le qi shi hen jian dan zhi shi ni tai guo yu tiao ti |
| [01:08.369] | ran xue de dao li zai qing xu li bao bi zhe ming li |
| [01:11.126] | he cheng gong dai gei ni de fu mian xiao guo |
| [01:13.131] | ni shuo kan shi ren dou zai xiao wo tai feng dian |
| [01:16.137] | tian cai he e mo zai zuo feng zi he tian shi zai you wo bei kun zai zhong jian |
| [01:20.396] | bu duan de si lie he la che wo kuai meng quan |
| [01:22.904] | bu zhi suo cuo zai chun xia qiu zai dong tian |
| [01:41.947] | ni jin ye you shi wei le shen me ku qi |
| [01:45.205] | zai bei wo li mian ku chu sheng yin |
| [01:47.962] | ni fa xian zi ji bei qing xu gei gu li |
| [01:50.468] | tong ku mo lian zhe ni de shen jing he shen xin |
| [01:52.722] | zong you wu shu de shi qing xu yao ni kao lv |
| [01:55.227] | cong qian de wu you wu lv bu zhi diu dao na qu |
| [01:57.983] | you xie shi qing de hou guo ni ye wu fa qu cheng shou |
| [02:00.739] | you bu neng gou yi zhi duo zai na shan men hou |
| [02:04.497] | ni bian cheng wu fa kuai le de yu men ti |
| [02:06.753] | ceng ji he shi bie ren dou kai shi yi lun ni |
| [02:09.258] | zhi neng guai ni zi ji hai shi mei you kan qing ren xing |
| [02:12.014] | yu shi zai bie ren de yan li bian jing shen bing |
| [02:15.021] | ni ye zeng jing xiang ba xin shi shuo gei ren ting |
| [02:17.526] | ye zeng jing man huai yi qiang zhen xin |
| [02:20.532] | ke shi zhe ge da qian shi jie fen fen rao rao shi shi fei fei |
| [02:23.039] | ni you mei you neng li ye wu fa qu fen qing |
| [02:25.543] | zai bie ren de yan li ta men zong shi jue de ni zhuang de tai ku |
| [02:28.550] | mei ren zhi dao ye li ni shi yi yu de guai wu |
| [02:31.056] | peng you na me duo ke cong lai mei ren zai hu ni zai ku |
| [02:33.813] | xin bei chan shang jia suo he zhi gu dao ri chu |
| [02:37.137] | shen bian de ren dou mang zhe zai shua dou yin zai peng you quan bi xin |
| [02:40.395] | na shi shui xin sui de sheng yin ni ting |
| [00:00.000] | zuò cí : bái xiǎo bài |
| [00:01.000] | zuò qǔ : nà tiān de hé chuān |
| [00:14.003] | nǐ jīn yè yòu shì wèi le shén me shī mián |
| [00:17.011] | dào le líng chén sān diǎn bù kěn shuì qù |
| [00:20.519] | zài tòng de biān yuán dào dá xīn zàng zhī qián |
| [00:23.524] | kuài lè de qíng xù yòu zài yī cì bèi fèi qì |
| [00:26.781] | yè lǐ zhāi diào bái tiān liǎn shàng guà de miàn jù |
| [00:30.037] | fā xiàn zhēn shí de zì jǐ bèi huǐ dé wán quán |
| [00:33.295] | zhè yàng de zì jǐ huì ràng nǐ gǎn dào yàn qì |
| [00:36.802] | yú shì yòu yī cì chè yè nán mián |
| [00:45.071] | nǐ tǎo yàn zhè wú xiàn de qiǎng pò zhèng |
| [00:47.326] | nèi xiē tòng kǔ zài shēn yè lǐ nán guò wèn |
| [00:49.830] | wú shù de shí jiān wèn zì jǐ shēng mìng shì fǒu yào jì xù |
| [00:52.835] | huó zhe yòu wú fǎ qù bǎi tuō diào yì yù |
| [00:56.845] | shī qù le yǒng qì yòu tài guò yòng lì |
| [01:00.852] | bái tiān hēi yè hái zài rén jiān bù tíng jiāo tì |
| [01:03.108] | shén me shí hòu néng zǒu chū qù jiāo jì |
| [01:05.615] | kuài lè qí shí hěn jiǎn dān zhǐ shì nǐ tài guò yú tiāo tī |
| [01:08.369] | rǎn xuè de dāo lì zài qíng xù lǐ bāo bì zhe míng lì |
| [01:11.126] | hé chéng gōng dài gěi nǐ de fù miàn xiào guǒ |
| [01:13.131] | nǐ shuō kàn shì rén dōu zài xiào wǒ tài fēng diān |
| [01:16.137] | tiān cái hé è mó zài zuǒ fēng zi hé tiān shǐ zài yòu wǒ bèi kùn zài zhōng jiān |
| [01:20.396] | bù duàn de sī liè hé lā chě wǒ kuài měng quān |
| [01:22.904] | bù zhī suǒ cuò zài chūn xià qiū zài dōng tiān |
| [01:41.947] | nǐ jīn yè yòu shì wèi le shén me kū qì |
| [01:45.205] | zài bèi wō lǐ miàn kū chū shēng yīn |
| [01:47.962] | nǐ fā xiàn zì jǐ bèi qíng xù gěi gū lì |
| [01:50.468] | tòng kǔ mó liàn zhe nǐ de shén jīng hé shēn xīn |
| [01:52.722] | zǒng yǒu wú shù de shì qíng xū yào nǐ kǎo lǜ |
| [01:55.227] | cóng qián de wú yōu wú lǜ bù zhī diū dào nǎ qù |
| [01:57.983] | yǒu xiē shì qíng de hòu guǒ nǐ yě wú fǎ qù chéng shòu |
| [02:00.739] | yòu bù néng gòu yī zhí duǒ zài nà shàn mén hòu |
| [02:04.497] | nǐ biàn chéng wú fǎ kuài lè de yù mèn tǐ |
| [02:06.753] | céng jǐ hé shí bié rén dōu kāi shǐ yì lùn nǐ |
| [02:09.258] | zhǐ néng guài nǐ zì jǐ hái shì méi yǒu kàn qīng rén xìng |
| [02:12.014] | yú shì zài bié rén de yǎn lǐ biàn jīng shén bìng |
| [02:15.021] | nǐ yě zēng jīng xiǎng bǎ xīn shì shuō gěi rén tīng |
| [02:17.526] | yě zēng jīng mǎn huái yī qiāng zhēn xīn |
| [02:20.532] | kě shì zhè gè dà qiān shì jiè fēn fēn rǎo rǎo shì shì fēi fēi |
| [02:23.039] | nǐ yòu méi yǒu néng lì yě wú fǎ qù fēn qīng |
| [02:25.543] | zài bié rén de yǎn lǐ tā men zǒng shì jué de nǐ zhuāng de tài kù |
| [02:28.550] | méi rén zhī dào yè lǐ nǐ shì yì yù de guài wù |
| [02:31.056] | péng yǒu nà me duō kě cóng lái méi rén zài hu nǐ zài kū |
| [02:33.813] | xīn bèi chán shàng jiā suǒ hé zhì gù dào rì chū |
| [02:37.137] | shēn biān de rén dōu máng zhe zài shuā dǒu yīn zài péng yǒu quān bǐ xīn |
| [02:40.395] | nà shi shuí xīn suì de shēng yīn nǐ tīng |