| [00:00.000] | 作词 : CJ |
| [00:01.000] | 作曲 : CJ |
| [00:08.942] | 混音：Red Jujube |
| [00:19.190] | 一觉醒来昏暗的台灯天还没亮 |
| [00:21.943] | 擦掉眼泪的纸巾还扔在床上 |
| [00:24.195] | 想起各种的痛苦和那些回忆 |
| [00:26.691] | 唯一的是那些感觉还在延续 |
| [00:29.187] | 慢慢的伸手打开药盒 |
| [00:31.440] | 我像是没有感情的恶魔 |
| [00:33.936] | 此刻生活还要怎么继续 |
| [00:36.187] | 抑郁 让我瞬间坠入地狱 |
| [00:38.695] | 几年的折磨早没了力气 |
| [00:40.938] | 在这寒冷的冬天继续自闭 |
| [00:43.688] | 感情压抑 生活压力 |
| [00:45.697] | 每当拿起放弃生命的器具 |
| [00:48.692] | 想起那些人和那些事 |
| [00:50.688] | 那些人和事欺骗我无数次 |
| [00:52.942] | 早就没了希望 |
| [00:54.194] | 梦想来回激荡 |
| [00:55.438] | 最后的时刻再掀起一段音浪 |
| [01:20.946] | 被掏空了心只剩下躯体 |
| [01:22.686] | 冷暖都来自网络的虚拟 |
| [01:24.939] | 我看不清 哪里还有真实 |
| [01:27.190] | 偏执 只会拉开我们的距离 |
| [01:29.686] | 不知道为什么没了你 |
| [01:31.695] | 想挽回你却没回头 |
| [01:33.692] | 曾经还会听我讲道理 |
| [01:35.689] | 现在才没发现我没理由 |
| [01:38.185] | 每天药物控制我的神经 |
| [01:40.439] | 就像教父给我聊着曾经 |
| [01:42.935] | 我知道这次真正的失去 |
| [01:45.185] | 再也写不出动人的诗句 |
| [01:47.439] | 不再燥动也不再冒充 |
| [01:49.690] | 连歌曲都做得这么失意 |
| [01:51.945] | 朋友都叫我振作起来 |
| [01:53.942] | 我说再也见不到那个女孩 |
| [01:56.438] | 你是我心中的灵魂舞者 |
| [01:58.446] | 每个拍子都是精神辅佐 |
| [02:00.943] | 该怎么唱呢 |
| [02:01.940] | 唱着这些烂歌 |
| [02:02.939] | 借着这个旋律 |
| [02:03.937] | 把对你的思念散播 |
| [02:32.440] | 何曾想过活着是一种遗憾 |
| [02:34.191] | 当刀片割开手腕血液在弥漫 |
| [02:36.188] | 血腥的味道在房间飘散 |
| [02:38.185] | 你是那样的特别从不妖艳 |
| [02:40.439] | 到了这一步不知道什么导致 |
| [02:42.190] | 为什么教育儿女不需要考试 |
| [02:44.187] | 束缚约束社会制度 |
| [02:45.944] | 逼疯了多少家庭发生多少事故 |
| [02:48.439] | 无数的人民还有多少人情 |
| [02:50.190] | 多少人为了生存夜晚呻吟 |
| [02:52.186] | 利益面前人们都很现实 |
| [02:54.195] | 还有多少人把最初的样子坚持 |
| [02:56.438] | 每天嗑下一整瓶药 |
| [02:58.195] | 才能勉强挤出那一丝笑 |
| [03:00.186] | 你不知道 心中的痛苦 |
| [03:02.441] | 你不知道 思想的冲突 |
| [03:04.438] | 你不知道 夜晚的哭泣 |
| [03:06.446] | 不知道 我早就死在夜里 |
| [03:08.186] | 有时候就像是一个魔鬼 |
| [03:10.193] | 在嗜过血之后慢慢忏悔 |
| [03:12.436] | 每天都是不同的人格 |
| [03:14.444] | 脑海里总是血流成河 |
| [03:16.441] | 讽刺的话语 一次次的骂你 |
| [03:18.439] | 早已成为没灵魂的躯壳 |
| [00:00.000] | zuo ci : CJ |
| [00:01.000] | zuo qu : CJ |
| [00:08.942] | hun yin: Red Jujube |
| [00:19.190] | yi jiao xing lai hun an de tai deng tian hai mei liang |
| [00:21.943] | ca diao yan lei de zhi jin hai reng zai chuang shang |
| [00:24.195] | xiang qi ge zhong de tong ku he nei xie hui yi |
| [00:26.691] | wei yi de shi nei xie gan jue hai zai yan xu |
| [00:29.187] | man man de shen shou da kai yao he |
| [00:31.440] | wo xiang shi mei you gan qing de e mo |
| [00:33.936] | ci ke sheng huo hai yao zen me ji xu |
| [00:36.187] | yi yu rang wo shun jian zhui ru di yu |
| [00:38.695] | ji nian de zhe mo zao mei le li qi |
| [00:40.938] | zai zhe han leng de dong tian ji xu zi bi |
| [00:43.688] | gan qing ya yi sheng huo ya li |
| [00:45.697] | mei dang na qi fang qi sheng ming de qi ju |
| [00:48.692] | xiang qi nei xie ren he nei xie shi |
| [00:50.688] | nei xie ren he shi qi pian wo wu shu ci |
| [00:52.942] | zao jiu mei le xi wang |
| [00:54.194] | meng xiang lai hui ji dang |
| [00:55.438] | zui hou de shi ke zai xian qi yi duan yin lang |
| [01:20.946] | bei tao kong le xin zhi sheng xia qu ti |
| [01:22.686] | leng nuan dou lai zi wang luo de xu ni |
| [01:24.939] | wo kan bu qing na li hai you zhen shi |
| [01:27.190] | pian zhi zhi hui la kai wo men de ju li |
| [01:29.686] | bu zhi dao wei shi me mei le ni |
| [01:31.695] | xiang wan hui ni que mei hui tou |
| [01:33.692] | ceng jing hai hui ting wo jiang dao li |
| [01:35.689] | xian zai cai mei fa xian wo mei li you |
| [01:38.185] | mei tian yao wu kong zhi wo de shen jing |
| [01:40.439] | jiu xiang jiao fu gei wo liao zhe ceng jing |
| [01:42.935] | wo zhi dao zhe ci zhen zheng de shi qu |
| [01:45.185] | zai ye xie bu chu dong ren de shi ju |
| [01:47.439] | bu zai zao dong ye bu zai mao chong |
| [01:49.690] | lian ge qu dou zuo de zhe me shi yi |
| [01:51.945] | peng you dou jiao wo zhen zuo qi lai |
| [01:53.942] | wo shuo zai ye jian bu dao na ge nv hai |
| [01:56.438] | ni shi wo xin zhong de ling hun wu zhe |
| [01:58.446] | mei ge pai zi dou shi jing shen fu zuo |
| [02:00.943] | gai zen me chang ne |
| [02:01.940] | chang zhe zhei xie lan ge |
| [02:02.939] | jie zhe zhe ge xuan lv |
| [02:03.937] | ba dui ni de si nian san bo |
| [02:32.440] | he zeng xiang guo huo zhe shi yi zhong yi han |
| [02:34.191] | dang dao pian ge kai shou wan xue ye zai mi man |
| [02:36.188] | xue xing de wei dao zai fang jian piao san |
| [02:38.185] | ni shi na yang de te bie cong bu yao yan |
| [02:40.439] | dao le zhe yi bu bu zhi dao shen me dao zhi |
| [02:42.190] | wei shi me jiao yu er nv bu xu yao kao shi |
| [02:44.187] | shu fu yue shu she hui zhi du |
| [02:45.944] | bi feng le duo shao jia ting fa sheng duo shao shi gu |
| [02:48.439] | wu shu de ren min hai you duo shao ren qing |
| [02:50.190] | duo shao ren wei le sheng cun ye wan shen yin |
| [02:52.186] | li yi mian qian ren men dou hen xian shi |
| [02:54.195] | hai you duo shao ren ba zui chu de yang zi jian chi |
| [02:56.438] | mei tian ke xia yi zheng ping yao |
| [02:58.195] | cai neng mian qiang ji chu na yi si xiao |
| [03:00.186] | ni bu zhi dao xin zhong de tong ku |
| [03:02.441] | ni bu zhi dao si xiang de chong tu |
| [03:04.438] | ni bu zhi dao ye wan de ku qi |
| [03:06.446] | bu zhi dao wo zao jiu si zai ye li |
| [03:08.186] | you shi hou jiu xiang shi yi ge mo gui |
| [03:10.193] | zai shi guo xue zhi hou man man chan hui |
| [03:12.436] | mei tian du shi bu tong de ren ge |
| [03:14.444] | nao hai li zong shi xue liu cheng he |
| [03:16.441] | feng ci de hua yu yi ci ci de ma ni |
| [03:18.439] | zao yi cheng wei mei ling hun de qu qiao |
| [00:00.000] | zuò cí : CJ |
| [00:01.000] | zuò qǔ : CJ |
| [00:08.942] | hùn yīn: Red Jujube |
| [00:19.190] | yī jiào xǐng lái hūn àn de tái dēng tiān hái méi liàng |
| [00:21.943] | cā diào yǎn lèi de zhǐ jīn hái rēng zài chuáng shàng |
| [00:24.195] | xiǎng qǐ gè zhǒng de tòng kǔ hé nèi xiē huí yì |
| [00:26.691] | wéi yī de shì nèi xiē gǎn jué hái zài yán xù |
| [00:29.187] | màn màn de shēn shǒu dǎ kāi yào hé |
| [00:31.440] | wǒ xiàng shì méi yǒu gǎn qíng de è mó |
| [00:33.936] | cǐ kè shēng huó hái yào zěn me jì xù |
| [00:36.187] | yì yù ràng wǒ shùn jiān zhuì rù dì yù |
| [00:38.695] | jǐ nián de zhé mó zǎo méi le lì qì |
| [00:40.938] | zài zhè hán lěng de dōng tiān jì xù zì bì |
| [00:43.688] | gǎn qíng yā yì shēng huó yā lì |
| [00:45.697] | měi dāng ná qǐ fàng qì shēng mìng de qì jù |
| [00:48.692] | xiǎng qǐ nèi xiē rén hé nèi xiē shì |
| [00:50.688] | nèi xiē rén hé shì qī piàn wǒ wú shù cì |
| [00:52.942] | zǎo jiù méi le xī wàng |
| [00:54.194] | mèng xiǎng lái huí jī dàng |
| [00:55.438] | zuì hòu de shí kè zài xiān qǐ yī duàn yīn làng |
| [01:20.946] | bèi tāo kōng le xīn zhǐ shèng xià qū tǐ |
| [01:22.686] | lěng nuǎn dōu lái zì wǎng luò de xū nǐ |
| [01:24.939] | wǒ kàn bù qīng nǎ lǐ hái yǒu zhēn shí |
| [01:27.190] | piān zhí zhǐ huì lā kāi wǒ men de jù lí |
| [01:29.686] | bù zhī dào wèi shí me méi le nǐ |
| [01:31.695] | xiǎng wǎn huí nǐ què méi huí tóu |
| [01:33.692] | céng jīng hái huì tīng wǒ jiǎng dào lǐ |
| [01:35.689] | xiàn zài cái méi fā xiàn wǒ méi lǐ yóu |
| [01:38.185] | měi tiān yào wù kòng zhì wǒ de shén jīng |
| [01:40.439] | jiù xiàng jiào fù gěi wǒ liáo zhe céng jīng |
| [01:42.935] | wǒ zhī dào zhè cì zhēn zhèng de shī qù |
| [01:45.185] | zài yě xiě bù chū dòng rén de shī jù |
| [01:47.439] | bù zài zào dòng yě bù zài mào chōng |
| [01:49.690] | lián gē qǔ dōu zuò de zhè me shī yì |
| [01:51.945] | péng yǒu dōu jiào wǒ zhèn zuò qǐ lái |
| [01:53.942] | wǒ shuō zài yě jiàn bú dào nà gè nǚ hái |
| [01:56.438] | nǐ shì wǒ xīn zhōng de líng hún wǔ zhě |
| [01:58.446] | měi gè pāi zǐ dōu shì jīng shén fǔ zuǒ |
| [02:00.943] | gāi zěn me chàng ne |
| [02:01.940] | chàng zhe zhèi xiē làn gē |
| [02:02.939] | jiè zhe zhè gè xuán lǜ |
| [02:03.937] | bǎ duì nǐ de sī niàn sàn bō |
| [02:32.440] | hé zēng xiǎng guò huó zhe shì yī zhǒng yí hàn |
| [02:34.191] | dāng dāo piàn gē kāi shǒu wàn xuè yè zài mí màn |
| [02:36.188] | xuè xīng de wèi dào zài fáng jiān piāo sàn |
| [02:38.185] | nǐ shì nà yàng de tè bié cóng bù yāo yàn |
| [02:40.439] | dào le zhè yī bù bù zhī dào shén me dǎo zhì |
| [02:42.190] | wèi shí me jiào yù ér nǚ bù xū yào kǎo shì |
| [02:44.187] | shù fù yuē shù shè huì zhì dù |
| [02:45.944] | bī fēng le duō shǎo jiā tíng fā shēng duō shǎo shì gù |
| [02:48.439] | wú shù de rén mín hái yǒu duō shǎo rén qíng |
| [02:50.190] | duō shǎo rén wéi le shēng cún yè wǎn shēn yín |
| [02:52.186] | lì yì miàn qián rén men dōu hěn xiàn shí |
| [02:54.195] | hái yǒu duō shǎo rén bǎ zuì chū de yàng zi jiān chí |
| [02:56.438] | měi tiān kē xià yī zhěng píng yào |
| [02:58.195] | cái néng miǎn qiǎng jǐ chū nà yī sī xiào |
| [03:00.186] | nǐ bù zhī dào xīn zhōng de tòng kǔ |
| [03:02.441] | nǐ bù zhī dào sī xiǎng de chōng tū |
| [03:04.438] | nǐ bù zhī dào yè wǎn de kū qì |
| [03:06.446] | bù zhī dào wǒ zǎo jiù sǐ zài yè lǐ |
| [03:08.186] | yǒu shí hou jiù xiàng shì yí gè mó guǐ |
| [03:10.193] | zài shì guò xuè zhī hòu màn màn chàn huǐ |
| [03:12.436] | měi tiān dū shì bù tóng de rén gé |
| [03:14.444] | nǎo hǎi lǐ zǒng shì xuè liú chéng hé |
| [03:16.441] | fěng cì de huà yǔ yī cì cì de mà nǐ |
| [03:18.439] | zǎo yǐ chéng wéi méi líng hún de qū qiào |
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