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I can't even escape you in my sleep when all I need is rest |
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knowing when I wake up I can't watch you get dressed |
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and pretend I'm sleeping and imagine you with child. |
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I wanted to watch your body change and loosen all your clothes. |
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To hold a new-born baby with your eyes and my nose. |
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I suppose that was the first sign |
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that you never really were mine. |
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My twisted spine is aching now this bed's got so much space. |
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In direct contrast to my mind which is cluttered with your face. |
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You're the girl I loved before I ****ed and that's so rare. |
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So I'll help you leave your home while you decide if you still care. |
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I really thought we never could end. |
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Or at least I'd always be your good friend. |
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But then I think about what you've done |
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and his tongue pressed against your tongue. |
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Your bodies together in our bed. |
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His cock in your cunt, his cock in your head. |
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And instead of a new platonic future for you and me |
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I hope you get an abortion or at least an STD. |
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When out with married friends I sat with them on the bus. |
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I watched the way they were and that could never have been us. |
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So the girl I loved before I ****ed you'll always be. |
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But the woman you've grown into is no woman for me. |
