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Sitting around, no work today |
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Try pacing to keep awake |
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Laying around, no school today |
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Just drink until the clock has circled all the way |
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It's late afternoon, as you walk through the rooms |
| [00:47.00] |
of a house that is quiet |
| [00:50.15] |
except for unanswered telephones |
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You stand near the sink |
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you mix up a drink |
| [00:58.64] |
You think you don't want to pass out |
| [01:01.89] |
where your roommates could find you again |
| [01:05.60] |
Stumble 'round the neighboorhod, nothing to do |
| [01:10.02] |
You're always looking for something |
| [01:12.93] |
to sniff smoke or swallow |
| [01:16.26] |
Calling over next door, see what they've got |
| [01:20.92] |
But you would settle for anything |
| [01:23.75] |
that would make your brain slow down or |
| [01:26.34] |
stop this circle of thoughts you chase |
| [01:33.40] |
before they catch back up with you |
| [01:40.46] |
And your parents notice your thinning face |
| [01:46.19] |
All the weight you've lost |
| [01:49.51] |
All the weight youre losing |
| [01:53.57] |
You said "I'm done feeling like a skeleton |
| [01:56.12] |
no more sleep walking dead." |
| [01:59.99] |
You're going to wake from this coma |
| [02:03.26] |
You're going to crawl from this bed you've made |
| [02:07.61] |
Stop counting on the camera |
| [02:10.61] |
that hangs around your neck |
| [02:12.96] |
cause it will never remember what you choose to forget. |
| [02:20.13] |
And you try to find one source of light |
| [02:23.80] |
try to name one thing you like |
| [02:27.16] |
You used to have such a longer list |
| [02:29.93] |
And light, you never had to look for it |
| [02:33.20] |
But now it's so easy, it's so easy to |
| [02:36.83] |
it's so easy, it's so easy to |
| [02:39.98] |
second guess everything you do |
| [02:42.30] |
until all you want, all you want is to |
| [02:46.30] |
finish this half empty glass |
| [02:52.32] |
before the ice all melts away |
| [02:59.38] |
This feeling always used to pass |
| [03:05.10] |
seems like it's every day |
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seems like it's every night now |
