Smile 4 Me - Explicit Album Version Lyrics
| Song | Smile 4 Me - Explicit Album Version |
| Artist | Amil |
| Album | All Money Is Legal |
| Download | Image LRC TXT |
| is it a blessin' to live or a blessin' to die? | |
| Let me finish off this hell with no questions why | |
| I should be happy i'm on and i'm dressed in fly but is the game changing me for | |
| The extra pie? | |
| If you could just look into the life i live | |
| 360 catching up on all the trife i did | |
| Got my peoples up north trynna slice the bids | |
| While i'm in love with a nigga with a wife and kid | |
| Maybe if my pops aint abondend me | |
| I wouldn't let so many niggas take advantage of me | |
| Using me | |
| Some even put their hands on me | |
| I wonder what the most high god planned for me | |
| My life line gettin' shorter when i look at my palms | |
| Will i be notin' like my biological moms | |
| She aint raised me so naturally i never felt the bond | |
| At 16 got my ged never saw a prom | |
| Chorus: i've been weak and i've been strong | |
| Been through the fire ive'been through the storms | |
| I try to do right and i know i do wrong | |
| Just be happy for me when my life is gone | |
| No more hurt and no more tears | |
| The'll be no more pain and no more fears | |
| No more people in my face that's | |
| Not sincere so | |
| Smile for me when i'm no longer here | |
| At a younge age i let the world turn me out | |
| Pellets and purple haze been burnt me out | |
| A hardknock life was i learned about | |
| Trynna ease the only thing i be concerned about | |
| Tellin' my youth everything happen for a reason | |
| Let them know it aint daddy's fault the moneys be leavin' | |
| If it wasn't for the streets he'd still be breathin; | |
| Trynna raise him by myself but i know he need him | |
| Me and my seed used to live for mostly welfare | |
| Only two checks a month for us both to share | |
| I remember makin' sure that the cost was clear so i could boost us | |
| Some mother ****in' clothes to wear | |
| Had to hustle cuz those food stamps just wasn't enough | |
| Up state back to ? gotta throw me up | |
| All this fast cash only turned the heat up | |
| Can't afford to get knocked but who gonna feed us? | |
| Chorus | |
| Can't shake these thoughts of suicide | |
| Anyone i ever loved though was close to die | |
| Ones i trusted or though was being true, lied | |
| A life time of tears but just a few i cried | |
| Try to take my past and stick it up on the shelf | |
| Will my actions stay from all the pain i felt | |
| Just trynna make the best out the hand i delt | |
| If i fall who can i turn to for help | |
| Is my man with me and not my wealth | |
| Will he be there through good and bad sickness and health | |
| Does he want the real me or somebody else? | |
| I've been ? just so i don't hurt myself | |
| Now that i'm on | |
| Most can't stand me now | |
| But they was happy when i rocked all them hand me downs | |
| When i need 'em funny how they can't be found | |
| That's why the most high's my only family now | |
| Chorus |
| is it a blessin' to live or a blessin' to die? | |
| Let me finish off this hell with no questions why | |
| I should be happy i' m on and i' m dressed in fly but is the game changing me for | |
| The extra pie? | |
| If you could just look into the life i live | |
| 360 catching up on all the trife i did | |
| Got my peoples up north trynna slice the bids | |
| While i' m in love with a nigga with a wife and kid | |
| Maybe if my pops aint abondend me | |
| I wouldn' t let so many niggas take advantage of me | |
| Using me | |
| Some even put their hands on me | |
| I wonder what the most high god planned for me | |
| My life line gettin' shorter when i look at my palms | |
| Will i be notin' like my biological moms | |
| She aint raised me so naturally i never felt the bond | |
| At 16 got my ged never saw a prom | |
| Chorus: i' ve been weak and i' ve been strong | |
| Been through the fire ive' been through the storms | |
| I try to do right and i know i do wrong | |
| Just be happy for me when my life is gone | |
| No more hurt and no more tears | |
| The' ll be no more pain and no more fears | |
| No more people in my face that' s | |
| Not sincere so | |
| Smile for me when i' m no longer here | |
| At a younge age i let the world turn me out | |
| Pellets and purple haze been burnt me out | |
| A hardknock life was i learned about | |
| Trynna ease the only thing i be concerned about | |
| Tellin' my youth everything happen for a reason | |
| Let them know it aint daddy' s fault the moneys be leavin' | |
| If it wasn' t for the streets he' d still be breathin | |
| Trynna raise him by myself but i know he need him | |
| Me and my seed used to live for mostly welfare | |
| Only two checks a month for us both to share | |
| I remember makin' sure that the cost was clear so i could boost us | |
| Some mother in' clothes to wear | |
| Had to hustle cuz those food stamps just wasn' t enough | |
| Up state back to ? gotta throw me up | |
| All this fast cash only turned the heat up | |
| Can' t afford to get knocked but who gonna feed us? | |
| Chorus | |
| Can' t shake these thoughts of suicide | |
| Anyone i ever loved though was close to die | |
| Ones i trusted or though was being true, lied | |
| A life time of tears but just a few i cried | |
| Try to take my past and stick it up on the shelf | |
| Will my actions stay from all the pain i felt | |
| Just trynna make the best out the hand i delt | |
| If i fall who can i turn to for help | |
| Is my man with me and not my wealth | |
| Will he be there through good and bad sickness and health | |
| Does he want the real me or somebody else? | |
| I' ve been ? just so i don' t hurt myself | |
| Now that i' m on | |
| Most can' t stand me now | |
| But they was happy when i rocked all them hand me downs | |
| When i need ' em funny how they can' t be found | |
| That' s why the most high' s my only family now | |
| Chorus |
| is it a blessin' to live or a blessin' to die? | |
| Let me finish off this hell with no questions why | |
| I should be happy i' m on and i' m dressed in fly but is the game changing me for | |
| The extra pie? | |
| If you could just look into the life i live | |
| 360 catching up on all the trife i did | |
| Got my peoples up north trynna slice the bids | |
| While i' m in love with a nigga with a wife and kid | |
| Maybe if my pops aint abondend me | |
| I wouldn' t let so many niggas take advantage of me | |
| Using me | |
| Some even put their hands on me | |
| I wonder what the most high god planned for me | |
| My life line gettin' shorter when i look at my palms | |
| Will i be notin' like my biological moms | |
| She aint raised me so naturally i never felt the bond | |
| At 16 got my ged never saw a prom | |
| Chorus: i' ve been weak and i' ve been strong | |
| Been through the fire ive' been through the storms | |
| I try to do right and i know i do wrong | |
| Just be happy for me when my life is gone | |
| No more hurt and no more tears | |
| The' ll be no more pain and no more fears | |
| No more people in my face that' s | |
| Not sincere so | |
| Smile for me when i' m no longer here | |
| At a younge age i let the world turn me out | |
| Pellets and purple haze been burnt me out | |
| A hardknock life was i learned about | |
| Trynna ease the only thing i be concerned about | |
| Tellin' my youth everything happen for a reason | |
| Let them know it aint daddy' s fault the moneys be leavin' | |
| If it wasn' t for the streets he' d still be breathin | |
| Trynna raise him by myself but i know he need him | |
| Me and my seed used to live for mostly welfare | |
| Only two checks a month for us both to share | |
| I remember makin' sure that the cost was clear so i could boost us | |
| Some mother in' clothes to wear | |
| Had to hustle cuz those food stamps just wasn' t enough | |
| Up state back to ? gotta throw me up | |
| All this fast cash only turned the heat up | |
| Can' t afford to get knocked but who gonna feed us? | |
| Chorus | |
| Can' t shake these thoughts of suicide | |
| Anyone i ever loved though was close to die | |
| Ones i trusted or though was being true, lied | |
| A life time of tears but just a few i cried | |
| Try to take my past and stick it up on the shelf | |
| Will my actions stay from all the pain i felt | |
| Just trynna make the best out the hand i delt | |
| If i fall who can i turn to for help | |
| Is my man with me and not my wealth | |
| Will he be there through good and bad sickness and health | |
| Does he want the real me or somebody else? | |
| I' ve been ? just so i don' t hurt myself | |
| Now that i' m on | |
| Most can' t stand me now | |
| But they was happy when i rocked all them hand me downs | |
| When i need ' em funny how they can' t be found | |
| That' s why the most high' s my only family now | |
| Chorus |
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