| Tell me how to feel | |
| Show me what is real | |
| I tried to back away but everwhere's the same | |
| And in this over-conscious world all | |
| I want to do is dream | |
| I don't know what you held on to | |
| To get this far but | |
| I need some too | |
| Because I'm slipping from existence | |
| And there's just no resistence | |
| To stop this all from happening | |
| Today the pain | |
| It got so bad | |
| I had to scream | |
| I'm cutting myself | |
| Because I cannot face | |
| The world around me | |
| Is nothing | |
| I'm cutting up myself | |
| Because there's no way out | |
| Dispersing what | |
| I feel So | |
| I feel nothing | |
| I don't know what to do | |
| To be as numb as you | |
| I must be doing something wrong to always feel this down | |
| With an overwhelming urge to shout at those around | |
| I tried to reach out to the past | |
| But the lesson learned is to not look back | |
| The memories will just confuse | |
| An overwhelmed and frightened youth | |
| I've learned to accept it | |
| I know that that's pathetic | |
| I can't explain to others | |
| I know that they'll reject it | |
| Today the pain | |
| It got so bad | |
| I had to scream | |
| I'm cutting myself | |
| Because I cannot face | |
| The world around me | |
| Is nothing | |
| I'm cutting up myself | |
| Because there's no way out | |
| Dispersing what | |
| I feel So | |
| I feel nothing | |
| Today the pain | |
| It got so bad | |
| I had to scream | |
| Today the pain | |
| It felt so bad | |
| I had to scream | |
| I had to scream | |
| I had to scream | |
| I had to scream |